creepypasta the true story of nightmare thrill

the next morning

                     (my pov) i woke up feeling weird i sat up and looked around   and i slide out of my bed  i stood up and looked in the mirror i stared at my hair it turned snow         
  white i felt shook my skin was more paler then it once was  i touched my hair in shook i'm really different i felt like crying my eyes out iv'e been made fun of bullied for  
      being  
   alive i sat on the ground and sobed  why was i so unloved  i thought    i'm never good enough  but i was sad i can feel so much nobody's never asked me how i feel i never  
felt so alone  i stood up and walked to the door and peeked out it i heard laughing and running    ben jive me back my knife you midget!!!!!!  nope said ben  he was laughing        i felt my heat beat race when i saw ben  BEAT! Beat BEAT BEAT!!  i felt happy?  why i don't know why im happy i never know ben why am i happy to see him  i felt happy why am i feeling emotions?  i continued to peek out my door untl'e ben met my eyes my face flushed red and my heart rate increased to a faster pace  i quickly closed the door and sat on the ground blushing up a storm  i never felt this way before so why now of all times i stood from the ground and opened up my door to be sad he was not there  i walked out my room .i thought of a outfit  to wear and it appeared on my body i found myself wearing a black button up shirt and black paints and a half mask that hide my face  i walked down  the hall to the stair way and walked downstairs  i walked into the front room and walked to the couch and sat down and looked around i looked at ben and blushed  and looked a way    hi i heard a voice say  i followed where i heard a voice and i saw ben looking at me smiling i blushed darker  h-hi i stuttered out  im nightmare i said  with a blush still present on my face hi my name is ben ben drowned nice to meet you nightmare  ben said  i flushed  the pleasure is all mine ben im so happy to meet you.  so what games do you like ben asked  me um i-i like legend of zelda i had a whole series when i was alive i said feeling sad but i smiled anyway  so tell me about yourself ben said well i said im 16 about to be 17 my favorite colors are red, black,white and blue and green i said wow ben said can you tell me why you like the colors and what the meanings are for you ben asked sure i said well for red it reminds me of ow i would never fit  in and how i would look after school ,black is because i felt empty and alone never felt emotions never cared at all on what happened to me, white because i wanted to be pure and have a good past ,blue because i never felt happy or known how to be happy green because it makes me feel hope and it helps me move on and its calming that's why i like the colors i said ben  looked sad you have been through so much i feel bad for asking but how did you die  i looked at ben and smiled sadly i died like you i was drowned  oh its time fo dinner after i finished dinner me and ben got to know each other then we departed and went to bed i think i like him i thought  maybe love him i would have to see   goodnight ben i said good night nightmare ben said  before i went to ben i carved my knew name into the door it said nightmare i walked to my bed and laid down and closed my eyes and drifted to sleep