my short story

chapter one the last chapter

i walk around the tall buildings i stand on ledge. before i can help myself i fall off the building.  
will i survive?
will i die
please say no there is more to live for then what i have given.  my life flashes before my eyes. i remember love, i remember life. i see a light, it fades i pass out.
i wake t beeping
am i dead?
no
i hope not
the beeping stops
now am i dead
"you can open your eyes i know your awake" a male voice says
i know that voice
i love that voice
i open ,my eyes
he leans down and kissing me softly
"i don't feel right" i say
i can now see the tears in his eyes
"i won't survive will i?'" i ask
he shakes his head
i don't cry
i can't cry
i won't cry
even if i wanted too it would not be fun
i want my last moments to be fun
he takes my hand
i take his hand
he cry's
i don't
i shake my head
it can't be real, it can't it can't
it is
so now i am on my death bed
literally
i have so much to live for
i close my eyes
i breath i take another breath
i keep on living
and i breath
but then i don't