the next morning
white i felt shook my skin was more paler then it once was i touched my hair in shook i'm really different i felt like crying my eyes out iv'e been made fun of bullied for
being
alive i sat on the ground and sobed why was i so unloved i thought i'm never good enough but i was sad i can feel so much nobody's never asked me how i feel i never
felt so alone i stood up and walked to the door and peeked out it i heard laughing and running ben jive me back my knife you midget!!!!!! nope said ben he was laughing i felt my heat beat race when i saw ben BEAT! Beat BEAT BEAT!! i felt happy? why i don't know why im happy i never know ben why am i happy to see him i felt happy why am i feeling emotions? i continued to peek out my door untl'e ben met my eyes my face flushed red and my heart rate increased to a faster pace i quickly closed the door and sat on the ground blushing up a storm i never felt this way before so why now of all times i stood from the ground and opened up my door to be sad he was not there i walked out my room .i thought of a outfit to wear and it appeared on my body i found myself wearing a black button up shirt and black paints and a half mask that hide my face i walked down the hall to the stair way and walked downstairs i walked into the front room and walked to the couch and sat down and looked around i looked at ben and blushed and looked a way hi i heard a voice say i followed where i heard a voice and i saw ben looking at me smiling i blushed darker h-hi i stuttered out im nightmare i said with a blush still present on my face hi my name is ben ben drowned nice to meet you nightmare ben said i flushed the pleasure is all mine ben im so happy to meet you. so what games do you like ben asked me um i-i like legend of zelda i had a whole series when i was alive i said feeling sad but i smiled anyway so tell me about yourself ben said well i said im 16 about to be 17 my favorite colors are red, black,white and blue and green i said wow ben said can you tell me why you like the colors and what the meanings are for you ben asked sure i said well for red it reminds me of ow i would never fit in and how i would look after school ,black is because i felt empty and alone never felt emotions never cared at all on what happened to me, white because i wanted to be pure and have a good past ,blue because i never felt happy or known how to be happy green because it makes me feel hope and it helps me move on and its calming that's why i like the colors i said ben looked sad you have been through so much i feel bad for asking but how did you die i looked at ben and smiled sadly i died like you i was drowned oh its time fo dinner after i finished dinner me and ben got to know each other then we departed and went to bed i think i like him i thought maybe love him i would have to see goodnight ben i said good night nightmare ben said before i went to ben i carved my knew name into the door it said nightmare i walked to my bed and laid down and closed my eyes and drifted to sleep
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