Yo it’s yo man Nee
Brea texted me
She got locked out of Sherlocked
Brea texted me
She got locked out of Sherlocked
your.cool.grandma
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on May 09, 2019
on May 09, 2019
Okay
My ICU story again cause I feel like it
I cut my leg on a nasty rope at school. My parents took me to the hospital a few days later for a really bad fever and they pretty much immediately diagnosed me with staph
They put me on IV antibiotics and told me I need to stay until my fever broke and I was feeling better
Flash forward a couple days. Fever was still like 104 even with reducers I was given. My blood pressure was super bad and my oxygen plummeted.
The thing that See More sent me to the ICU was the seizure.
After it happened, the doctors realized “crap, he’s not recovering, this isn’t just staph, and he’s gone into shock” and sent me up to the ICU.
Pretty much every organ in my body was failing.
There was fluid in my lungs. Blood in my urine. They found colonies growing in my heart.
A few days later I was told I had like
A 35% chance of survival
Priest came in and anointed me. Then proceeded to grant me last rights.
I barely pulled through.
This event is the main cause for my PTSD and my life would be a whole lot different without the constant reminder that there was a point in my life where I was closer to death than life.
My ICU story again cause I feel like it
I cut my leg on a nasty rope at school. My parents took me to the hospital a few days later for a really bad fever and they pretty much immediately diagnosed me with staph
They put me on IV antibiotics and told me I need to stay until my fever broke and I was feeling better
Flash forward a couple days. Fever was still like 104 even with reducers I was given. My blood pressure was super bad and my oxygen plummeted.
The thing that See More sent me to the ICU was the seizure.
After it happened, the doctors realized “crap, he’s not recovering, this isn’t just staph, and he’s gone into shock” and sent me up to the ICU.
Pretty much every organ in my body was failing.
There was fluid in my lungs. Blood in my urine. They found colonies growing in my heart.
A few days later I was told I had like
A 35% chance of survival
Priest came in and anointed me. Then proceeded to grant me last rights.
I barely pulled through.
This event is the main cause for my PTSD and my life would be a whole lot different without the constant reminder that there was a point in my life where I was closer to death than life.
I think it’s a miracle you survived. God works in amazing ways, man.
I’m sorry this all happened to you, though.
I’m sorry this all happened to you, though.
on May 10, 2019
I feel you. Ive been in ICU a couple of times, almost died like 3 times. It's not a very nice experience
on May 09, 2019
on May 09, 2019
Hospitals are Hell in general but if Hell has 9 levels the ICU is the tenth.
It’s absolutely horrifying.
It’s absolutely horrifying.
on May 09, 2019
on May 09, 2019
It’s kinda on my mind right now but I don’t care who you are or what you’ve done to me
Nobody deserves to be put in the ICU. It’s literally hell.
Nobody deserves to be put in the ICU. It’s literally hell.
on May 09, 2019
on May 09, 2019
Joking about terminal illness isn’t funny.
I know I sound hypocritical because there are times close friends and I make jokes about my MRSA infection but when I joke about it’s usually to cope with my PTSD from the hospital stay and I never joke about the illness itself.
It’s such a tough topic for some people and you should never joke about it. Especially things like Cancer.
I know I sound hypocritical because there are times close friends and I make jokes about my MRSA infection but when I joke about it’s usually to cope with my PTSD from the hospital stay and I never joke about the illness itself.
It’s such a tough topic for some people and you should never joke about it. Especially things like Cancer.
on May 09, 2019
on May 09, 2019
I have one of those old lady strawberry candies
It was at the bottom of my book bag
It’s old and questionable and I’m gonna eat it anyways
It was at the bottom of my book bag
It’s old and questionable and I’m gonna eat it anyways
on May 08, 2019
Like it hurts behind my eyes and it’s annoying
on May 08, 2019
on May 08, 2019
on May 08, 2019
Might try the medication just to make my mom stop bugging me bout it.
I told my mom about how I get to nervous to ask the teacher for help, or ask if i can sit down at practice, or leave class to use the bathroom
She’s afraid I’m gonna hurt myself doing these things and I don’t like it
I also don’t like medication though
I told my mom about how I get to nervous to ask the teacher for help, or ask if i can sit down at practice, or leave class to use the bathroom
She’s afraid I’m gonna hurt myself doing these things and I don’t like it
I also don’t like medication though
I mean, some of these could impact your health.
