Being a girl is hard

I'm a boy!

Well well well.. look what the cat dragged in. A dude! A man. Someone who wishes he had a penis and no breasts. I don't remember how Qfeast censorship works and if that's even a thing so uhh whoopsie if I get reprimanded for that.

Alondra? The way that's not even my name. No like it's not even my dead name either, it's Alyssa. Everything I wrote in the previous chapters is literally just me but I changed the name. Now I changed it to Elijah! How you like dem apples?

I wrote that when I was in the midst of 12? Or 13, and I'm now picking this back up at 19.

It would sound like your stereotypical 'I'm not like other girls' story except it's cuz I'm really not a girl after all. How fun!

I find it mind blowing to see that I had any notion of being transgender in sixth grade. It's such an important part of myself that I guess I locked away and left for me to discover again some years later. Is there any OG Qfeaster that isn't queer? What a bunch of F slurs we all are. So funny going through some of my old posts claiming I'm straight too lol. Boy do I have some news for you, the.ice.is.melting. Under all that layer of thickened ice I have melted and revealed myself like Aang in the iceberg.

How did I just not think about being trans until more recently? If it was on my mind during sixth grade when I was around 12/13 I genuinely wonder why I didn't pursue that idea further and just let myself forget it. Obviously I can't pinpoint the exact day and time I decided I was trans, but it really feels like I'm uncovering artifacts about myself and I'm trying to study how it's affected me.

Also wow I was so obsessed with Hetalia on here damn.
Happy Pride Month I guess?