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McDermottsAngel
@Celestial_Fire - She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5.
on July 29, 2015
malicex
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on July 29, 2015
McDermottsAngel
@PEGASUS_LOVER - Any Other World by Mika.
on July 29, 2015
JeweledOwl812
Yay!
on July 24, 2015
McDermottsAngel
@JeweledOwl812 - Beautiful To Me by Olly Murs.
on July 24, 2015
on July 23, 2015
And I've finished school for the summer holidays now, guys! ☺
@WolfLoverWithaheart
It's July here too. In England we finish in July and go back to school in September.
It's July here too. In England we finish in July and go back to school in September.
on July 23, 2015
on July 23, 2015
Today was a really good day, because it was the Blackpool Pleasure Beach trip.
The first ride that TheDoctorsQueen, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I went on was the Flying Machines. I got scared because we were really high up in the air, so we started singing We Are Golden to take my mind off it. It actually helped a lot.
I went on Valhalla and I was terrified throughout the whole ride, but I did it! I bought a poncho before going on the ride, and I put my hood up. When we went through See More the first water part, the water made my hood fall down, but I didn't notice until we got to the scary part of the ride. So when we got to the part where the water pours down on you, my hair got soaked. Then there were three 60ft drops, and it was so scary. The ride was mostly in the dark, and everything was pitch black, so you couldn't even see when there was going to be a drop. I closed my eyes for most of the ride, because it made it seem less scary. When it ended, I got off the ride absolutely soaked.
Then we bought lunch from this fried chicken place, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl had to buy my food for me because I couldn't. We both had a chicken burger with fries and Pepsi, and it was actually really nice.
Then we went on Impossible, and it was really weird. We sat in this optical illusions swing, and it felt like we were going upside down, but we actually weren't. When I got off it, I couldn't walk properly because I was so dizzy.
Then we went to the gift shop, and I bought a few things. I got a bracelet with my name on it, a badge that says 'I got wet on Valhalla' on it and a flower crown.
So, yeah. ?
The first ride that TheDoctorsQueen, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I went on was the Flying Machines. I got scared because we were really high up in the air, so we started singing We Are Golden to take my mind off it. It actually helped a lot.
I went on Valhalla and I was terrified throughout the whole ride, but I did it! I bought a poncho before going on the ride, and I put my hood up. When we went through See More the first water part, the water made my hood fall down, but I didn't notice until we got to the scary part of the ride. So when we got to the part where the water pours down on you, my hair got soaked. Then there were three 60ft drops, and it was so scary. The ride was mostly in the dark, and everything was pitch black, so you couldn't even see when there was going to be a drop. I closed my eyes for most of the ride, because it made it seem less scary. When it ended, I got off the ride absolutely soaked.
Then we bought lunch from this fried chicken place, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl had to buy my food for me because I couldn't. We both had a chicken burger with fries and Pepsi, and it was actually really nice.
Then we went on Impossible, and it was really weird. We sat in this optical illusions swing, and it felt like we were going upside down, but we actually weren't. When I got off it, I couldn't walk properly because I was so dizzy.
Then we went to the gift shop, and I bought a few things. I got a bracelet with my name on it, a badge that says 'I got wet on Valhalla' on it and a flower crown.
So, yeah. ?
on July 22, 2015
on July 21, 2015
Akinator doesn't know who Mika is. :(
on July 21, 2015
I was playing Akinator, and I found out that it can guess any Twitter or Tumblr account. I wonder if it can guess me? O_O
on July 20, 2015
By the way, guys, I'm going on a school trip to Blackpool Pleasure Beach on Wednesday. I'm going in a group with TheDoctorsQueen and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, and I'm actually really excited about it.
I've been there twice before, once with my parents and once with my primary school. But when I went with my parents, they got me tickets instead of a wristband and they didn't let me go on most of the rides. And when I went with my primary school, the teachers picked the rides for See More everyone. They forced me to go on a lot of really scary rides, and I hated it.
But this time we get to walk around in our own groups and choose which rides we want to go on for ourselves, so it's going to be really fun! We also don't have to wear school uniform, and my mum gave me £32 to spend, so I can go to a fast food restaurant, go to the slush stall and buy a lot of things from the gift shop. And if there is wifi there, I might do a livestream, but I don't know if I will be able to.
And if I come online a lot later than usual on Wednesday, it's because we get to stay there until 5pm. ?
I've been there twice before, once with my parents and once with my primary school. But when I went with my parents, they got me tickets instead of a wristband and they didn't let me go on most of the rides. And when I went with my primary school, the teachers picked the rides for See More everyone. They forced me to go on a lot of really scary rides, and I hated it.
But this time we get to walk around in our own groups and choose which rides we want to go on for ourselves, so it's going to be really fun! We also don't have to wear school uniform, and my mum gave me £32 to spend, so I can go to a fast food restaurant, go to the slush stall and buy a lot of things from the gift shop. And if there is wifi there, I might do a livestream, but I don't know if I will be able to.
And if I come online a lot later than usual on Wednesday, it's because we get to stay there until 5pm. ?
on July 20, 2015
Today was mostly okay, apart from these boys making fun of me in PSHE.
on July 20, 2015
My parents haven't said anything about the Mika thing all day. I hope they've forgotten about it. :/
on July 19, 2015
My dad hasn't mentioned anything about Mika yet, but he's been acting strangely around me. He took my laptop away for a while this morning, and I think he was looking at my social media. It comes up on the screen when you open a new tab, so he most probably saw it, unless the laptop's home page opened first and he stayed on that tab. I have my laptop back now, but I'm still really scared.
on July 19, 2015
I still have my phone right now, but that's because it's early in the morning and my dad is still in bed. My mum just got home from work, and I think I heard my dad telling my mum about Mika and my social media accounts. I'm absolutely terrified of what will happen to me when both of my parents wake up.
on July 19, 2015
Guys, I really need someone to talk to.
