Memory "Evana series part one

The Choice..war or marriage...(Evana)

I ran to the bathroom, and looked in my reflection memories flooded me making me unstable with a throbbing brain.
One by one I found out my past. What a fool I was huh? Falling in love with someone who dosen't really love you. I was pathetic, I can't accept the truth and when I try to I cry and cry. My reflection had a girl with silver eyes and straight black hair with puffy cheeks, long eye lashes and pink lips. My first kiss was with Him apparently. A fool and a murderer a life ruining person. I was selfish conceded and stupid. I was always wanting more, becoming human not wantin to be hurt now I was in the depths of despair. I was no more than a pawn in their games. But not anymore, I wasn't going to be some animal they can control. I had a plan and I was going to destroy anything in my way.. I needed to rescue Jason, my half-brother. He was the only one who can trust.He was family.

   I walked fast out the bathroom with a determined face..leaving my old personality...and refusing to go back.

I plotted my plan, firstly I need help, I needed Zack. I hunted the rest of the day not bothering to return to school. I build my strength feeding on little rats, squirrels but not enough. I ran far for some deers and lions until I was filled with enough.
The next day I had returned home fast the change ignoring my surroundings. I remembered my brothers words he struggled out "Evana...get..Stev...Memory..." Well... I have memories but what does that meaning by getting Stev? Cause that's not happening

I grew close to the school, I was doing it! I was playing as a pawn following all the directions, completely selfless.., completely broken..forever.

I once again stood in front of fear and Zack, Fear had a smug face that somehow still looked capable of murder. Zack had a concerned expression. "Set. My . Brother. Free." I said through my clenched teeth. "Now how much fun would that be.. Meaning, what do we get?" Fear asked Zack gave him a look but Fear shrugged and didn't have even a pinch of regret on his features only determination. "Unless...you would Marry my brother and we..could be part of your kingdom's power.. Now that would be a deal..but a have a choice. Ether, don't marry my brother, have your..soldiers attack, loose and watch as we dominant the world with or you causing all your love ones to die. Or, Marry my brother, we become a United Kingdom and we set your brother free while we conquer the other immortals, and your love ones will be treated respectfully, oh and you have to be forever loyal to my brother. So, choose wisely princess you only have one chance, what do you choose?" Fear suggested.

"I...I chose.."