my bloodwork came back and SURPRISE im NOT dying of kidney disease and i don’t even have hyperthyroid. there was only a few minimal problems but they’re easily fixable and ive been working on them anyway. the only weird thing was they said i was male? 😭 just intersex things i guess?? my health anxiety’s gotten a lot better and my heart rate is back down to normal bc im not anxious i’ll die at any moment now lol.
on December 14, 2024
hmm. what a wacky 2 weeks.
so ive always been a massive hypochondriac? but since my mom’s passing, its become super severe. she never made doctors appointments ever, ive been once my whole life bc i had to or else i would get kicked out of school. never been to a dentist or anything like that. she was sort of a crystal mommy 😭 anyway im trying to find a general practitioner and it’s SO hard. i can only find ones that do virtual meetings. ive been going to therapy which has been See More super helpful, and she recommended me to a nurse practitioner. she prescribed me buspirone for anxiety because i have SEVERE anxiety. it made it way worse lmfao my resting heart rate went up to 137. felt better immediately after it wore off. she’s prescribed it to hundreds and i was the fourth to have that happen 😭 and she had me get my blood drawn for panels yesterday bc im convinced i have a kidney disease and she thinks i won’t chill until it’s confirmed i don’t. she thinks i have hyperthyroid tho. ive gotten really into fitness lately and im recovering from binge eating disorder! im starting work as a server soon which i’ll hate but :p i still love doing nails but i dont like working in a salon. gonna start a press on nail business next year. gf and i are coming up on 7 months soon!! :D
so ive always been a massive hypochondriac? but since my mom’s passing, its become super severe. she never made doctors appointments ever, ive been once my whole life bc i had to or else i would get kicked out of school. never been to a dentist or anything like that. she was sort of a crystal mommy 😭 anyway im trying to find a general practitioner and it’s SO hard. i can only find ones that do virtual meetings. ive been going to therapy which has been See More super helpful, and she recommended me to a nurse practitioner. she prescribed me buspirone for anxiety because i have SEVERE anxiety. it made it way worse lmfao my resting heart rate went up to 137. felt better immediately after it wore off. she’s prescribed it to hundreds and i was the fourth to have that happen 😭 and she had me get my blood drawn for panels yesterday bc im convinced i have a kidney disease and she thinks i won’t chill until it’s confirmed i don’t. she thinks i have hyperthyroid tho. ive gotten really into fitness lately and im recovering from binge eating disorder! im starting work as a server soon which i’ll hate but :p i still love doing nails but i dont like working in a salon. gonna start a press on nail business next year. gf and i are coming up on 7 months soon!! :D
AND IM PLAYING ACE ATTORNEY INVESTIGATIONS 2 THIS IS THE BEST GAME EVER MILES EDGEWORTH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU ABSOLUTE MADMAN.
on December 13, 2024
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on November 14, 2024
OMG WAIT YESTERDAY WAS MY QFEASTAVERSARY I JUST REALIZED HAHAH HAPPY 12 YEARS
on November 10, 2024
i think it’s really cool that you can’t read people’s bios anymore bc of the massive ad blocking it and the fact that you have to hit the g-spot in order to write a post
on November 10, 2024
life update my mom died. i miss her
on October 20, 2024
follow my gf @miaumiau
on August 27, 2024
"I think we should have a QfeastCon. And we have to wear necklace tag things with our Qfeast username on it to know who is who. Like if you think this should be official and re~post if you would go!
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on August 27, 2024
that would be awesome except for the fact im sure like 99% of us live everwhere but closeby to each other
on August 27, 2024
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on July 17, 2024
mah bday… im old now (19)
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