You're beautiful,Amanda.

Well..

Amanda was upset. Despite the man she loved calling her beautiful repeatedly. She felt ugly. Tiffany said so. She wasn't perfect, she was poor and just the perfect victim for bullies piercing eyes. Day after day she'd come home from high school covered in bruises and cuts. As if what she done to herself wasn't enough? She self harmed. She wasn't proud. She needed to be in control,but anyway so she did. She cried herself to sleep most nights, wishing she weren't alive. After a horrific two years of bullying at her school. She finally graduated. On the downside her and her boyfriend Chris' relationship was on the rocks and after a 4 year go at it. They split up. Amanda was lost. After that she couldn't carry on. Many times did she try to commit suicide. Many times did she fail, but one night. She locked herself in the bathroom. She slit her wrists. The blood poured out and gushed into the sink. She'd cut too deep. After that she went to hospital. Told them she'd slipped holding a razor. She walked out and went straight to the kitchen, she grabbed a bottle of alcohol. She drunk it and took an overdose of pills. Amanda's room mate, Brittany. Had been in magaluf for 3 weeks, and was traumatised to walk in on her friend laying dead. She read a note layed on top of her roommates body. It read,"I doubt anyone will read this but here I go. Don't worry about me, I'm in my happy place now, nobody's calling me names up here and bit by bit my lord father is stitching my heart back together. I didn't do this to escape, just to exit. Don't blame yourself. I don't even blame the bullies. I blame life. Somewhere along the way everybody is going to get hurt, some more severe than others. I just need to go, I need to leave. What's the point,eh? Life is a game. We never get out alive. So we're better off getting out sooner than later, anyway don't cry. It was MY choice. I love you." Tears spilled down Brittany's face,"Amanda,you were beautiful. But I think you'll be the most stunning angel ever. After a few days. Amanda was burried. In a white coffin. With the word 'Angel' in swirly writing over it. As Amanda. Was one of the few Angels who get to take the risk to walk the paths of this cruel world.