Hurt. (One direction fanfic)

I lost part 2

Zayn P.O.V
The lake was beautiful. I used to come here whenever Angela and I had a fight. It was nice and calm here. I loved it. It made me at peace. I threw some stones in the lake and watched the ducks swimming and flying. I sat on a bench. I lost. I lost Angela. I stared at the water. Don't Zayn. Don't do it. No I have to. I took off my shirt and my jeans as well as my shoes. I sighed and took my phone out and wrote a letter.
DEAR ANGELA
I'M SO SORRY. I SHOULD HAVE NEVER TREATED YOU LIKE THAT.
I NEVER CAME TO SEE YOU WHEN YOU WERE WEAK AND NEEDED ME THE MOST.
I DATED PERRIE TO GET MY MIND OFF YOU BUT THAT NEVER WORKED.
I'M SO SORRY. I GUESS LIAM WON, RIGHT?
THANK YOU FOR WONDERFUL MEMORIES
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
ZAYN
I switched my phone off. Hopefully whoever finds this will show her. I put my foot in the water. It was freezing. I didn't care though. I lost and now it's time for game Over. I jumped in the water. I was so cold. The water still went up to my stomach so I kept walking till it came up to my neck. I took a deep breath and took a step. This time, the water passed my head and I fell. I couldn't swim so I knew I'd drown. I smiled at the ducks passing me by. They were happy and free. The water entered my nose and mouth. I let it. I wanted to die. I saw a figure swim towards me. She had brown hair and was gorgeous. She looked like Angela, wait, she is Angela. No Zayn, you must be dreaming. She had a worried expression on her face. I felt her hand grab my arm. The water tasted horrible and I knew I was drowning. I mouthed a bye and stopped struggling. I was now free. Free from life. Free to be