Irrelevant - Page 39

I need someone to tell me I'm not fine when I try to convince them I'm fine and have them cuddle me until I feel better.

I'm not going to get that tho

I want to disappear now

I honestly feel like he hates me just won't admit it

I can send this guy disgusting pictures of myself (me looking like a total dweeb, and yes, I own the fact I'm a dweeb) and he just does it right back. Also, he likes me short hair, he said he'd love for me to grow it out but he doesn't care if I shave it again. He knows what I look like without it, he says both is attractive.

Me: *saying I'm chubby and unattractive*

Guy I Like: Bitch where?

Me: *going off about how I'm the ruler of hell*

Guy I Like: So you're Crowley?

Me: No, Crowley is the King I am the ruler! The Archangel in charge of everyone including Crowley

Guy I Like: So you're Lucifer

Me: Yeah

Guy I Like: No you're not

Me: yeah I am See More

Guy I Like: You're weird

Me: We already established this

Guy I Like: Weird is adorable though

Me: *happy noises*

Whoever trusted me enough to leave me alone with my thoughts really under estimated the power of how much I hate myself.

If it doesn't work out with this guy I'm going to be very sad, but I'm also going to say I told you so. Because this is how life works.

Now I've got to go, I've got an exam.

Also I'm a chubby being and he is a skinny boy and he says it doesn't matter, I'm cute. ??

I hung out with this guy on Wednesday (same one I've been talking about, okay). We talked about our past relationships, explained what happened in mine (as did he) and he just hugs me before I start crying. Usually when I tell people they either say shut up it's done and over with but he just hugged me and told me "You've had a terrible experience, I'm sorry". Also, this guy is really respectful he asked to cuddle me, he asked to kiss my cheek. The respect that he has just makes See More me cry! Also, he's shorter than me AND LET'S ME MAKE TALL JOKES!!!!! HE LET'S ME MAKE TALL JOKES!!

I love how this guy constantly calls me a weirdo, and continues to say that it's cute.

Also, he watches Criminal Minds and shares a lot of similar interests and listens to great music.

I'm going to talk about him until he realizes I'm actually crazy and wants nothing to do with me. I give him 2 days.

I'm playing a game of how long until my dies

I'm at 2%

Me casually talking with a guy I like telling him how to kill someone, and dispose of the body and not get caught. Him telling me that I'm a cute weirdo with strange interests, and tells me when a commercial about a crime t.v show comes on that they should take my advice because maybe then they'd get away with it.

Goddamn I love this guy

I used to be obsessed with Eyeless Jack and I had no idea why

It was the blue mask

I'm actually changing my name from Kaiden though, I just don't know what yet.

"Such a shame the poor grooms bride is a horse"

Horse man: I love it ?

I'm going to get the "Always a bridesmaid never the bride" speech from someone.

I'm changing my legal name to Irrelevant