could you ever love the girl with scars?

the first cut and the first tear

i pull out the blade marked with joy i press it to my wrist and close my eyes sliding it across my skin i feel blood trickle down my wrist and cut below it and again and again i let my tears fall knowing that no one cares about me i have no one do the same to the other wrist and my tears fall i grab my backpack and head to school as soon as i walk in i walk out of the building and to my house my parents are never home they always gone on business my sister was arguing on the phone with her boyfriend and i lock myself in my room i go on face book and see comments like
@chloe_garcia_2234 you such a slut just go die already
@chloe_garcia_2234 yeah go kill yourself
i logout and close my laptop my friend jace tries to skype me i press ignore and he messages me
@Jace_norman1023 answer me chloe please i'm worried about you
i din't respond and he messaged me again
@Jace_norman1023 Chloe???
again i didn't respond he sent me another skype request i answered "chloe are you okay god baby i was worried sick" he says "jace we need to talk" i say "okay" he says "i think we should break up" i say and tears fall "what why?" he asks "jace its not your fault" i say and he gets angry "three years chloe and now you want to end it whatever chloe you should just go die in a hole " he says "ja-" i get cutoff by hom hanging up more tears fall and i decide to cut my legs i pull out the razor blade and cut each one ten times blood falls and i put the blade down and i cry myself to sleep knowing everyone i had was gone now i have no one no one what so ever