Memory "Evana series part one

Breaking Down..(Stev)

I tried to compose my features but now and then I knew I was ailing because once a time one of the guys, Derrick, Blake, or raven would give me a little pat and say its okay. Like that would help. I knew I was putting my hopes that Evana would Not marry Zack but I knew I threw away all my chances by saying that to her. I wanted to murder someone right now but I knew I wouldn't. I would break down but I took in deep breaths to feel any emotion for the event for later but I knew I couldn't hold it long.

But at that very moment, I remembered what my father said. "Not every book ends with a happy ending."


All the trainng I had as a boy couldn't even Handel this type of emotion my mother...I never knew about her.