Mika saved my life again, and he doesn't even know it.
I was having suicidal thoughts, and I was really worried about tomorrow. Then I decided to listen to Mika to see if it would make me feel better.
I found Heroes, which is one of his songs that I hadn't listened to for months. I put it on, and it was such a sad and tragic song.
Then I heard a line in the song that said, "I wish there was a way to give you a hand to hold, you don't have to die."
And I just burst into tears See More because of how much I could relate to that line. I decided to try and stay strong for as long as I could, for Mika.
Then there was another line in the song that said, "But to make you bleed, the only thing I wouldn't do."
Then I started crying about that too, because it describes how much I love him. Then I cried about everything that it's possible to cry about until I was sick of crying. I made a promise to Mika that I would never think of hurting myself again.
Sometimes it upsets me to know that he is everything to me, but I am nothing to him.
I was having suicidal thoughts, and I was really worried about tomorrow. Then I decided to listen to Mika to see if it would make me feel better.
I found Heroes, which is one of his songs that I hadn't listened to for months. I put it on, and it was such a sad and tragic song.
Then I heard a line in the song that said, "I wish there was a way to give you a hand to hold, you don't have to die."
And I just burst into tears See More because of how much I could relate to that line. I decided to try and stay strong for as long as I could, for Mika.
Then there was another line in the song that said, "But to make you bleed, the only thing I wouldn't do."
Then I started crying about that too, because it describes how much I love him. Then I cried about everything that it's possible to cry about until I was sick of crying. I made a promise to Mika that I would never think of hurting myself again.
Sometimes it upsets me to know that he is everything to me, but I am nothing to him.
on November 11, 2014
The Book of Qfeast People
This is a story dedicated to telling facts about the people of Qfeast! This is a good way to get to know others!
on November 10, 2014
Scrap the happy mood I was in yesterday, today was awful. . .I'm really upset and worried, and I need someone to talk to about what happened.
The reason I'm upset is a bit stupid, but I get upset about things that most people just brush off.
I'm so sad that I might start feeling suicidal again. . .
The reason I'm upset is a bit stupid, but I get upset about things that most people just brush off.
I'm so sad that I might start feeling suicidal again. . .
on November 11, 2014
WTF is your "friends" problems?! 'Cuse my language, but I'm dead serious. Stand up to people.
on November 11, 2014
on November 10, 2014
Get well soon. :3
on November 09, 2014
I know a song that will get on your nerves get on your nerves get on your nerves I know a song that will get on your nerves and this is how it goes I know a song that will get on your nerves get on your nerves get on your nerves I know a song that will get on your nerves and this is how it goes I know a song that will get on your nerves get on your nerves get on your nerves I know a song that will get on your nerves and this is how it goes I know a song that will get on your nerves See More get on your nerves get on your nerves I know a song that will get on your nerves and this is how it goes.
send this to someone you want to bug.
started by Fearless
send this to someone you want to bug.
started by Fearless
on November 09, 2014
You know, I'm actually feeling really good about myself today! :D I'm not feeling suicidal today, and I'm going to try and be happier! :D
on November 09, 2014
Today my little brother made his first internet friend, an American boy about his age called Roly. They've been talking to each other all day, and my brother considers his new internet friend to be his best friend.
My mum says it's sad that he calls Roly his best friend, because she says that your best friends should be people you know in real life.
But all my best friends are internet friends and I don't have any friends in real life. :/
My mum says it's sad that he calls Roly his best friend, because she says that your best friends should be people you know in real life.
But all my best friends are internet friends and I don't have any friends in real life. :/
on November 09, 2014
on November 09, 2014
on November 09, 2014
Another murder happened at my school yesterday. This boy, who was only 11, got beat to death in the school corridors.
There was blood coming out of the side of his head, and he was motionless on the floor. Everyone, including the TEACHERS, were kicking him and saying, "Is it dead?" They were laughing.
I have never been more SICKENED in my LIFE. How, in their sick and twisted minds, do they think they can actually DO THAT? I was DISGUSTED.
I never knew the boy, but RIP anyway.
There was blood coming out of the side of his head, and he was motionless on the floor. Everyone, including the TEACHERS, were kicking him and saying, "Is it dead?" They were laughing.
I have never been more SICKENED in my LIFE. How, in their sick and twisted minds, do they think they can actually DO THAT? I was DISGUSTED.
I never knew the boy, but RIP anyway.
@TheRilingRavenclaw
There's been more than one. Lots of murders have happened at my school.
On the last day of school before the holidays, this boy in my form tried to kill the RE teacher. She just stood there and cried. I had to listen to it happening when I was trying to take a Geography test. It was disgusting.
