Diary of an otaku

Nov. 14- I am so confused!

Hi! Lots of terrible stuff happened today.
Ok remember when I told you that Oliver was only comfortable talking to me?
Well when I was walking to school yesterday I was waiting for him for the first time ever when I saw him talking to..
ANNE?
Wait what?
They where walking together to school and the passed me not even noticing me!
First of all that was rude because he did not notice me and... He lied!
What if Oliver lied to me just so that.... I would feel bad for him and I would treat him better?
They walked all the way to school.
Anne was really happy... Overly happy then she is normally anyways...
I got really upset about this because I could not believe what he said to me was not true!
The same thing happened when they walked back to school that day.
And today I saw something worse.
Oliver was waiting there.
Not for me though cause when I asked if we could walk he said that he is waiting for Anne.
Then he said "I am sorry Katie. Walking with Anne is better I guess... Plus she is nicer your not that nice."
I was so angry and sad. He lied!
Later at second period I ran into Anne's class and saw Anne walking in line in the hallway.
Since Oliver was in her class he was walking in front of her.
She was happlly talking but I saw this look on Oliver-even before he noticed me- a look that looked like he was...
Sad... I would say more disappointed though.
I wondered why...
And when he noticed me he gave me this..
Relived/upset/I am sorry look
Though I don't know which one of those looks he ment to give me.
I noticed though that Anne did most of the talking...
Oliver stayed silent
Confused then ever I gave an angry look at both of them.
Oliver noticed and became more upset.
Anne did not even notice me because she was too busy talking.
When lunch came I was expecting these three results:
Oliver sitting with Anne in a different table
Oliver sitting with my friends
Oliver sitting alone/he is not there
I had expected that it would of been the first one by far.
Though I was surprised to see him alone.
I did not even bother sitting with him so I joined my old freinds table.
Even though it only been less then a week since I sat with them, they all greeted me in a weird way.
Everything was weird and I did not like it.
I noticed that Anne was no there, and before I could ask why Lilly answered my question.
"Anne is helping at lunch today" she said. It's like she could read minds!
Facinated I sat down placing my lunch bag down.
"Hey" said Cassie "I thought that you would sit with Oliver. He is there... Alone"
The way she said 'alone' ment that I should feel bad for him. But for some reason I did not.
"Oh I though Anne would sit with him."
Confused Cassie said " But your always the one sitting with him!"
I explained everything.
How we walked together.
Even what he told me two days ago.
If he wanted it to be a secret well too bad cause I told all my friends.
"Oh boy that's mean!" Said Lilly.
Wendy stayed quiet.
Then she said "I know Oliver. He was in my old school"
Everyone was surprised.
"Wait what?" I said surprised.
"He was not lying. He spoke the truth. It's just that... Anne's parents are now best freinds with Oliver's through work. Since Oliver moved here because of his job there parents talk. And they made a choice for them to walk together. Since there parents talk a lot Anne ends up coming over to Oliver's house a lot. Anne is jealous of you Katie. She told me all of this."
I could not  believe what she said again!
"Are you sure this is true?" I said.
"Of course it is." Said Lilly. "She told me the same thing though I never knew he said that to you. She also lied about lots of stuff too."
"She did not tell me anything though but good thing I know now!" Said Cassie.
"Ok ok why is she jealous of me then?" I ask.
Why would Anne be jealous?
"She is jealous because your freinds with Oliver and she wants to be freinds with him too." Said Wendy.
"What?! That can't be possible? Why would she be jealous of something like that?"
I said frustrated.
"That's the truth Katie. Sometimes even if the truth is hard to accept you need to learn to accept it and make it better" said Wendy.
"Well-" I begin to say when behind me Oliver came and said,
"I- I am sorry Katie! It's my parents choice to make me walk with her-"
"Then why did you tell her that walking with Anne is better?" Lilly snapped.
"Well- well cause she was behind you and she could hear. Please forgive me-"
"Oliver?" Said Anne behind him.
"I thought you said that you hated Katie and you will never talk to her again? Why did you lie?"
Everyone looked at Oliver with anger.
A tear fell down his eye.
And he ran away.
Seconds later the bell rang. Everyone was speechless.