i think this is account is tied to the email i use to apply to jobs💀 if any potential employers (mostly coffee places) r seeing this i am a hard worker im good with people i can learn fast i know how to operate an espresso machine and can tell the difference between a latte and a cappuccino also i have a septum piercing and tattoos pleaseee hire me (please please please please please please please please)
on April 23
sometimes bpd makes me actually want to shoot myself in the head but im glad i have the most understanding gf
on April 16
sometimes i b like “im a little upset ab this but no big deal ahahaha” n then i go and put on radiohead
on April 15
updates tbh
-finally warming up in the city!!
-friday is me n my gf’s 4 month anniversary !!!!!
-got offered a full length folk set (!!!!!) for my school’s music festival
-cant believe the semester is almost over
-i bleached a few chunks of my hair (will post a picture)
-still seeking a job. having 0 luck so far unfortunately, i had 2 interviews and i think i fumbled the first one big time bc i was scared and the second turned me away bc i dont have 1+ years of food service See More experience (it was listed as an entry level position)
-finally warming up in the city!!
-friday is me n my gf’s 4 month anniversary !!!!!
-got offered a full length folk set (!!!!!) for my school’s music festival
-cant believe the semester is almost over
-i bleached a few chunks of my hair (will post a picture)
-still seeking a job. having 0 luck so far unfortunately, i had 2 interviews and i think i fumbled the first one big time bc i was scared and the second turned me away bc i dont have 1+ years of food service See More experience (it was listed as an entry level position)
on April 10
recent installments
-almost had the lamest bday ever lowkey i woke up at 5 to watch the sunrise and it wasnt worth it at all and the coffee place had 0 pastries and i almost didn’t get to see my gf bc she was sorta sick yesterday (not like badly it was j stress and sleep deprivation and an allergy attack but she’s quite fragile)
-i have my first job interview ever tomorrow!!!! superrrr nervous since its a customer service job and i have never had a job ever (my only customer See More service experience is volunteer work/concession stands)
-the weather is so bad here rn overcast is the worst
-im so tired i stayed up til 1 yesterday bc my gf was here late and i was contemplating letting her stay over but i got scared the ibuprofen would wear off and she’d feel sick again and that makes me anxious (emetophobia) (even tho she just had aches and a stuffy nose and possibly a slight fever which she j gets randomly for no reason??)
-almost had the lamest bday ever lowkey i woke up at 5 to watch the sunrise and it wasnt worth it at all and the coffee place had 0 pastries and i almost didn’t get to see my gf bc she was sorta sick yesterday (not like badly it was j stress and sleep deprivation and an allergy attack but she’s quite fragile)
-i have my first job interview ever tomorrow!!!! superrrr nervous since its a customer service job and i have never had a job ever (my only customer See More service experience is volunteer work/concession stands)
-the weather is so bad here rn overcast is the worst
-im so tired i stayed up til 1 yesterday bc my gf was here late and i was contemplating letting her stay over but i got scared the ibuprofen would wear off and she’d feel sick again and that makes me anxious (emetophobia) (even tho she just had aches and a stuffy nose and possibly a slight fever which she j gets randomly for no reason??)
on March 26
recently
-my gf and i hit 3 months yayyyy so excited to spend spring w her !!!!!
-midterms are awful this semester and im lowkey beefing with one of my professors rn bc he yaps too much and was really rude to my friend
-i can’t believe im turning 20 in 10 days????what?????
-hyperfixating on hozier BIG TIME rn
-i woke up at 5:30 the other day to catch the sunrise over the lake (SOOOO worth it)
-my gf and i hit 3 months yayyyy so excited to spend spring w her !!!!!
-midterms are awful this semester and im lowkey beefing with one of my professors rn bc he yaps too much and was really rude to my friend
-i can’t believe im turning 20 in 10 days????what?????
-hyperfixating on hozier BIG TIME rn
-i woke up at 5:30 the other day to catch the sunrise over the lake (SOOOO worth it)
on March 16
ik denk dat nederlands is geen echte taal ☹️☹️☹️
on March 15
just to make things clear when wildflower and barley is put im going to be 90000x more annoying about liking hozier😁😁😁
on March 14
fid anyone ever come clean ab those ‘fuckshanked’ ‘fuckfuck’ ‘fuckbrea’ etc accounts who would come on here and harass me constantly ab allegedly pretending to kill myself for attention i thought it was kendall but it was def someone who was in the discord
i still wonder about that sometimes 😭 afaik it wasn't any1 in the discord server tho but sheesh it was fuckked up
on March 08
i sent them an ip grabber link and it said they were near orlando which would make sense w it being kendall too but her ass was not in the discord
on March 06
on March 06
saw a meme about that one sandy cheeks picture with the taxi and have been thinkinf ab it all day☹️
on March 05
i ran into that guy i rejected in october this morning and he is still pissy about it
on March 05
on March 02
life.!update.!
-parents visited over the weekend which was kool
-im so slammed with work and have no motivation to do it, spring semester slump is real
-it was 70 degrees here which is INSANE
-mom is getting surgery on thursday
-was gonna play a show tonight but didnt go bc my gf wasn’t feeling too good and i was too sad ab it to go
-turning 20 in less than a month See More
-getting a nintendo switch on thursday so excited to play breath of the wild again (early bday present from grandma)
-me and the girl went on a fun little outing the other day, we saw a coyote
-parents visited over the weekend which was kool
-im so slammed with work and have no motivation to do it, spring semester slump is real
-it was 70 degrees here which is INSANE
-mom is getting surgery on thursday
-was gonna play a show tonight but didnt go bc my gf wasn’t feeling too good and i was too sad ab it to go
-turning 20 in less than a month See More
-getting a nintendo switch on thursday so excited to play breath of the wild again (early bday present from grandma)
-me and the girl went on a fun little outing the other day, we saw a coyote
on February 28