letters to myself

letters to myself

if you want to read this, be my guest. this will be a collection of letters to myself, whether it be to the past or to the future. i guess i just want to help myself, maybe this is how *lowercase intended

published on December 20, 2018not completed

i miss the best friend i never had

when i think of a best friend
there's nobody who comes to mind
all my friends have their own best friend
i'm just the last person people want to be around

maybe i did have one, once
but now she's gone
and wants nothing to do with me
she sits 2 desks away from me
never even said "hello"

i miss her, but i don't think she misses me
i always called her my best friend
but i knew it wasn't true
that there'd always be someone else

i've never had a friend close enough to call a best friend
or share secrets
or even trust

everyone eventually leaves me
it must be me
i'm just unlikeable
rude
petty
over-emotional
over-attached
ugly
my own friends say so

when i was in the hospital
i disappeared from the world
in the 6 days i was gone
not one of them bothered to make sure i was okay

i bet you're thinking, leave those friends
but who will i have then?

i've got a true friend
but he'll never be my best friend
he's got other people
more important than me

i long for someone to love me
for someone to tell me they love me
and for them to really mean it
even if it's just as friends
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on April 24, 2023
This is so raw, you are so brave to be writing your thoughts down and becoming vulnerable like this, I really hope future you finds this and becomes extremely proud of themselves for being able to surpass this stage, I’m rooting for you :)
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on December 23, 2018
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you're never gonna be alone as long as i'm alive. you've got more support than me as well, so make use of it!!
people really do care about you, including me.
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on December 20, 2018
you make me feel less alone
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on December 20, 2018
i'm serious, milo.
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on December 20, 2018
tysm
that really means a lot
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on December 20, 2018
if you need ANYTHING, don't hesitate to come to me. i really do care and worry about you.
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