McDermottsAngel - Page 9

I published it on here too. ?

The Happiness Project just reached 100 reads on W attpad! ?

Wow, I actually didn't expect it to get any. And it only has two chapters as well.

Do you ever just feel like you want to hug your idol so much that it almost physically hurts, but you know that you can't?

Charlie McDermott looks really nice in suits. ?

And now SkyDoesMinecraft Girl has just told me that TheDoctorsQueen has shown HeyHoHereWeGo my wall and told him my new username. It just keeps getting worse.

I actually hate these people. Why can't they just leave me alone? I want to start again and get rid of everyone that hurts me, but I can't do that when they're practically stalking me on my social media, even when I've blocked them. :/

Wait, I know how she found me. On the account that I saved the username MikasPrincess on, I left a message in the bio saying that I had changed my username to McDermottsAngel on this account.

I did that because I really didn't expect her to come back to Qfeast. Now she's found out my new username, and she's going to see all my posts.

I guess I'll just have to change my username again in March, even though I really like this name. :/

How on earth did she actually find out my new username, though? I blocked her on all of my social media, and I changed my username on every website I could. So it would take a lot to find out my new account name.

Her account is inoahghostboy, if you guys wanted to know. :/

Guys, I'm scared. TheDoctorsQueen just made a new Qfeast account and followed me. I blocked her, so she won't be able to see my posts about her, but I'm still worried.

I really didn't want her to find me. One of the reasons why I changed my username was so she wouldn't find out everything about me again. I wanted to start again as a happy person, with a new idol and a new username. But now she's involved, she's just going to mess everything up and ruin my life again. :/

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1: What are you wearing?: A shirt with a horse and unicorn emoji that says 'You, me' on it, a black and white checked shirt, black leggings and ice cream socks.

2: Ever been in love?: No.

3: Ever had a terrible breakup?: I've never dated anyone, because I don't believe I'm old enough. So no.

4: How tall are you?: I don't actually know. I know I'm over 5"0, though.

5: How much do you weigh?: I don't know that either.

6: Any tattoos?: No. I don't know if I'll See More▼ ever get one either.

7: Any piercings?: No. I kind of want my ears pierced, but I'm scared to have it done.

8: Best friend?: In real life my best friend is SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, on the internet it's @jenesaispas.

9: Favorite show?: The Middle.

10: Favorite bands?: Echosmith, Scissor Sisters and The Ting Tings. I'm also kind of starting to like Modest Mouse a bit too, but that's mostly because they're Charlie McDermott's idols and I listened to them to see what kind of music he liked. I thought they were quite good.

11: Something you miss?: I don't really know.

12: Favorite song?: I have about 200 favourite songs, so that's quite hard. I guess it's still Heroes by Mika.

13: How old are you?: 15.

14: Zodiac sign?: Virgo.

15: Quality you look for in a partner?: I don't know, I don't really think about things like that. I guess I would want them to be very accepting of everything about me, and to be caring and kind.

I managed to watch half of an episode of The Middle today, because I'm off school, and at the end of it, there was an advert that said Comedy Central would be showing all eight seasons of it. ???

I probably won't be able to watch them all, because of school and everything, but I might be able to see most of it. ??

Today Season 1 of The Middle was on TV, so I tried to watch an episode before school. It was one with Charlie McDermott when he was 18, and I wanted to know what he looked like then. I managed to watch ten minutes of it, but then I had to go to school, and I didn't want to stop watching it, because 18 year old Charlie was really cute. I hope I can watch it again later in the week, when I don't have school.

And I'm off school now for four days, because my school has two inset days, tomorrow and on Friday. And then it's the weekend, so I kind of have a small holiday. ?

Today was okay, again. ?

I'm so excited for Sara Barnard's new book, A Quiet Kind Of Thunder. It's a book about a girl that can't talk at school, and I'm so happy that someone has actually written a book about someone like me. There's books about people with things like depression and anxiety, but I've never seen a book about someone that can't speak at school. I've always wanted there to be one, but nobody has ever written one. Until now.

I read the preview of the book at the end of her last book, Beautiful See More▼ Broken Things, and I could relate to it so much. I read about how the main character is yelled at to speak and made fun of by the other kids at her school, and I could relate to that so much. I read about how the teacher tells the class to ask the main character if they need help, and how someone says, "Speak to her?", because that has happened to me many times. I read about how she always feels so proud of herself when she manages to speak to someone, and I could relate to that too, because that's exactly how I feel when I manage to speak too. When I was reading it, it made me feel so happy, because it made me feel like I wasn't alone.

The story is mostly a love story between her and the new boy at her school, though. He is basically the only person that understands her and doesn't make fun of her for the way she is, and she's the only person that likes him. I have a feeling that this part of the story is going to remind me a lot of Priceless, because of the whole 'girl who doesn't talk falls in love with the weird new boy' thing. Everything is just really relatable, apart from the fact that the main character can sometimes talk using sign language if the people around her understand it, which is something that I can't do. But everything else is just the perfect representation of what it's like to live with not being able to talk at school.

Also, I tweeted Sara Barnard about it and said that I thought I could relate to it, and she tweeted me back and said that if I went through the same things as the main character, then I would love the dedication in the book. I can imagine that it's going to be a really lovely letter to every person that can't talk at school, and I feel like it's going to be beautiful.

I already love this book, and it's not even out until January.

Echosmith just noticed me. ???

They tweeted a video of Sydney Sierota in a shop with Cool Kids playing on the shop's stereo, and they captioned it, "When Cool Kids plays while you're out shopping." I quoted it saying, "This is me when it plays in shops." and they liked the tweet. ???

Today was okay. ?

Holly Bourne just liked my tweet. ??

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-Hair color? It's naturally brown, but it's dyed ombre, with blonde fading to brown.
-Eye color? Brown.
-Have you ever cosplayed? No.
-Do you play any instruments? No, but I kind of wish I did.
If you could be anywhere in the world, where? Probably in London.
-To-Do List: I don't really have anything that I need to do right now. See More▼
-Favorite food: Chicken noodles or donner kebab pizza.
-Least favorite food: Anything that has cheese, apart from pizza.
-Current mood: I'm feeling okay.
-Favorite song: Heroes by Mika.
-Favorite animal: Red panda.
-Favorite season: Winter.
-If you could be anything in the world: I don't really know.
-Three people you want to meet irl: @jenesaispas and @MysticMedievalSamuraiPrincess, and I can't think of any more people.
-Three people you know irl: @PunkWitchTQuinn (TheDoctorsQueen), @HeyHoHereWeGo (HeyHoHereWeGo) and @KatWasHere (Lollipop Girl).
-Favorite female character: Bree from The Manifesto On How To Be Interesting.
-Favorite male character: Axl Heck from The Middle.
~Stolen~