I have died everyday

a game

i was ready to do it all i had to do was pull the trigger. My heart was pounding and my eyes were prouring with tears, I had just gone the news they voice was not calming as it should have been they ust have been thinkning this is just a game no its not! having to leave my home was not the worst just next in line. I stopped and slammed down the gun, I can't do this my parents would hate me for it and i just wanted to see them one more time, to fell their welcoming hug and words of im back hime sweety. But that was never going to happen anymore that stuipd plane driver was drunk has heck and nobody could do anything to save those people's lives! But if i was there i would have... "Lily get down here it's time to go don't make me come up there!" a woman yelled i chucked the gun under my bed and shoved my locket in my bag so she wouldn't see it. 'Lily im warning you get down here!" she screamed i jumped out my down and down the stairs to her feet "Oh Mrs. Jane i'm so sorry i was late i was just.." "you were just about to run away i get it now get in the car waiting outside" she said as she pushed me forward