if you're confused about my obsession over this guy;
i'm still gay
i met this person when they identified as female, they are trans
i'm still gay
i met this person when they identified as female, they are trans
on January 30, 2018
finally finished updating my profile aesthetic- the theme is MAN I A by Fall Out Boy; specifically Stay Frosty Royal Milk Tea
on January 30, 2018
i made an edgy lil poem
doki doki inspired me to use poetry as an outlet for my feelings so here it is:
destroyer
i'll kill the love that once ran deep
i'll destroy the bonds until you weep
i'll take my time
and when i'm done See More
his love i'll reap
doki doki inspired me to use poetry as an outlet for my feelings so here it is:
destroyer
i'll kill the love that once ran deep
i'll destroy the bonds until you weep
i'll take my time
and when i'm done See More
his love i'll reap
@TeamMarvin
it's saying that the narrator is going to metaphorically/ emotionally kill someone to obtain that person's lover
it's saying that the narrator is going to metaphorically/ emotionally kill someone to obtain that person's lover
on January 30, 2018
on January 30, 2018
on January 30, 2018
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my backup / aesthetic account is @dreamx
so follow that account if i ever disappear bc i might be banned
my backup / aesthetic account is @dreamx
so follow that account if i ever disappear bc i might be banned
on January 30, 2018
on January 30, 2018
on January 30, 2018
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on January 29, 2018
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on January 29, 2018
love is gross
on January 29, 2018
Love sucks, Ok? It isn't gross, it isn't nasty, it fücking blows, especially when the person you tell for:
A) Doesn't feel the same way
B) She's constantly getting asked out
C) She got asked out by your cousin, who knew you liked her
And See More
D) She's moving.
So yeah, love sucks.
A) Doesn't feel the same way
B) She's constantly getting asked out
C) She got asked out by your cousin, who knew you liked her
And See More
D) She's moving.
So yeah, love sucks.
on January 29, 2018
on January 29, 2018
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on January 29, 2018
me as a kid: "ill always be a good person and never do drugs!"
me now: smokes; drinks; self harms; attempted suicide 9 times
this is funny btw; lmao don't get butthurt
me now: smokes; drinks; self harms; attempted suicide 9 times
this is funny btw; lmao don't get butthurt
on January 29, 2018
my scratches are healing alright
one of them will probably leave a scar
the other scars are so plentiful that it just looks like i have a skin pigmentation issue, lmao
one of them will probably leave a scar
the other scars are so plentiful that it just looks like i have a skin pigmentation issue, lmao
on January 29, 2018
I’m so infatuated with someone I feel guilty
Tbh I’d leave my gf in seconds for this other person but they’re unobtainable to me
Tbh I’d leave my gf in seconds for this other person but they’re unobtainable to me
on January 29, 2018
on January 27, 2018
making qfeasters in the sims bc why not
on January 25, 2018
if you do that, i'll attack you
no, i want to die in a fire
i want to be consumed by my greatest fear
no, i want to die in a fire
i want to be consumed by my greatest fear
on January 25, 2018
on January 25, 2018
on January 25, 2018
on January 25, 2018
so here's a life update:
yesterday was bad- my mom and I got into a fight and she took my phone
my phone is like a safety thing for me, i have to have it or else i'll be upset all day
i also use music as a coping thing, so without my music i was worse than usual
i went into the bathroom and self harmed and came back
i was convinced my a friend to go the counselor the next period
the counselor called my mom and said i wasn't allowed back at school for the rest of the day. See More
so yeah, yesterday sucked
today was better. stuff is fragile now that my mom knows that i self harm; so our relationship is a lot worse.
yesterday was bad- my mom and I got into a fight and she took my phone
my phone is like a safety thing for me, i have to have it or else i'll be upset all day
i also use music as a coping thing, so without my music i was worse than usual
i went into the bathroom and self harmed and came back
i was convinced my a friend to go the counselor the next period
the counselor called my mom and said i wasn't allowed back at school for the rest of the day. See More
so yeah, yesterday sucked
today was better. stuff is fragile now that my mom knows that i self harm; so our relationship is a lot worse.
ah.. im sorry babe
try to hold from self harm. i dont kmow if this works because i dont struggle with this and tbh i barely remember, but play with a hairtie even a damn fidget spinner to get your mind from it.
try to hold from self harm. i dont kmow if this works because i dont struggle with this and tbh i barely remember, but play with a hairtie even a damn fidget spinner to get your mind from it.
on January 25, 2018
@queen.nothing
i got it back thankfully bc the counselor told her to
i'm ok, i'm used to this kinda stuff
i got it back thankfully bc the counselor told her to
i'm ok, i'm used to this kinda stuff
on January 25, 2018
on January 25, 2018
on January 25, 2018
my mom told my sister my fish are going to die and i'm really worried about my fish
on January 24, 2018
does anybody know how i can stop biting my lip?
it's kinda a self harm thing and kinda not, i just can't stop biting my lower lip until it bleeds
the pain is awful when i bite it but i just keep doing it for some reason, idk
it's kinda a self harm thing and kinda not, i just can't stop biting my lower lip until it bleeds
the pain is awful when i bite it but i just keep doing it for some reason, idk
ah, i do it too
lmao i was just doin it before i read this
try puttin smth bitter n clear on your lips, but smth that wouldn't harm you as well
chewing gum helps w/ that too, or singing your fav songs
lmao i was just doin it before i read this
try puttin smth bitter n clear on your lips, but smth that wouldn't harm you as well
chewing gum helps w/ that too, or singing your fav songs
on January 23, 2018
@Kaleidoscope
i actually wear quite a bit of makeup, and it still do it for some reason
i wonder if they sell one that tastes super bad or something
i actually wear quite a bit of makeup, and it still do it for some reason
i wonder if they sell one that tastes super bad or something
on January 23, 2018
on January 23, 2018