why me.

Then he left, no goodbye or farewell

He did'nt return and when i went to check his room all I found was a note on the bed.

  Please don't hate me goddess I just needed to get away for a while, I had to leave this town and the memory's behind.I knew you would be in safe hands with aunt Delilah instead of me.I will return, I promise, one day.i love you, please take care of yourself.

"what,wh...wh...why would you leave Xavier." tears start to come down "I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! for leaving me!"

By then Delilah heard me scream and comes in with rope in her hand, she looks in my hand, walks up to me and snatches the note out my head, sits on his bed and reads it.

She smirks and lowers the note but keeps her head down

"So..he left" She grins "Well he was never home anyway."

"I'm going in my room" I say

"Be my guest" she gestures towards the door

I start to head for the door, until my oxygen was cut of quick. I reached for my neck, and felt the rope she had in her hand around my neck

"He left because of you!" she tightens the rope and I'm then on my knee's, gasping for air, pulling at the rope

"stop!" I manage to choke out

she lets the rope go, and kicks me hard in the back onto the ground

"It's all your fault, he hates you, I knew it!"She points at me

All I can do is lay on the floor, curled up, crying, and working at the rope to get it loose from my neck, but my fingers were shaking to much.Then she leaves me just laying there in the room.I finally work up enough energy in 5 mins to get up, go in my room, lock the door, then lay on my bed crying to myself

3 hours later

I was still in the room, on my bed, and then the phone rang, I reached in my pocket, pulled out my phone to see Xavier caller idea name, which bought me happiness yet anger at the same time.

I answered

"Hello" I say

"Hey, Goddess...look I'm-

"Don't, how could you have left me Xavier!? I depended on you! I-

"Goddess I had to leave, I could not take living there, to many bad-

"And what! you don't think I was hurt to Xavier! you don't even talk about mom and dad! you just straight cut me of! you did not even consider my feeling?"

"I did to Goddess!"

"Oh really you did!"

"Goddess"he says in a soothing voice "Goddess  look I did not call to fuss, I just wanted to check up on you, hopefully in a month thinks will get better, I will have my own house and you can come live with me till you get on your own."

"You promise?"

"I promise, don't worry in about one to two months I will be their to come and get you, I promise."

"Okay" I smile

"But look I got to go promise to call tomorrow, okay"

"Okay, bye Xavier"

"bye Goddess"