My dad went to borrow my phone charger while I was using the bathroom, and when he pulled the charger out, my phone came on. He saw my background of Mika, and he screamed at me asking who he was. I was absolutely terrified, and I had an awful panic attack in the bathroom. He kept calling Mika names, and he read my phone notifications and found out about my social media accounts. Then he called me an animal for being a fan of him. When he See More finally went into his own room, I came out of the bathroom and went to look at my phone. He had looked through all my photo gallery and all my apps, and he now knows everything about me. He also changed my phone wallpaper to this picture that I drew for SkyDoesMinecraft Girl a few weeks ago. And I think he's going to hide the phone charger so that I can't come online. And the only reasons I am still alive are Mika and my internet friends. Now I've lost those personal things, and I don't really have a reason to live anymore.
I am now considering whether or not to kill myself. If I don't come online tomorrow, I'm either dead or I had my phone taken away.
My dad went to borrow my phone charger while I was using the bathroom, and when he pulled the charger out, my phone came on. He saw my background of Mika, and he screamed at me asking who he was. I was absolutely terrified, and I had an awful panic attack in the bathroom. He kept calling Mika names, and he read my phone notifications and found out about my social media accounts. Then he called me an animal for being a fan of him. When he See More finally went into his own room, I came out of the bathroom and went to look at my phone. He had looked through all my photo gallery and all my apps, and he now knows everything about me. He also changed my phone wallpaper to this picture that I drew for SkyDoesMinecraft Girl a few weeks ago. And I think he's going to hide the phone charger so that I can't come online. And the only reasons I am still alive are Mika and my internet friends. Now I've lost those personal things, and I don't really have a reason to live anymore.
I am now considering whether or not to kill myself. If I don't come online tomorrow, I'm either dead or I had my phone taken away.
@Markimoo
But I don't think there is a way to do that. Everything I do and say makes him hate me.
But I don't think there is a way to do that. Everything I do and say makes him hate me.
on July 19, 2015
@MikasPrincess Tell him how you feel in a way that you comfortable and respectively as well.
on July 19, 2015
@Musical_insanity
He would probably call me stupid and disgusting if he knew I wanted to kill myself. . .
He would probably call me stupid and disgusting if he knew I wanted to kill myself. . .
on July 19, 2015
@Musical_insanity
I probably won't end up killing myself, because I don't really have the confidence to actually do it.
I probably won't end up killing myself, because I don't really have the confidence to actually do it.
on July 19, 2015
@Markimoo
Yes, but he's probably going to keep asking me about Mika in the morning. What am I supposed to say then?
Yes, but he's probably going to keep asking me about Mika in the morning. What am I supposed to say then?
on July 19, 2015
on July 19, 2015
Today I was in a shop, and they played Talk About You.
I didn't realise they were playing it at first, because I was quite far away from the speakers. But then I heard it, and I started fangirling. I actually started shaking, and then my little brother and my parents came over to me and kept asking me questions. In my head I was like, "Be quiet, I'm trying to listen to my idol!" But then they told me to go and choose some drinks, so I was left alone to fangirl.
I didn't realise they were playing it at first, because I was quite far away from the speakers. But then I heard it, and I started fangirling. I actually started shaking, and then my little brother and my parents came over to me and kept asking me questions. In my head I was like, "Be quiet, I'm trying to listen to my idol!" But then they told me to go and choose some drinks, so I was left alone to fangirl.
on July 18, 2015
And now Mika's boyfriend has blocked everyone in the Mika fandom who followed him. I knew that was going to happen, and I'm glad I didn't follow him now. :/
on July 18, 2015
Mika's boyfriend has joined Twitter again, and most of the fandom has followed him.
But I'm not going to follow him, because I respect his privacy. And the reason he left Twitter before was because some people in the Mika fandom were invading his privacy and sending him death threats.
It bothers me that a lot of people in the fandom are following him when they know what happened to him. :/
But I'm not going to follow him, because I respect his privacy. And the reason he left Twitter before was because some people in the Mika fandom were invading his privacy and sending him death threats.
It bothers me that a lot of people in the fandom are following him when they know what happened to him. :/
on July 18, 2015
I was three months clean, but I ruined it. Sorry, guys. . . :/
you can probably go for even longer now because you won't have school for a while! three months is great, though!
on July 23, 2015
on July 17, 2015
on July 17, 2015
Today turned out to be okay. ?
on July 16, 2015
Today I have sports day at school, and I'm scared. I'm scared because I'm wearing my PE kit to school and I feel like I'm going to get there and everyone else is in school uniform. The teachers and the other kids said that you have to wear your PE kit to school, but I still feel like I've got it all wrong. :/
on July 16, 2015
Someone on Tumblr is writing a Mika fanfiction, and they asked me if one of their characters could have the username MikasPrincess because they said they thought it was cute. I said yes, but only if they gave me credit for the username.
So does that mean that they're basically writing a fanfiction about me? ?
So does that mean that they're basically writing a fanfiction about me? ?
on July 15, 2015