events in my life hat could lead to depression

Deported father

        I was two years old when me my sisters and mom decided to go to the laundry. when we came back there were a lot of cops and ICE was there. I asked my mother if we were having a party. I didn't know much because i was 2 years old. She answered no and also looked confused But as for me i thought it was a party because it was normal for us to have parties a lot. We came to the doorsteps of the house and ICE stopped my mother. He said she would stay here because it was better to grow us up in connecticut. he also told her that he was being deported and he needed to go a month ago. MY DAD NEVER TOLD MY MOM THAT! now that im older i understand now that he never cared about his family.

        My father has left many families and we aren't his first one. he has lots of children and never cared to give any of them child support not even to us. Anyways he hugged me while crying i didn't understand why but i hugged him back. i looked out the window as he was being handcuffed and taken by ICE. Later on we moved to another country AKA virginia. i always asked my mom when my dad would come back. One day my mom decided to call him but a lady answered and said who is this calling my husbands number. I remember my mom crying and hanging up. I hugged my mom not knowing the situation but she started to cry more. Till this day i cant forgive my father for being a liar and being selfish. Its really painful understanding and knowing the whole truth. Although i cant forgive my father i still love him. I hope his drinking problems stop because i dont want his new family to go through the same thing i did.