Dariy of me -a simple girl-

why

Dear dairy

I read the note and it made me wonder it was I can't explain  it said

It will come after it rains it'll dry all wetness that been created it will
Clean the sadness in you someone are something will come and bloom
It will make you grow to be full grown make you happy it will worry
About you more then everything all though your pain I'll be there
TE AMO  my lovely I might not be with you right now but you know
Who I am and you'll always be In my heart...
-Secret admir

What does these words mean and who is this and I just don't know sometimes
My life can't be simple can it I have surgery tomorrow some are hoping I'll make
It out I hope my love ones know that I worry about them but I have a awkward feeling
This not has more meaning

-Love Me