on October 25, 2018
on October 25, 2018
People need to stop insulting lgbt were actual people who have feelings! I’m already depressed enough without having to read shit about gays daily. Why can’t I just be happy about who I am?!
on October 25, 2018
on October 25, 2018
I haven’t gained any followers in a while
on October 24, 2018
on October 24, 2018
Oh my god guys I may need to leave qfeast my mom got a notification saying a changed my password I thought for sure I changed my email and now she’s asking lots of questions. I was kind of alarmed when she said she got an email so now she’s asking if people on Qfeast know stuff she doesn’t and if they do I shouldn’t have it. I said I just didn’t want her to read my stories because their embarrassing but I think she’s still suspicious! I think she has access to my account and it’s See More not letting me change the email!!!
on October 24, 2018
on October 23, 2018
dark_rose added a new chapter to Two heartbreaks
Bad day
Ginny:
That morning I wasn’t myself I couldn’t even eat the chocolate chip eggo’s my mom made me. I told my parents I was fine and I just got a bad nights sleep I didn’t tell them about the text. I didn’t may attention AT ALL in class, I skipped two of my classes, Ray tried to talk to me and I scream “shut up you bitch” for no reason right in front of my English teacher, I got detention but I didn’t give a shit. Lexa wasn’t at school something was definitely wrong. I kept texting her asking i... Read Full Chapter
That morning I wasn’t myself I couldn’t even eat the chocolate chip eggo’s my mom made me. I told my parents I was fine and I just got a bad nights sleep I didn’t tell them about the text. I didn’t may attention AT ALL in class, I skipped two of my classes, Ray tried to talk to me and I scream “shut up you bitch” for no reason right in front of my English teacher, I got detention but I didn’t give a shit. Lexa wasn’t at school something was definitely wrong. I kept texting her asking i... Read Full Chapter
on October 23, 2018
I know how to cure most of my depression (like 80% of it): COME OUT OF THE CLOSET!!
on October 23, 2018
I got this really cute red hoodie. It has white fuzzy stuff in the hood and a stripe on each side of the arms. I'll have to post a picture
on October 22, 2018
on October 22, 2018
dark_rose added a new chapter to Two heartbreaks
Tuesday
Lexa:
I woke up to the sound of sirens at about 6:23 seven minutes before I was supposed to wake up. My parents and 16 year old sister were already up.
"What's going on", I asked?
"There at the news boys house what's his name Luke or something", Meredith said.
"Lewis", I said alarmed.
"You LIKE him", my sister Meredith said
"Shut up".
"Girls", my mom said.
They were loading someone into a stretcher.
"Do you think he's okay', I asked?
"I don't know", my mom said half sad half worried.... Read Full Chapter
I woke up to the sound of sirens at about 6:23 seven minutes before I was supposed to wake up. My parents and 16 year old sister were already up.
"What's going on", I asked?
"There at the news boys house what's his name Luke or something", Meredith said.
"Lewis", I said alarmed.
"You LIKE him", my sister Meredith said
"Shut up".
"Girls", my mom said.
They were loading someone into a stretcher.
"Do you think he's okay', I asked?
"I don't know", my mom said half sad half worried.... Read Full Chapter
on October 22, 2018
dark_rose added a new chapter to Two heartbreaks
Monday night
Lexa:
I texted Lewis this time he actually replied.
Me: I know you won't talk to me in person and that's understandable. You've been through a lot. Are you okay? Are you seeing someone like a therapist or something? Look Lewis I just want to make sure your already because I care about you. If you want to keep to yourself that's fine just know that I'm here if you need me.
Lewis: I'm fine and thanks
I started to type.
Lewis: gtg
Me: k bye
It wasn't much but hey it was progress. I had no r... Read Full Chapter
I texted Lewis this time he actually replied.
Me: I know you won't talk to me in person and that's understandable. You've been through a lot. Are you okay? Are you seeing someone like a therapist or something? Look Lewis I just want to make sure your already because I care about you. If you want to keep to yourself that's fine just know that I'm here if you need me.
Lewis: I'm fine and thanks
I started to type.
