your.cool.grandma - Page 451

NYEHHHHHHH
I SAW A PICTURE OF SMILE DOG
IM STILL SCARED OF HIM
;;

I randomly started talking like Eridan today cause I was practicing his voice in gym,
I started talking like him during dinner with my family and didn't mean to.
It was weird.

My teacher called me cute ;;

Warning. Random stupid rp rant that you don't need to read.
Ok so, one of the only person I can roleplay with always pulls off the same rp gig. Her character is op with all the powers in the world, falls in love with my character, and then gets majorly hurt/gets depressed/kills themselves over nothing. It honestly annoys the crap out of me.
She's also the only one I can rp homestuck with without completely embarrassing myself. I normally use a homestuck character to rp with her, See More and it's just weird. She also makes my character Do what she wants it to do. I've asked her to make her character less op, either having only 1 power or none at all, and she still makes her character the 'best'.
Her main rp character is named Hannah Devlin. Hannah is apparently the daughter of satan and was kicked out of hell because of her older brother who kill satan and then took over. Hannah has all this dark magic and she's just perfect at EVERYTHING. Hannah looks human but has devil horns and ears.
We once did a Hunger Games rp, and her character was just off the bat op. Yeah she had flaws, but she killed nearly half the people in the arena. Now, I always rp as a male, cause I just don't like rping as a female character all that much. Her character fell in love with mine, and then my character was nearly drowned(I planned he was going to die this way) and then here comes my friends character to just kill the guy trying to drown my character.
I had a female girl join our team after that, and when it was them and someone else, the girl tried to kill my friends character. I had my male character get killed instead, and I was hoping for a good fight scene between my female character and my friend, but my friend automatically kills my other character. She finds the remaining tribute, kills them, then kills herself to 'rebel against the Capitol'.
What evennnnnn

What's the point of learning about the wars in the past when we can be discussing the wars now and how much more tragic they are?

I want to talk to friends about my grandfather, but I can't. One of my friends avoids talking about it, one I haven't brought it up too, and the other is all 'oh I know what you're going through' 'oh there's no need to be sad, you'll totally see him again' 'if you ever need to cry on my shoulder go ahead!' And she seemingly doesn't give a crap/doesn't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk to the councilor, I feel like they won't help, and I don't want to talk to family about See More it cause it will get really emotional. UGH I just wish I never knew about my grandfather getting sick and being in a damn coma.

My heart sinks every time I see my friend who now avoids me. I noticed she was hanging out with someone and the girl she was hanging out with kept giving me rude glares at lunch.
My "friend" told me why she had been avoiding me, it was for vulgar language, and I told her I'd fix it, which I'm still trying to do. I use vulgar language less now, but she's still avoiding me, and I'm trying to stop completely. It hurts me to know that such a good friend seemingly has no care for me See More anymore, when I still care for them deeply.

*causually makes a cover of Blue Lips- Broadway Aradia*

*gets 4 texts in class but can't get phone out of bag*
Hhh
*has a mini panic attack in hopes its not my dad bringing up bad news about my great grandfather*
HhhhhhhHHHH
*class ends, gets phone out*
AUGHHH
*sees it was just my friend hoping my grandfather gets better* See More
DEAR LORD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtSgWZbL_kE
Wtf

Me: hey a sad song let's listen to it.
Friend: you're a depressing child
Me: LOL yeah
Friend: look look at me,
Me: *looks over*
Friend: *stares intensly* YOUR EYES ARE GREY
Me: oh. I thought they were blue. Well.

I want a new skateboard .-.

60 years ago my great grandfather had cancer. He was healed.
He just recently got another cancer, and he had surgery a week ago. The doctors found more, a lot more, cancer cells in my grandfather. He hasn't woken up from the surgery yet, but he's still alive. I'm really worried. He has a high chance of passing away, and I don't want to deal with a loved one leaving.

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