I miss my cat so much. :-( Recently, everything has been getting worse. My crush got a boyfriend, tests, and I only feel like my friends are slowly starting to turn on me...I know I joke around a lot, sometimes way more than is good, but I guess I just find it fun...and others don't. I don't get anything at all. My sister has autism and gets special attention over it. She also gets all of the attention from my parents. I feel like no one cares. The only thing I felt cared about See More me was my cat, who I guess doesn't cause she left me. I feel like everyone else has it good: falling in love and getting into a relationship (which I wish I had at least one boy/girlfriend), having a lot of friends and being popular, not being weird, passing classes, etc. but then I get none of it. I wish I could actually get something good and happy for once instead of everything being negative.
NEDandN30
Don't worry my broseph....I get it.
on June 08, 2017
on June 08, 2017
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in See More
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in See More
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
on June 03, 2017
I wish your mom had been a little stronger
I wish she stayed around a little longer
I wish your dad were good
I wish grown-ups understood
I wish we met before they convinced you life was war
I wish you'd come with me
I wish I had more TNT See More
Hey yo, Westerburg
Hey yo, Westerburg
Tell me what's that sound?
Here comes Westerburg
Coming to put you right in the ground
Go, go Westerburg
Give a great big yell!
Westerburg will knock you out and send you straight to---
I wish she stayed around a little longer
I wish your dad were good
I wish grown-ups understood
I wish we met before they convinced you life was war
I wish you'd come with me
I wish I had more TNT See More
Hey yo, Westerburg
Hey yo, Westerburg
Tell me what's that sound?
Here comes Westerburg
Coming to put you right in the ground
Go, go Westerburg
Give a great big yell!
Westerburg will knock you out and send you straight to---
on June 03, 2017
I'm tired of waking up in tears
'Cause I can't put to bed these phobias and fears
I'm new to this grief I can't explain
But I'm no stranger to the heartache and the pain
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then See More
"Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
I'm sick of the past I can't erase
A jumble of footprints and hasty steps I can't retrace
The mountain of things I still regret
Is a vile reminder that I would rather just forget (no matter where I go)
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever smile again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever love again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home <----How I feel
'Cause I can't put to bed these phobias and fears
I'm new to this grief I can't explain
But I'm no stranger to the heartache and the pain
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then See More
"Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
I'm sick of the past I can't erase
A jumble of footprints and hasty steps I can't retrace
The mountain of things I still regret
Is a vile reminder that I would rather just forget (no matter where I go)
The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever smile again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever love again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home <----How I feel
on May 22, 2017
Sorry for the odd spam
Just needed to get it out
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My cat better get home now...
Just needed to get it out
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My cat better get home now...
on May 22, 2017