Lewis: gtg
Me: k bye
It wasn't much but hey it was progress. I had no r... Read Full Chapter
on October 22, 2018
dark_rose added a new chapter to Two heartbreaks
Monday
Lexa:
I couldn't find Lewis anywhere. In math Ginny didn't talk to anyone not even Amanda. I glared at her every so often. In bio I sat down and the seat next to me was empty. About 5 minutes into class Lewis walked through the door. We sat next to me without saying a word. He never smiled he just frowned the whole class. I knew he would be different just not this different.
"Are you okay", I asked?
"What do you think. Of course not", he said rudely.
After many more attempts of conversati... Read Full Chapter
I couldn't find Lewis anywhere. In math Ginny didn't talk to anyone not even Amanda. I glared at her every so often. In bio I sat down and the seat next to me was empty. About 5 minutes into class Lewis walked through the door. We sat next to me without saying a word. He never smiled he just frowned the whole class. I knew he would be different just not this different.
"Are you okay", I asked?
"What do you think. Of course not", he said rudely.
After many more attempts of conversati... Read Full Chapter
on October 21, 2018
dark_rose added a new chapter to Two heartbreaks
Sunday
Ginny:
I felt horrible lying to Lexa but we couldn't be friends I couldn't be near her it was dangerous. I had to tell her that Lewis texted me she had to be pissed at me. My mom had really just gotten a phone call from Lewis's mom. I had spent the weekend ignoring my friends texts, tweets, and Instagram posts and lying in bed.
My mom walked in my room "Amanda's here".
"Tell her to go away".
Amanda appeared from behind my mom and my mom walked away.
"Come on we need to talk about what hap... Read Full Chapter
I felt horrible lying to Lexa but we couldn't be friends I couldn't be near her it was dangerous. I had to tell her that Lewis texted me she had to be pissed at me. My mom had really just gotten a phone call from Lewis's mom. I had spent the weekend ignoring my friends texts, tweets, and Instagram posts and lying in bed.
My mom walked in my room "Amanda's here".
"Tell her to go away".
Amanda appeared from behind my mom and my mom walked away.
"Come on we need to talk about what hap... Read Full Chapter
on October 21, 2018
dark_rose added a new chapter to Two heartbreaks
Returned
Lexa:
After the dance I had been drawing for hours until I heard a knock on the door. I slid my sketchbook under my bed and went to unlock the door.
"Honey I have good news", she said with a big smile.
"What", I said eagerly hoping for the best.
"They found Lewis he's back home safely. He was kidnapped".
"That's great! Not that he was kidnapped".
"Don't expect him to be the same he's been through a lot".
I nodded "can I see him"?
"At school on Monday with everyone else Lewis just needs... Read Full Chapter
After the dance I had been drawing for hours until I heard a knock on the door. I slid my sketchbook under my bed and went to unlock the door.
"Honey I have good news", she said with a big smile.
"What", I said eagerly hoping for the best.
"They found Lewis he's back home safely. He was kidnapped".
"That's great! Not that he was kidnapped".
"Don't expect him to be the same he's been through a lot".
I nodded "can I see him"?
"At school on Monday with everyone else Lewis just needs... Read Full Chapter
on October 21, 2018
dark_rose added a new chapter to Two heartbreaks
Dance part 2
Ginny:
Lexa looked really pretty tonight Lewis probably already kissed her. She was the hottest girl in school. I couldn't think that! I was the most popular AND the hottest school. Lexa was just another nobody. Amanda and Ray came over with their dates and another not hot guy. Caroline and rose soon followed.
"Ginny this is Ryan. Ryan Ginny", Ray said smiling.
Great I had completely forgot I let Amanda, Ray, Caroline, and rose set me up.
"Hi", I made myself sound happy.
Ryan had brown... Read Full Chapter
Lexa looked really pretty tonight Lewis probably already kissed her. She was the hottest girl in school. I couldn't think that! I was the most popular AND the hottest school. Lexa was just another nobody. Amanda and Ray came over with their dates and another not hot guy. Caroline and rose soon followed.
"Ginny this is Ryan. Ryan Ginny", Ray said smiling.
Great I had completely forgot I let Amanda, Ray, Caroline, and rose set me up.
"Hi", I made myself sound happy.
Ryan had brown... Read Full Chapter
on October 21, 2018