Secret Stories: Raped

Destroyed

I was relieved! It was Axel! “Oh it’s you!” said Axel.
“You scared me!!” my heart was already beating loudly and it was not stopping! I took deep breaths and realized he was still looking at me. It was strange to see him up close suddenly, his hair was truly a beautiful brownish colour, and his eyes were as black as the darkness still prevailing in the corridor. Axel was a senior in his last year in highschool and he was famous for his playful behavior! We had interacted a bit before and I gave a friendly smile when our eyes met but he was just not my type. I hate boys as playful as him. Before I could say anything he closed and locked the door. The harsh reality struck on me now, “Wait! We need to go! I need to go!” But my words echoed in this silence... He bent to my ears and whispered: “No one will know!” He caressed my hands and blew in my ears. I shivered in anxiety and partly afraid. He lifted my chin in his attempt to kiss me, “NO!” I pushed him and without any further second spent I dashed to the door. As expected I didn’t make it in time, Axel grabbed me from behind; his grip was strong and hurting me!  “I can’t let you go like that! You love me don’t you?”


Tears welled up in my eyes, flowed down my cheeks and into the corner of my mouth already dripping with blood. “No… please… spare… me” … “I’m your senior right? And as proof of your love I demand your bodyyyyy” Axel spoke in a singsong manner. I glanced at him, his eyes had a demonic look and the sweet angel-like smile I saw last time was overpowered by this evil grin he had on seeing me in pain. I muttered under my breath. “I hate you”... “What?? I didn’t hear you Hermia!” “I HATE YOU!! I never loved you!! Never!” and tears flowed endlessly. My hands were tied behind with his tie and my clothes were beside me within no time. Axel’s hand thoroughly learned about my body and my body remembered his touch by force! He stroked my lips before a second attempt at kissing me but I bit his fingers while he was still touching my lips and blood trickled down his hand! I was slapped, beaten, my hair was pulled, he bit my neck, I closed my eyes and tried to be insensitive to everything but in vain! I had a migraine; I had yelled too much, my throat was parched. He cussed me when I tried to cry and shout again. It was 10pm by now because I heard the fireworks and the beautiful lights in the sky illuminated the dark room for a second! Axel looked at the sky and when he brought back his gaze on me, he noticed a glass bottle at the end of the room. His eyes glinted with maliciousness as he reached for the glass bottle…

He took the bottle, threw in on the floor so that it shattered to little pieces of glass. I imagined my body being shattered similarly. Then Axel did the unthinkable! He took the glass pieces and rubbed them on my arms and belly… My skin was burning, the glass pieces stuck to my skin and it felt as if I was being skinned alive! He rubbed them continuously on my belly so that a puddle of blood formed and trickled to the floor. Glass pieces made their way to the floor carried by my blood. My shouts and pleads were unheard as if everyone was deaf! There was now a piece of cloth in my mouth to save Axel from hearing my shouts and cries. Later, I recognized that the piece of cloth was my underwear which he had stuffed in my mouth…

I mumbled, cried and banged my head on the floor in hope to die of a hemorrhage but I was still alive! I was a living corpse! Axel said something, he slapped me and said something again but I didn’t hear him! He slapped me harder but now I was already losing consciousness and I smiled on thinking that at least I was finally dying!! Let me die if I have to suffer more than this! I saw a blurry face and heard noises, voices, slaps and cries but the next thing I knew was darkness and peace! My body was numb, my brain had no more signal to send to say which part of me was in pain because my whole body was in pain! I closed my eyes, the last tears flowed but before they fell on the floor I felt a warm hand wipe them away, it was warm now.