Journal (1)

Amazing

Jensen sat in front of the television watching as many episodes as he could of Doctor Who. He wanted to seem cool for Misha. This seemed stupid, but he felt the need to impress him. Jensen found that it was actually very interesting. When six o clock rolled around Jensen got up from the couch and went to his room. He pulled out a navy blue tee shirt, a pair of jeans and white Supras. He spikes his hair up with gel and brushes his teeth sparkly clean. He grabs a leather jacket on his way out and pulls it on. As he passes Misha's hotel room the door flings open. Misha is standing there in white boxers only, looking around frantically. Jensen's eyes trail from Misha's blue eyes and he coughs himself out of his thoughts and back to Misha's eyes.
"Misha, are you alright?" Jensen steps forward and reaches out to touch Misha, but he drops his hand.
"Can we talk?" Jensen's heart skips a beat, but he ignores it and nods. He follows Misha back into the hotel room and to Misha's room. Misha dives through the pile of clothes carefully, setting aside what he doesn't want and places out what he does. Jensen sits on the bed by the night stand and carefully puts the book back into the drawer. He manages to close it without being noticed.
"I have something to tell you, but I want it to be a secret until it is official." Misha sits extremely close to Jensen, making his heart leap.
"Of course," Jensen promises and looks deep into Misha's eyes. Misha falters for a moment, staring deep into Jensen's eyes with confusion, but Misha sets that aside and continues.
"I'm pregnant." Jensen almost nods but his eyebrows beat him to it and furrow.
"What?" Jensen stares at Misha. Misha struggles to keep a straight face for several moments before he breaks and begins laughing.
"I'm kidding. I wanted to lighten the mood before I say this... I think Victoria and I are getting a divorce." Jensen struggles to keep himself under control.
"I'm so sorry..." Jensen says slowly.
"Nah, it was my idea." Jensen knows that is a lie but he ignores it.
"Well, I think it's best. She... wasn't right for you." Jensen forces a smile. Misha returns it.
"Another thing... I've come across the realization that I don't like women. I... I like guys." He says in a goof voice that Jensen can't help but smile at.
"That leads me to say something..." Misha nods and scoots closer, sensing it is a secret. "Nice dream journal." And with that Jensen jumps up and runs. Jensen can hear Misha tearing through the drawer to pull out the book. Jensen would be scared, but he knew it would be forgiven when Misha reads the new entry.
And it was. There is a light knocking on the door about seven o clock. When Jensen opens the door Misha is standing there sheepishly, looking smaller than usual. His hair is tussled and wet, and his face seems to have been freshly shaved. He has a white button down on with blue jeans and black converse. Misha smiles softly. Jensen grabs Misha by the elbow and pulls him in.
"I um, I liked the addition..." Misha trails. Jensen laughs.
"You're adorable." Jensen leans down and presses his lips to Misha's forehead. Misha reaches up and presses his lips ever so lightly to Jensen's before pulling away but Jensen catches him by the waist and presses his lips back to his. His lips move across Misha's with urgency. He can't get enough of the feeling. Before the kiss gets too deep, though, Jensen pulls away.
"You don't have any plans tonight do you?" Misha's smile grows.
"Nope," He replies.
"Perfect," Jensen mumbles as he picks Misha up and wraps his legs around his waist. They stumble into the bedroom and ever so carefully Jensen lays Misha down on the bed. Jensen rests over him, lips traveling along his jaw as Jensen's hands touch Misha's chest.
Jensen rips Misha's button down off and throws it to the floor as well as his own tee shirt. Jensen's hands travel to Misha's hips as he rubs his groin over Misha's Misha moans. Shoes are thrown off of their feet and so were jeans. They are only left to tease each other with boxers. Misha takes Jensen's off slowly. They stand on their knees kissing slowly as Misha slowly tugs the waist band of the boxers down centimeter by centimeter. When they fall, Jensen kicks them off and flops onto the bed, pulling Misha down with him. Misha's fingers trail over Jensen's hard spot, making it grow harder. Jensen pushes Misha's boxers off just as slowly.
They lay together, kissing slowly until Jensen pulls away and licks his fingers. He covers them in spit and smiles mischievously at Misha. Jensen touches Misha slowly, relaxing him until he can push his fingers in. As Misha moans and presses himself closer to Jensen, more fingers enter until there are three. Jensen pulls out as Misha huffs hot breath on his chest. Jensen stands up and Misha kneels. Jensen is soon inside Misha's mouth in a way he never knew could feel so amazing. Misha's blue eyes look up for approval. The moan that escapes Jensen's lips is enough to tell Misha he is doing amazing. Misha smiles and continues until Jensen is too weak in the knees to even stand. And then he collapses and kisses Misha. They caress each other slowly.
Misha lays down and takes a deep breath.
"Ready?" Misha says from above him. They are both nervous.
"Yeah," And then Misha spreads his legs. Jensen nestles in and slowly slips the tip in. Misha gasps and squeezes his eyes shut. Jensen bites his lip and pushes himself in further as slowly as possible. When his entire length is inside of Misha they take a breather. A tear slips out of Misha's eye and Jensen kisses it away before pulling out half way and pushing back in.
They start slowly, but soon begin to quicken. When Jensen reaches the normal speed he usually goes with Danneel they both scream. The feeling is way better than anything Jensen or Misha have ever dreamed of. Jensen holds back as long as possible, but the feeling is causing him to explode. At the same time as Jensen erupts Misha screams. And Misha's body clenches and quivers. Jensen explodes with another pulse and soon he can't breathe. When they both calm down enough to move Jensen pulls out and falls next to Misha. Jensen pulls Misha close and like in his thoughts he pulls Misha's warm and shaking body close in his arms and they fall asleep with smiles on their faces.