i'm so happy the old qfeasters are coming up out of the grave for a collective what in the fuckk
26 days ago
they didn't do anything except make this site MORE appealing to little kids bro
26 days ago
wasn't gonna kill myself today but then this shit happened
26 days ago
29 days ago
today i pulled out my ipad during my break and just. drew. and it was really nice. i used a lot of references and i traced a little but but idc because i had fun and enjoyed myself.
on August 15
updates.
- my store manager told me i should quit and find a new job yesterday. i had an interview today and it didn't go well.
- my mother told me that she is going to kick me out if i can't pay rent and she's going to move in with her boyfriend. i'll have to figure out where the hell i'm gonna live (probably with my dad, even though living there makes me completely and utterly miserable + they have no room for me anymore)
- still haven't found anything that makes me happy See More yet and idk what i'm doing anymore
- lowkey might just die
- my store manager told me i should quit and find a new job yesterday. i had an interview today and it didn't go well.
- my mother told me that she is going to kick me out if i can't pay rent and she's going to move in with her boyfriend. i'll have to figure out where the hell i'm gonna live (probably with my dad, even though living there makes me completely and utterly miserable + they have no room for me anymore)
- still haven't found anything that makes me happy See More yet and idk what i'm doing anymore
- lowkey might just die
on August 14
if u dont hear from me again its cuz i 😵
i was going to do this and then never log on ever again because i thought it would be funny but oh well
on August 14
on August 14
I think we should have a QfeastCon. And we have to wear necklace tag things with our Qfeast username on it to know who is who. Like if you think this should be official and re~post if you would go!
on August 13
i don't have anywhere to vent so i'm just gonna do it here.
i have no irl friends anymore that i see often. i have people who i see maybe a few times a year who are my friends who i love but i have no one immediate. i have no hobbies or interests, and all i do is work and yet i have $174 to my name. i'm fooling myself into thinking i can go to cosmetology school next year even though its 8 hour days for 11 months straight and i'll have no time to work anymore and maybe there See More is no point! maybe i should just stay in grocery forever idk bc at least i HAVE a mfking job idfk. there's no joy in my life right now and i wish there was.
i have no irl friends anymore that i see often. i have people who i see maybe a few times a year who are my friends who i love but i have no one immediate. i have no hobbies or interests, and all i do is work and yet i have $174 to my name. i'm fooling myself into thinking i can go to cosmetology school next year even though its 8 hour days for 11 months straight and i'll have no time to work anymore and maybe there See More is no point! maybe i should just stay in grocery forever idk bc at least i HAVE a mfking job idfk. there's no joy in my life right now and i wish there was.
on August 12
both my parents are under the impression school stops once you leave at 4:30 which?? isn't true??? they think i can go to school, work until 10, get home at 11, and wake up at 8 to go to school and do that every single day like? No? it's an intensive program that requires hours upon hours of work outside of school?? mom is like "you can work evenings and weekends!" See More no i can NOT!
on August 12
on August 12
im in a nail program rn and let me sayyy… it eats up SO MUCH TIME. not just the eight hour days but the homework too. genuinely i spent one day writing notes for 14 hours straight. one of my classmates is unemployed, has 5 kids, works odd jobs, does doordash after school. one of my classmates is a bottle girl and another one sells feet pics. basically we’re almost See More all unemployed. do u have anyone to stay with?
on August 11
on August 09
drunk rn wondering if i let myself get fat to avoid being objectified
on July 30
we talked today about how awkward kissing is and dating is and about how it makes us both anxious and he said he wanted to go out when i come home from vacation so idk of he wants to hang or if its a date but hes paying and im driving so ahhh
on July 28
i need this boy to be my little boyfriend
on July 27
i met someone 😁 we'll see what happens
on July 24
qfeaster to borderline personality disorder haver pipeline should be studied cuz how did it get all of us
qfeast was actually a government program that gave people bpd through frequencies in the bongo notification noise
on July 23
on July 23