You should ask the teacher for help if you don’t understand, if you don’t understand you’re gonna get stressed about it
If you don’t go to the bathroom you could get an infection and that’s not good
If you need to sit out of practice but don’t you might hurt yourself. That’s literally why you passed out at choir See More that time.
You should ask the teacher for help if you don’t understand, if you don’t understand you’re gonna get stressed about it
If you don’t go to the bathroom you could get an infection and that’s not good
If you need to sit out of practice but don’t you might hurt yourself. That’s literally why you passed out at choir See More that time.
on May 08, 2019
on May 08, 2019
I took a baton up the booty tonight, I guess you could say Im kinda a whore
on May 08, 2019
I feel happy so here’s a thing
Trigger warning, mentions of suicide.
I know that it’s hard sometimes. I know that there are times where nothing’s going your way, and you’re depressed, and seems the whole world is against you, but that’s okay. It gets better.
I remember freshman year, I played soccer. I was good, but apparently not good enough for my team mates, and pretty much every practice, they’d make fun of me, and throw stuff at me, and tell me to kill myself and not gonna See More lie, there were a few times where I was like seriously considering doing it. Like seriously considering. Like “There is a bottle of Asprin right here, I’m twisting the lid off, I’m going to do it, wait no I’m scared” considering. But a few years later, here I am and I’m so happy I didn’t decide to end my life at like 14. Now I’m about to go to my dream college and I’ve met the most wonderful person in the world. You have so much to look förward to in life and when you commit, you’re throwing all of that away. Think about this; If you knew how your life was going to go, if you could see into the future and look at everything you will do, everyone you will meet, how well you will do in life, would you just end it all there? Probably not.
You are strong. You will get through this. Depression is temporary and your feelings are valid.
Trigger warning, mentions of suicide.
I know that it’s hard sometimes. I know that there are times where nothing’s going your way, and you’re depressed, and seems the whole world is against you, but that’s okay. It gets better.
I remember freshman year, I played soccer. I was good, but apparently not good enough for my team mates, and pretty much every practice, they’d make fun of me, and throw stuff at me, and tell me to kill myself and not gonna See More lie, there were a few times where I was like seriously considering doing it. Like seriously considering. Like “There is a bottle of Asprin right here, I’m twisting the lid off, I’m going to do it, wait no I’m scared” considering. But a few years later, here I am and I’m so happy I didn’t decide to end my life at like 14. Now I’m about to go to my dream college and I’ve met the most wonderful person in the world. You have so much to look förward to in life and when you commit, you’re throwing all of that away. Think about this; If you knew how your life was going to go, if you could see into the future and look at everything you will do, everyone you will meet, how well you will do in life, would you just end it all there? Probably not.
You are strong. You will get through this. Depression is temporary and your feelings are valid.
on May 08, 2019
Vent thingy not really??
Anxiety’s not just panic attacks
It’s focusing so hard on not stumbling because people are judging me.
It’s being too scared to get up to go to the bathroom or get a tissue or something because people are going to watch
It’s biting my nails down to the point where I bleed because I need to distract myself
It’s thinking about something small I did hours after it happened.
It’s annoying
Anxiety’s not just panic attacks
It’s focusing so hard on not stumbling because people are judging me.
It’s being too scared to get up to go to the bathroom or get a tissue or something because people are going to watch
It’s biting my nails down to the point where I bleed because I need to distract myself
It’s thinking about something small I did hours after it happened.
It’s annoying
hng im really sorry bb
something that helps me is scribbling on a piece of paper? maybe try that?
it doesnt have to be anything pretty, literally just scribble. it helps distract?
something that helps me is scribbling on a piece of paper? maybe try that?
it doesnt have to be anything pretty, literally just scribble. it helps distract?
on May 07, 2019
on May 07, 2019
Accidentally picked at my face and I’m bleeding whoops
on May 07, 2019
My nose is already chapped and I don’t like it
on May 07, 2019
on May 07, 2019
I wish I wore pants.
OH I THOUGHT YOU WERE TALKIJG ABT WEARING PANTS IN A RELATIONSHIP OH MY G OD SKSKS
on May 07, 2019
on May 07, 2019
I’m a classy whore if that makes sense
Like, think Chippendales
Like, think Chippendales
on May 07, 2019