Inactive_leave - Page 63

" "WHAT!?" I screamed. Cherry eyes widened in surprise with joy. I was god damn angry. I didn't care if I wasn't the oldest, BUT SHE F*CKING LEFT US FOR YEARS! SHE IS SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD! "SHE IS SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD!" I screamed, running out of the room. I could feel myself crying. "LISA!" I heard Cherry scream as she grabbed my arm and pulled me back. "Yes, we all thought she was dead but...." Cherry trialed off. "That means ALMOST all of us are alive..." Cherry said. "I know! See More but we still don't have the whole family! WE NEVER WILL AGAIN!" I screamed. I was acting like a god damn brat. She hugged me. "I know. But....we can dream..." Cherry whispered. I nodded as she wiped the tears off of my face. "Alex is alive. Max is alive. Mother is alive. Father is alive. I am alive. You are alive. Alise and Mat....are in our hearts, living on in them." Cherry says, pulling be back into a hug.
i was so god damn glad that Hannah wasn't there to see my f*cking break down."

"I laughed. "No way. Seriously?" I asked and Max nodded. "its true Lisa!" Max replied, hugging me. "Well, I'm glad." I replied."

Max: D-DONT LEAVE ME MAT!
Mat: its your time to awake from this dream. I am sorry, my dear twin brother.
Max: M-Mat...
Mat: please. Max. Take care of our younger siblings, alright? Promise?
Max; I promise....
*Max awakens*
Max: M-MAT! *cries into pillow*

~FOR @ShyFangirl~
Name: Lisa
Personality: quiet, friendly, caring, loving, a bit hot-headed, can be over-protective.
Looks: White hair, grass green eyes. Also arm usually in a sling, it is usually broken.
Other: She always loved her whole family. Every single one of them. Though she loved the girls the most. Alise, her mother, and cherry.
if you need more, can do!

WHO WANTS TO SUFFER MORE!?
XD

That was fun.

SHOULD I START ON THE 4TH CHAPTER
OR WAIT

I am needed for someone to live.
I give blood.
As I can heal, I can break.
what am I?

Me: I'm hungry, i should eat.

Me: oh wait if i eat i will gain weight

Me: I'm not eating

Me: *later* no, i don't need to eat. i already ate.

Everyone: ok!

Me: ...

i have a question for myself:
WHY AM I EVEN LOOKING AT SUICIDE QUOTES PAIN
I WANNA KNOW
BODY WHY
BRAIN WHY
TELL ME
ugh See More
*walks away*
( ...sorry? )

*sigh of relief*
ok...I think my mother is still here...
..I think...
...hopefully...
....
.... *whimper*

CAN I F*CKING RANT ON MY GOD DAMN BROTHER NOW

I know this is bad but;
I don't know if I'm just having normal thoughts or going into suicide mode.
I DONT KNOW
UGH
;-;

I wanna go to sleep
but I wanna stay up
I don't want another day;
can I survive another day?
I want to sleep; but I need her.

things about me:
I have never been cuddled.
I have never been sung to sleep.
my heart is broken
I'm not allowed to see the rest of my family
I have a girlfriend
and my girlfriend is mine See More
forever
you cant has her.