
writing a characters backstory is the worst like Wdym i have to document his life
on January 28

i unfortunately have a boatload of art that is ALMOST done but not quite so i have nothing to post. erm.
on January 18

looking back at this story as an adult is very weird to me because i was eleven, the author was 17/18, and she was writing about my oc getting raped repeatedly? and like i was a kid and obviously didn't realize that was messed up but SHE was an adult (or at least, close to it) soo yeah. i think about it sometimes. please don't read this fuckass story https://www.qfeast.com/story/RkhWjg/Vanished-for-Torture

how hard is it to tell minors no, you're not going to put their ocs in your rapefic. how hard is it to not tag kids online when you write about their ocs getting raped. this girl was weird as hell, why did everyone worship her in like 2014/15.
on January 12
on January 12

i think i've really been finding my style lately...?? my art feels more warm and alive i think... less bland. i love textures and i love textured lineart so i've been having a lot of fun and i think that is most important
on January 07

i've been sick these last few days. i've been having trouble breathing at night, and i woke up with a fever yesterday. we also had a huge snowstorm, and everything is cold and our roads aren't safe to drive on. i'm sick, so i've called out the last two days, but because they align with the storm, i'm worried they think i'm lying and i'm just calling out because of the snow. i don't know why i feel guilty; calling out because of road safety is perfectly rational, i would think, See More but i still worry. i just got this job and i quite like it. i only have 3 hours of sick time, too, so that's 6 hours i'm missing this week, and i have to make rent this month. siiiigh.
on January 07

when i was a kid i wondered if i would ever celebrate my 10 year anniversary on this site and i always thought i'd grow out of it by now but now may is coming and i'm almost 20 and my 10 yr old self is shaking her head at me
on January 04

on December 31, 2024

ok after i do my relationship charts i'm gonna find that sonic couple base i used in 2014 and get to work
on December 26, 2024

what do you mean lilzeke2007 is still active on here
on December 25, 2024

should i redraw the drawing i did on ms paint of my self insert and shadow with my new sona
on December 24, 2024