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"Don't let go" I said. I didn't want my cousin to let go.
"i wont" she replied.
"pinky promise?" I asked. she never broke those.
"i pinky promise" she promised.
well
she broke that promise.
she was 15. See More
I was 5.
10 years apart.
yet, such a strong bond.
even at that age, I knew what death was.
I knew what disorders were.
its funny, I knew about all that stuff as a child yet some adults don't even know about it.
I guess that's why I'm so accustomed to seeing those disorders...
because people i grew up with, had them. and i was so used to them
i helped them; but i don't know how to help myself.
...*sigh*

I ran to them. "WOAH WOAH WOAH! STOP THAT!" I screamed, helping Naket up. I never believed she deserved the treatment she got; she was a wonderful girl, really. she just wasn't able to show it because of Angel, her sister. and the whole god damn gang...
Madison looked at me. "What the hell did she just say?" She asked, grabbing my arm.
the one...that I did it to yesterday.
Nakeat screamed. "HEY, GET OFF OF HER!" Is what she screamed. We fought until we heard footsteps and voices See More I recongnized.
MY BROTHERS!
We turned around to face them. They chased the girls off.
"Thanks." We said as we walked to the bus with them.

*us painting*
Blake: does this look good?
Ramez: No. Its horrible. Go kill yourself. *joking*
Me: ... *flinches*
Lexi: *not paying attention*

Teacher: hey, during gym why do you cover up your arms, by like holding them to your chest?
Me: .... *secretly panicking* (OMFG IM DONE FOR AH SOMEONE HELP ME! PLS PLS I DONT WANNA ANSWERE THIS AGH)
Teacher: ...answer my question-
*bell rings*
Me: (OMFG HELL YES) YES! *grabs stuff and runs out of room*
Teacher: ...saved by the bell...why didn't she want to answer it?

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i sighed.
she either didn't notice or was waiting.
by now, I had not a clue of anything.
I had to leave anyways, so why start?
I was worried about so many things....
her, my family, my brother, my mother....
I was so worried.... See More
....
...


my family was breaking apart....
goodbye,...I need to go... *wipes tears from eyes and runs away*

*frowns*
I n-need to g-go again...b-bye...
*turns around, starts walking, turns the corner and runs*

Oh, look!
I pass out, I wake up write a post saying I had to go, pass out again, wake up not remembering really anything, come back and drama!
WOO!
LIFE SUCKS!
but hey @ShyFangirl is on....
and alive....
and I am glad See More
and I think everyone is alive....?

... *wipes tears* I n-need to go....s-sorry. *runs away*

"how can I change?" I ask myself, everyday, looking at the sky, roof, anything.
"By leaving this world." is what it replies with. everytime.
"..."
"You know you cant change by now. Your body is still fragile; more fragile then ever."
"i know...."
"I'm your only true friend, right?"
"....I cant trust anyone, that answer is obvious." See More
"true. time?"
"a bit"

suicide note miss? we can write one~
...tempting. very tempting... *god damn it, why is it this tempting?*
*it smiles* then why don't we do it? *nobody will be able to stop her. nobody is paying attention, perfect time.*
....again, its tempting....maybe....
really?
Possibly....very possible...

looks like I have been forgotten
woo....

its your fault.
n-no...s-she is a-alive...
its your fault.
no...no...no...no....no....no.....
its your fault.
....n-no....no....p-please...no...
Your bag is on the pillow~ See More
...
How about we greet them again? come on~
....f-fine....
yay! ( good, she isn't here to stop her. )
.... *crawls over to bag, sighing, opens it up*

*hides in a corner*
;~;

"She is alright....right?"
"Its your fault, y'know."
"w-what?"
"she is dead. its your fault.''
"W-WHAT!?"
"its true."
"No, no, no....its not my fault...." See More
"yes it is"
"she isn't actually dead....right...?"

I let out a scream.
she was actually DEAD. why?!
I knew I shouldn't, but I blamed myself her god damn death.
I felt more tears as I remembered HER death...
the coughing of blood, her weak voice, her fragile body...
and she died...
I could NEVER see them again.... See More
never....
but why?
...why did they have to die?...
what...what if she died...?
no, she wouldn't die from that!
would she...?
I hope not...

" "Rose!" My mother screamed. "what?" i asked, rubbing my eyes as i walked in her room. "me, mat, max, your father, and Alise need to go. leaving you and cherry." She said as she left. Leaving me and cherry...
later, the other three were brung back.
our parents left again.
we never saw them again...."