Lavender and Or I

Loneliness - Lavender

There hasn't been much with me and Or I lately, it's just.. well.. normal, after all we don't live in like New York or anything really. Me and Or I were just playing at the park, he pushes me while I swing, these days, you don't know what you have till it's gone, and now, Or I and me are plain dull, we don't talk to each other much.

From the day we met, it changed everything, I had my best friend in a long time, not even Liberty and Godzilla can compare to this, I feel lonely not being with Or I a lot anymore. It's like we ditched each other.
I know he is not trying to be mean, but in my opinion, now I'm lonely, no one cares, it's only Or I who can cheer me back up. He is not there though, I must stop thinking about this so I don't cry my way to sleep, but it looks like that I will have to, for my 17th night of crying. Was it my fault that Or I is not with me anymore? We don't even text to each other on Kik.

Or I sorry if I upset you, it's that my life is in a terrible condition right now. I hope we speak soon again together.