I don't know why but I feel so heavy today. But empty at the same time
I feel like I am holding more weight than i can handle.
I want to cry and release some of this weight. But what reason do i have to cry? Basically nothing.
I dont want to eat. The only things ive eaten in a while are the things Jason makes me eat. I know hes trying to help me but i just want to rot away. I dont deserve him. He is too good for me.
I feel like I am holding more weight than i can handle.
I want to cry and release some of this weight. But what reason do i have to cry? Basically nothing.
I dont want to eat. The only things ive eaten in a while are the things Jason makes me eat. I know hes trying to help me but i just want to rot away. I dont deserve him. He is too good for me.
on April 13, 2017
So my Agricultural Biology class is really cool.
We shear sheep
Collect chicken eggs
Milk cows
And start bonfires.
We shear sheep
Collect chicken eggs
Milk cows
And start bonfires.
on April 13, 2017
Okay. Um
Due to the situation that happens to be going on I won't be on as often. I'll be on to post random shit like "A tumbleweed got stuck to my crotch today" (That actually happened)
But um yeah.
I don't know both sides of the story so I won't get involved with whatever is going on.
But if anyone needs to talk, my PMs are always open.
Due to the situation that happens to be going on I won't be on as often. I'll be on to post random shit like "A tumbleweed got stuck to my crotch today" (That actually happened)
But um yeah.
I don't know both sides of the story so I won't get involved with whatever is going on.
But if anyone needs to talk, my PMs are always open.
on April 13, 2017
Thank you for say those words to me.
It helped me calm down.
:3
It helped me calm down.
:3
on April 12, 2017
Things that make me want to die:
Everything with the exception of Jason
Everything with the exception of Jason
on April 12, 2017
When people say "Oh my Andy" I panic a little bit.
Every time
Every time
Really? I thought I was the only one who said that
Huh
SWEET *THROWS GLITTER* I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE
Huh
SWEET *THROWS GLITTER* I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE
on April 12, 2017
on April 12, 2017
Well I'm the only person on this site who says Oh my Andy so......
*strikes a pose and throws glitter*
*strikes a pose and throws glitter*
on April 12, 2017
on April 12, 2017
I got to school and I literally broke down in tears. I don't like wearing dresses.
on April 11, 2017
I am mostly scared about wearing a dress. I feel really feminine.
on April 11, 2017
I am kinda afraid to wear a dress. So I'll wear it tomorrow, when I work up some courage.
on April 11, 2017
Name: Andrew
Age (13-17): 15
Musical Instrument (at most two): Violin
Looks (don't just put a picture): He has short brown hair that cannot be tamed. His skin is pale and slightly freckled, making his blue eyes shine evermore. He has no fashion sense and throws on whatever he grabs first. His wardrobe mostly consists of flannels, baggy sweaters, loose jeans, beanies, and sneakers. He's average height, about 5'6". His body is small and somewhat feminine.
Personality (be descriptive, See More not abstract): he is usually quiet and somewhat drab. Though, he will give his opinion (which is usually sarcastic). He tends to hang around rowdier people, trying to feel more alive.
Past (give really specific details): Andrew was normal growing up, a loud, talkative kid. But his brother contracted a deadly illness. Andrew was young at the time, not understanding what was happening. He began to loose the spark of life. As his brother's condition only grew worse, Andrew only continued to be continued to become more like a walking corpse. His parents fought, blaming each other for their eldest son's soon-to-be death. When Andrew's brother finally passed away, his parents divorced and Andrew completely lost the light behind him.
Disorders (Be creative! Don't just use common disorders): Walking Corpse Syndrome
Friends: He doesn't really have friends, people are wary of him.
Family: His mother and father, who had split apart
Other: Andrew refuses to talk much of his past, especially anything about his sibling.
Age (13-17): 15
Musical Instrument (at most two): Violin
Looks (don't just put a picture): He has short brown hair that cannot be tamed. His skin is pale and slightly freckled, making his blue eyes shine evermore. He has no fashion sense and throws on whatever he grabs first. His wardrobe mostly consists of flannels, baggy sweaters, loose jeans, beanies, and sneakers. He's average height, about 5'6". His body is small and somewhat feminine.
Personality (be descriptive, See More not abstract): he is usually quiet and somewhat drab. Though, he will give his opinion (which is usually sarcastic). He tends to hang around rowdier people, trying to feel more alive.
Past (give really specific details): Andrew was normal growing up, a loud, talkative kid. But his brother contracted a deadly illness. Andrew was young at the time, not understanding what was happening. He began to loose the spark of life. As his brother's condition only grew worse, Andrew only continued to be continued to become more like a walking corpse. His parents fought, blaming each other for their eldest son's soon-to-be death. When Andrew's brother finally passed away, his parents divorced and Andrew completely lost the light behind him.
Disorders (Be creative! Don't just use common disorders): Walking Corpse Syndrome
Friends: He doesn't really have friends, people are wary of him.
Family: His mother and father, who had split apart
Other: Andrew refuses to talk much of his past, especially anything about his sibling.
on April 11, 2017
on April 11, 2017
Okay. I am accidentally mashing fandoms.
Im wearing a pokemon dress with my Feferi cosplay.
Im wearing a pokemon dress with my Feferi cosplay.
on April 11, 2017
on April 11, 2017
Anyways, shearing that sheep this morning was really cool! I even kept some of the wool!
on April 11, 2017
Oh! That sounds fun actually!
I didn't read your posts.
I thought like, you were doing some satonic ritual for the hell gods...
I didn't read your posts.
I thought like, you were doing some satonic ritual for the hell gods...
on April 11, 2017
on April 11, 2017
on April 11, 2017
I smell like sheep.
on April 11, 2017