There's been more than one. Lots of murders have happened at my school.
On the last day of school before the holidays, this boy in my form tried to kill the RE teacher. She just stood there and cried. I had to listen to it happening when I was trying to take a Geography test. It was disgusting.
on November 09, 2014
on November 08, 2014
McDermottsAngel added a poll to the starred list
Favourite Ariana Grande Music video?
on November 08, 2014
Today I went to Claire's Accessories on a shopping trip with my grandma and my little brother. I wanted to get some candy perfume, but I couldn't find it, so I thought they didn't sell them anymore. So I took LITERALLY HOURS trying to figure out what to buy, because I saw one thing I liked and I had to buy something else for an offer. xD
When I finally chose a golden disco ball with lip gloss inside, I went to the till. And ALL THE CANDY PERFUME WAS AT THE TILL! I also saw a See More candy cane lip gloss. So I was mad because I had just paid for my stuff and I wanted to get all this stuff! X-(
Then I saw the MOST AMAZING LIP GLOSS EVER! It was green with a little Christmas tree on the top. :3 It was so cute, but I had already paid. So now I'm saving up for that one! :D
When I finally chose a golden disco ball with lip gloss inside, I went to the till. And ALL THE CANDY PERFUME WAS AT THE TILL! I also saw a See More candy cane lip gloss. So I was mad because I had just paid for my stuff and I wanted to get all this stuff! X-(
Then I saw the MOST AMAZING LIP GLOSS EVER! It was green with a little Christmas tree on the top. :3 It was so cute, but I had already paid. So now I'm saving up for that one! :D
on November 08, 2014
Awesome stuff I got today:
Ice cream lip glosses
6 mini Sharpies
Golden disco ball lip gloss
Lemon citron lip gloss
Orange lip balm
Silver stretchy ring
Ice cream lip glosses
6 mini Sharpies
Golden disco ball lip gloss
Lemon citron lip gloss
Orange lip balm
Silver stretchy ring
@LeoValdezLover
The ice cream lip glosses - Poundland
The Sharpies - Home Bargains
Everything else - Claire's Accessories
The ice cream lip glosses - Poundland
The Sharpies - Home Bargains
Everything else - Claire's Accessories
on November 08, 2014
on November 08, 2014
Could you believe, the same old story
It never bores me, though I've heard it all before
It never bores me, though I've heard it all before
on November 08, 2014
Teenage girls in a teenage fandom
Obsessed with their precious idols
Who gives a damn about the family you come from
Because we are all just fangirls
Obsessed with their precious idols
Who gives a damn about the family you come from
Because we are all just fangirls
on November 08, 2014
Hi! Not spoken to you in a long time. :)
on November 09, 2014
Hmm. I recommend Cardcaptor Sakura. It's your kind of thing. It's a magical girl anime. :D
on November 09, 2014
IN TEARS!! Why? I just watched the last episode of my favourite anime (Hunter X Hunter 2011). [T^T] It's probably gonna be another century till the next episode comes out...or never and the show just ended THERE.
Anyway, I'm just trying to keep myself occupied by watching other anime. Do you recommend any? [OuO]
Anyway, I'm just trying to keep myself occupied by watching other anime. Do you recommend any? [OuO]
on November 08, 2014
on November 08, 2014
10 Facts About Me:
1. I ABSOLUTELY ADORE MIKA! HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME BUT HE'LL NEVER KNOW!???????
2. I also absolutely LOVE Cher Lloyd and Meghan Trainor!
3. I like to rant a lot.
4. I obsessively collect lip glosses and novelty erasers. I own 104 lip glosses and 473 erasers.
5. I can only fall in love with celebrities and fictional characters. People my own age generally disgust me.
6. My favourite Youtuber is Brittani Louise Taylor. See More
7. I overthink everything.
8. My favourite foods are Maggi Noodles and treacle tart.
9. I really love X Factor Italia even though I'm British.
10. I'm an EXTREMELY shy person in real life.
1. I ABSOLUTELY ADORE MIKA! HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME BUT HE'LL NEVER KNOW!???????
2. I also absolutely LOVE Cher Lloyd and Meghan Trainor!
3. I like to rant a lot.
4. I obsessively collect lip glosses and novelty erasers. I own 104 lip glosses and 473 erasers.
5. I can only fall in love with celebrities and fictional characters. People my own age generally disgust me.
6. My favourite Youtuber is Brittani Louise Taylor. See More
7. I overthink everything.
8. My favourite foods are Maggi Noodles and treacle tart.
9. I really love X Factor Italia even though I'm British.
10. I'm an EXTREMELY shy person in real life.
on November 08, 2014