cry for help

HELP ME!!!!.....pleas?

I stared scram for help and you are not here. But when you do it I am their I have tried and tried to be happy but now laughing and smiling well not help I am at a place that I do not know of and the man that took me here well be back and I do not know if he or she is nice my last words are help but I know in my hart their well be no help by now it well be hope that some one will notice that I have died and that my blood is all over the ground I hope that I do not go to hell and I go to haven I do not know what did to get this I have helped and saved and what do I get death I was their to hold you for are shoulder to cry on and most of all to help you and now I will die for nothing i hope in your hart you will help me....hopefully