The diary (One direction Fan Fic)

Her feelings

Liam P.O.V
"I was extremely nervous that day. Today I was starting school. I had moved all the way from New York to live in Los Angeles. I had many friends back in New York but they never called. I thought it was because they were too busy but I soon found out why. They were only my friends because my parents paid them. I was so embarrassed and angry at my parents for doing so. After that whole drama, I decided to let them go and deleted all my 'friends' numbers. The school bell had rung and I didn't know where I was supposed to go. A few guys saw me and walked towards me. I politely asked them where my class was only to be hit and pushed around. I begged them to stop but they didn't. They continued. I thought I was gonna die when you arrived and saved me. You helped me up and when I touched your hand, I felt electricity. I'm not sure if you felt it though. You had brown chocolate eyes and brown hair that I always wanted to touch. You had a fit body but that's not why I fell in love with you. After helping me out, you showed me to my class and I was sad that you had to leave. But it was such a surprise when you also entered the classroom and sat down. I was so happy! The teacher smiled at me but I could see right through her, she looked pissed that I came late. Sit down she told me but where was I supposed to sit? She pointed to the chair right next to you. It took all my strength not to faint right there. I sat down and smiled at you but you looked away and started chatting with some friends. I thought you didn't see me there so I spoke up. I tried starting a conversation but you never listened. I realized you were ignoring me. After class, you helped me again which confused me because in class you ignored me. I didn't think much of it though. We were walking down the hallway and you were humming songs. I thought your voice was beautiful. When we passed a bunch of guys, they laughed at us. Your face fell and your eyes darkened. You then dropped my books before running off to your friends. That confused me even more! I picked up my books and saw you talking with your friends. One of them noticed me staring and came up to me. He told me I was worthless and I'm not allowed to stare at you because you were too cool for me. That made my heart break. For the rest of the day, I tried forgetting about you but somehow I could never forget that innocent face, that beautiful smile that made me feel safe and those eyes that were filled with love. When school ended, I realized I had a crush on you. And for the rest of the day, I kept thinking about you." I smiled at her sentence but it faded away as I thought of how cruel I was to her. A loud bell made me jump. I opened the door, still holding the book and saw four guys with DVDs and chocolate in their hands. "What's going on?" I asked. This was weird, why were they here? "Liam. We're here for you buddy." Louis calmly said and that made me cry. They dropped everything on the ground and hugged me. I loved these guys, they were true friends not like all those other 'popular' jocks who talked to me at school and didn't give a crap about me. "Come on Li, we brought Toy Story." This made me smile. I loved disney movies especially Toy Story. "Come in." I opened the door wide open. They quickly got in and placed everything on the floor. Niall went in the kitchen with a bunch of microwave popcorn packets while Zayn and Louis put the movie in. Harry put blankets and pillows on the couch making it look so comfortable. I heard the microwave make a loud Ping! So I guess the popcorn was ready. Ten minutes later, Niall hurried over with bowls of popcorn and chocolate. He threw the chocolate to me and thankfully I was paying attention so I caught them. "Good catch Li! Now put the movie on!" Niall shouted in Louis's ear. Louis fell on the floor, rubbing his ear. "Niall, I was right next to you! You didn't have to shout you know!" We all laughed and watched the movie. After watching Toy Story and Toy Story 2, I heard snoring so I'm guessing the boys were already asleep. I put the movie on mute and continued reading the diary.
"Tuesday, another painful day at school. I arrived at school earlier so that I didn't bump into the 'popular' people and get bullied but when I arrived, they were already there. A tall guy with lots of muscles saw me and I tried running away but he pinned me to the ground. You thought by coming to school earlier, you could get away from us? Well you were wrong! He whispered in my ear. He then told me to go at the back of the school after lunch and if I didn't, he'd kill me. Of course, being the wimp that I am, I went there. I saw him step on a cigarette and frowned. You're finally here he said and came over to me. Now for the fun he playfully whispered in my ear. I knew what he meant and ran but he grabbed my hair and kicked me in the stomach. It hurt so bad! He kept punching me while insulting me, telling me how worthless I was and I should be happy, someone even cares and by someone he meant him. He was about to punch me again when you came over. Remember? You saw your friend trying to hide me at the back, you knew I was there but didn't bother. Instead you just told him it was time to go and he should stop 'playing' around. He let go of me and I fell right in front of you, yet, you didn't help me, you left me there and that's when I actually started to feel worthless but stopped when I remembered that you saved me so I forgave you and my feelings for you grew stronger." "Liam?" I looked up and Zayn was wiping my eyes with a tissue. I didn't even notice that I was crying. "Liam, I think you should go to sleep." My eyes felt heavy so I put the diary on the coffee table and started dreaming, dreaming about that one girl who made my heart skip a beat, Franziska.