I'm sick of people commenting on all my old MLP stuff from 2013 and thinking that I still like it, so I'm going to start deleting all my old quizzes and stuff now.
on April 12, 2015
I'm not even back to school yet, and I'm stressing about a story that I need to write for homework. It's due in on Monday and I literally just don't have the motivation to do it. :/
on April 12, 2015
on April 11, 2015
I was just watching Mika performing Popular Song with Ariana Grande on Dancing With The Stars for about the millionth time.
Mika's awkward dancing is so adorable. . . ??
Mika's awkward dancing is so adorable. . . ??
on April 11, 2015
She is a Mika fangirl, just like me.
Her username means 'I don't know' in French.
She is quite new to Qfeast.
She's Dutch.
Her username means 'I don't know' in French.
She is quite new to Qfeast.
She's Dutch.
on April 11, 2015
She's popular on Qfeast and has over 1000 followers.
She has a lot of idols.
Her favourite animal is a penguin.
She recently joined the Phandom.
She is really sweet and kind.
She is a huge fangirl.
She has a lot of idols.
Her favourite animal is a penguin.
She recently joined the Phandom.
She is really sweet and kind.
She is a huge fangirl.
on April 11, 2015
I finally got round to watching Mika's live performance of Talk About You on the French version of The Voice, and it's amazing. ?
His suit has the colours of the French flag on it. . .Why is that so cute? ??
His suit has the colours of the French flag on it. . .Why is that so cute? ??
on April 11, 2015
OH. MY. GOSH.
MIKA IS GOING TO KNOW THAT I EXIST.
ONE OF MY INSTAGRAM FRIENDS IS GOING TO HIS EUROPE TOUR, AND SHE STARTED A PROJECT WHERE YOU TYPE A PAGE ABOUT WHY YOU LOVE MIKA, AND SEND IT TO HER IN AN EMAIL. THEN SHE PRINTS OUT ALL THE PAGES AND MAKES A BOOK OUT OF THEM.
AND THEN SHE'S GOING TO GIVE THE BOOK TO MIKA WHEN SHE GETS TO MEET HIM AFTER THE CONCERT.
WHICH MEANS THAT MIKA WILL ACTUALLY READ THE BOOK AND READ MY PAGE. AND HE WILL READ ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM See More AND HOW MUCH HE HAS HELPED ME.
I'M GOING TO CRY. ???????????????????????????????????????
MIKA IS GOING TO KNOW THAT I EXIST.
ONE OF MY INSTAGRAM FRIENDS IS GOING TO HIS EUROPE TOUR, AND SHE STARTED A PROJECT WHERE YOU TYPE A PAGE ABOUT WHY YOU LOVE MIKA, AND SEND IT TO HER IN AN EMAIL. THEN SHE PRINTS OUT ALL THE PAGES AND MAKES A BOOK OUT OF THEM.
AND THEN SHE'S GOING TO GIVE THE BOOK TO MIKA WHEN SHE GETS TO MEET HIM AFTER THE CONCERT.
WHICH MEANS THAT MIKA WILL ACTUALLY READ THE BOOK AND READ MY PAGE. AND HE WILL READ ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM See More AND HOW MUCH HE HAS HELPED ME.
I'M GOING TO CRY. ???????????????????????????????????????
on April 10, 2015
on April 10, 2015
I'm back from my holiday now, which means I'm going to be posting as much as I usually do again! ?
on April 10, 2015
Guys, I really need someone to talk to, after what just happened. . .
So, my parents had a huge argument, and my dad went out for a walk and took my little brother with him. My mum told me to go with them, and I didn't want to because it would look like I was siding with them. And I didn't want to cause more drama, so I ran to my room. After they had left, my mum told me to come and talk to her, so I went into the living room. She asked me why I didn't want to go with my dad See More and my brother, and I didn't want to tell her, so I ran back into my room.
She chased me into my room and yelled at me to tell her why I didn't go, and I burst into tears. I couldn't stop crying, and she kept telling me not to be stupid and pathetic. When I eventually told her why I didn't go with my dad and my brother, she yelled at me saying that arguments will always happen and that I need to just deal with it.
Then she told me that if I thought this was bad, I should try living her life. All my mum has to deal with is a small amount of stress. I have to deal with a disorder, panic attacks, self harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, hiding secrets from my parents, being picked on, having a rubbish school, etc.
And after that, she made me have a shower to make it look like I hadn't been crying.
I'm so glad I'm coming home from this holiday tomorrow. Then I can just hide from all of this. :/
So, my parents had a huge argument, and my dad went out for a walk and took my little brother with him. My mum told me to go with them, and I didn't want to because it would look like I was siding with them. And I didn't want to cause more drama, so I ran to my room. After they had left, my mum told me to come and talk to her, so I went into the living room. She asked me why I didn't want to go with my dad See More and my brother, and I didn't want to tell her, so I ran back into my room.
She chased me into my room and yelled at me to tell her why I didn't go, and I burst into tears. I couldn't stop crying, and she kept telling me not to be stupid and pathetic. When I eventually told her why I didn't go with my dad and my brother, she yelled at me saying that arguments will always happen and that I need to just deal with it.
Then she told me that if I thought this was bad, I should try living her life. All my mum has to deal with is a small amount of stress. I have to deal with a disorder, panic attacks, self harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, hiding secrets from my parents, being picked on, having a rubbish school, etc.
And after that, she made me have a shower to make it look like I hadn't been crying.
I'm so glad I'm coming home from this holiday tomorrow. Then I can just hide from all of this. :/
@Markimoo
Neither of them are easy to communicate with. The last time I tried to talk to one parent about things that happened to me, it turned out horribly. . .
