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I lost brain cells listening to my siblings bicker.

I will admit I'm a bit of a bitch but hey, some people just can't handle my level of sarcasm. It's not my fault.

I may or may not be a little heated, I might be 18-years-old but I listen to a lot of shit older than my mother, and I watch a lot of shit older than her too. I might be young, but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy quality shit. Anyone born after the 2000s don't know what VHS is, I do hell I still own 10 of them, and a VHS player!!! I don't know how people used to listen See More to music, yeah I do. My mom still has her walking CD player, and bitch I still have my radio from when I was younger listening to the rock station. I had a portable radio that I had to plug headphones into. I have all of my moms old cds. However, I do wish I had a Vinyl collection and a record player that'd be pretty great.

I don't know how many adults have f'ucking questioned me and my interests just because I was "too young" to understand the concept of it. Seriously??? That's what you're going with??

I am heated and I'll cool off after I rant for a little bit.

Okay so I made a comment on this one person's video saying "Holy shit why haven't I noticed the similarities between Teen Beach Movie and Hairspray". Now, I've seen Hairspray a lot of times, it's on netflix and it's one of my liked Musicals. This girl said, "Um....... Hairspray came before Teen Beach movie". No, shit! Hairspray was written in 1988, and the movie was made in 2007 (there's more than just those two), Teen Beach movie was released in 2013. All I stated was how the See More hell did I not notice the similarities sooner.

Yes, I'm being a bitch about it. I posted that months ago! I've seen a lot of musicals, don't come at me for saying how have I not noticed the similarities sooner. Ugh.

list of users i dislike but i dont show their names and just state the reasons

-Very annoying, a child, and gets offended easily
-Stalks me all the f'ucking time and creates new users just to harass me and my friend.
-Doesn't fact check their shit and just rants without information. Sorry, but that really pisses me off.

I hate a lot of people this will be a long list

My head hurts :>

I was mean and I hid from my cat and she was so scared. I was hiding behind the bathroom door and she ran in searching for me, could find me and stared meowing. She literally ran to my room and back and it was just jesus christ. After I poked my head out from behind the door she ran to my feet and rubbed up against them. After she stopped I picked her up and she just freaking whacked me.

If that's not love idk what is... I hate the fact I'm leaving for college and I can't bring See More her.

I had a long ass post about my musical preferences and how much I love them... and qfeast signed me out of my damned account and deleted my work. HOW DARE YOU INVALIDATE MY MUSIC PREFERENCE! I am hurt *purposely being overly dramatic* I did not waste 10 minutes of my time confessing my love to something just for you to throw it away. ?????

Btw this entire post was a joke. I didn't care that much about my mini rant. It was just about how much I loved Queen pretty much.

Okay, this is a post you probably won't care about
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I'm losing some weight, pants that never fit me before fit me now...

Me: *waiting for my mother to scream at me*

-5 seconds later-

Me: There it is :>

It's been 21 days and my mother still hasn't noticed I slit my eyebrow. I get I have a scar that makes my eyebrow look weird but I've legit tried making it obvious. How has she not noticed?

No matter how confident I try to feel I can never feel confidence. No matter how hard I try to love myself I just can't. I look in the mirror and there is a person I can't recognize anymore. Somedays I notice them, somedays I don't. I've tried to change myself to make me feel just a tiny bit better, but that only lasts a second. I try being myself and the happiness that's there just gets tossed away and I'm forced into hiding. I've given up on trying, and I've tried forcing myself See More to get motivated to be better but I can't.

I've tried asking for help, I get denied. I've tried getting help myself but I fail. I fail at a lot of things... I failed to speak when I should have spoken, maybe I wouldn't have been in the situations I've been in if I had just told someone what had been going on. I failed and listened when I should have ignored, maybe I would still have confidence if I didn't constantly feel judged, maybe I wouldn't feel hated if I would just learn to let the negativity roll off my back, but it doesn't help when it's all around you... I failed and stayed when I should have left, I should have left when I noticed the signs, but instead I stayed feeling trapped. Only making myself feel worse because the way they were treating me, I let myself believe that it was for the best but it wasn't. It only made my life worse. I've failed at a lot of things.

Failures make people human, and help them grow, but they can also leave scars in places people cannot see.

-If you read this I'm not finished, I'm just jotting down words rn for a poem I'm writing. I'm fine, I promise just a little down.

My student choir director wanted our choir to sing this song that we were going to sing at our spring concert. I have to say I cried listening to this.


https://youtu.be/17Ywn3ImcYE

I'm going to bless your may the 4th

I didn't finish one of my assignments from Friday because I forgot. But that's fine, she's understanding.

Someone understands humor