me and my ghost

stay strong

I lay down and try not to cry and to be strong, but i don't know if it's working.
"thing aren't looking to good" Beth tells me.  i can feel her try to rap her arms around me but it just gives me chills
"i know" i say sitting up and pulling my knees to my chest and breathing softly
"i think i have someone who can help you feel better" i hear nothing for a minute then a voice says
"whats wrong Beth says your sad"  a male voice says
"my dad might not make it out alive" i say
"make where out alive"
"the hospital" i feel tears trying to fight their way out but i force them to stay in.
"oh" i can feel him put his arms around me, and for some reason they are warm.