Neither of them are easy to communicate with. The last time I tried to talk to one parent about things that happened to me, it turned out horribly. . .
on April 10, 2015
on April 09, 2015
Today was a bad day, because of two things.
Firstly, I was in a shop and I walked past an old lady. I didn't shove my way past or anything, because it was a big shop and there was a lot of room between me and her. Suddenly, she turned round to me and yelled, "Don't pretend to be blind, you might actually be blind one day!" I started to really freak out on the inside, but I pretended not to hear her on the outside. I ran over to my parents, and then I saw the old lady pick a shoe See More up, stroke it and say that it was her mother. My parents said that she was crazy, and we left the shop.
And after that, I went to a funfair. My parents told me to choose four rides to go on, because we had four tickets to go on rides with. I couldn't choose, and I got really stressed out and annoyed. Because I couldn't choose, my parents got really mad at me. They tried to make me go on a rollercoaster, and I really didn't want to because it looked really scary. There was also a sign on the door leading to the rollercoaster that said that it isn't suitable for people who have panic attacks, so that made me even more scared. I didn't go on the ride, and my parents yelled at me and called me a 'miserable, pathetic, sulky teenager'.
I'm sick of my life. :/
Firstly, I was in a shop and I walked past an old lady. I didn't shove my way past or anything, because it was a big shop and there was a lot of room between me and her. Suddenly, she turned round to me and yelled, "Don't pretend to be blind, you might actually be blind one day!" I started to really freak out on the inside, but I pretended not to hear her on the outside. I ran over to my parents, and then I saw the old lady pick a shoe See More up, stroke it and say that it was her mother. My parents said that she was crazy, and we left the shop.
And after that, I went to a funfair. My parents told me to choose four rides to go on, because we had four tickets to go on rides with. I couldn't choose, and I got really stressed out and annoyed. Because I couldn't choose, my parents got really mad at me. They tried to make me go on a rollercoaster, and I really didn't want to because it looked really scary. There was also a sign on the door leading to the rollercoaster that said that it isn't suitable for people who have panic attacks, so that made me even more scared. I didn't go on the ride, and my parents yelled at me and called me a 'miserable, pathetic, sulky teenager'.
I'm sick of my life. :/
No problem. ;)
I want to meet you in real life!
I think our family is going to Europe next year so maybe I can meet you then!! :D
I want to meet you in real life!
I think our family is going to Europe next year so maybe I can meet you then!! :D
on April 08, 2015
on April 08, 2015
You are scared of a roller coaster! So what? A lot of people are. I don't see how a shoe can give birth...
on April 08, 2015
on April 08, 2015
Last night I had a nightmare about the hat fic, and I woke up almost crying.
Then for some reason, I thought of this creepy story I saw on Instagram about a couple who went on holiday and slept on a bed with a dead body stuffed into the mattress and didn't fInd it until the next day.
And after that, I somehow tricked myself into believing that both of the stories were real. I tricked myself into believing that there was a dead body in my mattress and that the hat fic actually See More happened.
I ended up crying and having to hug a teddy that I brought with me. I know, I'm pathetic. :/
Then for some reason, I thought of this creepy story I saw on Instagram about a couple who went on holiday and slept on a bed with a dead body stuffed into the mattress and didn't fInd it until the next day.
And after that, I somehow tricked myself into believing that both of the stories were real. I tricked myself into believing that there was a dead body in my mattress and that the hat fic actually See More happened.
I ended up crying and having to hug a teddy that I brought with me. I know, I'm pathetic. :/
on April 08, 2015
on April 08, 2015
on April 08, 2015
I am so disturbed and freaked out right now.
Some people on Instagram who are in the Phandom were talking about this fanfiction called The Hat Fic, and I was curious, so I googled it and read it. And I really wish I hadn't.
I don't think I can watch one of Dan and Phil's videos ever again, this has freaked me out so much. I really shouldn't have read this before going to sleep. I'll probably have nightmares tonight. O_o
Some people on Instagram who are in the Phandom were talking about this fanfiction called The Hat Fic, and I was curious, so I googled it and read it. And I really wish I hadn't.
I don't think I can watch one of Dan and Phil's videos ever again, this has freaked me out so much. I really shouldn't have read this before going to sleep. I'll probably have nightmares tonight. O_o
on April 08, 2015
on April 08, 2015
Today I went swimming at the pool on the caravan site, and I just had to reference Underwater. ??
on April 08, 2015
Ugh. . .
My dad just ran into my room and grabbed my phone, and he tried to switch it on. I grabbed it back because I have a Mika wallpaper and I didn't want him to see it. So then he yelled at me that I was definitely hiding something, and slammed the door.
My parents are just making my life even worse than it already is. :/
My dad just ran into my room and grabbed my phone, and he tried to switch it on. I grabbed it back because I have a Mika wallpaper and I didn't want him to see it. So then he yelled at me that I was definitely hiding something, and slammed the door.
My parents are just making my life even worse than it already is. :/
on April 07, 2015
Hi, guys, I'm sorry I didn't post a lot yesterday.
I don't think I'll post very much until I get home, because the wifi is terrible and I feel weird typing on my phone. I usually use my laptop, and I can only connect my phone to the wifi, so yeah. :/
I don't think I'll post very much until I get home, because the wifi is terrible and I feel weird typing on my phone. I usually use my laptop, and I can only connect my phone to the wifi, so yeah. :/
on April 07, 2015
In the description for the short film that goes with The Last Party, Mika gets called 'the flamingo legged showman'.
Why is that so funny? ????
Why is that so funny? ????
on April 06, 2015
Guys, I might lose the wifi. . .I'm here now, but if I suddenly disappear, I probably lost it. :/
on April 06, 2015