If I commitsuicide, will you ever miss me then? I always feel like that I couldn't find a better life among me...feeling like that people wouldn't care for me that much...I've been suffering from far too long...I just can't stand the pain no more...but knew that I couldn't die because of it...but...I really don't know what else to do about it...feeling like that I was the only person that is weak from here...I always feel like that I wasn't really good enough from reality...which bothers me the most, I just don't know what else to do about it...but try to have hope at all costs...
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To give up is to admit weakness... I don't want to admit my weakness so I have kept trying and stood strong for five long painful years. I found that you can't count on people to always be there but that people with pain like us can be there for each other and help each other persevere more than people that have not experienced pain like this. life sucks. That's just the way it is. I hate it, but it's true. I have......problems but helping others with theirs, helps me a lot so See More I'm here if ya need me.
on April 28, 2019
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yes i care about you i know its hard but don't let go i will help you through this <3
Thank you for supporting me @briannacullencc23 , I really appreciate that...I'll try my best to stay positive at all costs now...hoping that everything will be ok soon... *smiles softly*
on January 11, 2019
on January 11, 2019
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Don’t please,
Suicide is not the answer.
I used to be the same,but after thinking it through I told myself I was gonna troop through it.
Because if that I was able to turn my life around. I’d finally felt a bit happy.
Now I’m sure someone may come along and say: ‘but what if I can’t turn my life around’ with the help of someone close you can do so,if you don’t gave anyone close I’ll be here to talk.
Suicide is not the answer.
I used to be the same,but after thinking it through I told myself I was gonna troop through it.
Because if that I was able to turn my life around. I’d finally felt a bit happy.
Now I’m sure someone may come along and say: ‘but what if I can’t turn my life around’ with the help of someone close you can do so,if you don’t gave anyone close I’ll be here to talk.
on November 03, 2018
Well...the reason why I was depressed...is because life was hard on me from the past...it's a long story when I first tried explaining it to Angel Kiss...of course...it was a really sad story that I had from the far beginning and all... ?
on May 06, 2019
Hey....there's a song that resembles my depression.....it's called... "Older" please go listen to it....it'll make me happy if you do...!
on May 05, 2019
Ah I see...
I’m really sorry that this is the case.
I wish I could give you a big hug but I guess virtually will have to do.
*HUGGIE*
I’m really sorry that this is the case.
I wish I could give you a big hug but I guess virtually will have to do.
*HUGGIE*
on November 03, 2018
on November 03, 2018
@Wasssuuupeeps
Thank you for supporting me...to be honest...I really appreciate that...and I'm trying the best as I could to stay positive at all costs....I even tried telling others of what I've been through from my depression...but...it didn't always help like it's supposed to though....but I really appreciate their help from part of it...it's just that...I See More find it heart warming when they do things like this...helping the ones that we always cared for....from the inside...
Thank you for supporting me...to be honest...I really appreciate that...and I'm trying the best as I could to stay positive at all costs....I even tried telling others of what I've been through from my depression...but...it didn't always help like it's supposed to though....but I really appreciate their help from part of it...it's just that...I See More find it heart warming when they do things like this...helping the ones that we always cared for....from the inside...
on November 03, 2018
on November 03, 2018
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you know i used to feel the same when i thought no one cared i tried to die but know that i thing about it im kinda grateful that i m alive because i would miss alot im still trying to get involved with life but i m doing the best i can but heres some advise live life dont waste what you have enjoy it dont lose anything if you did you would regret it alot trust me whatever you do be yourself and yes people would miss you / i would miss you and i don't know you that See More well but i know one thing you make awsome stories ps i hardly give advise this is the first :)
*gasps* @sadlonelykitsune , your life story is like the hated child thing but in real life! That is beyond tragic! I'm really petrified because of that! 1 like=1 hug for @sadlonelykitsune
Thank you so much @Sparkle_Heart ....to be honest it was very kind of you and I really appreciate you doing this for me...I really do...*smiles softly and hugs you gently...even though...life is hard at the times like this but tries the best as I can to stay positive at all costs...*
on October 30, 2018
on October 29, 2018
I really appreciate you for supporting me...but...the reason why I was so depressed is because my mother did terrible things to me, she abused me, threatened me about throwing me into the mental hospital from a very young age, she told awful lies against my father's side of the family, she tried to hurt me when I was born...she shook me really hard, I almost See More had a brain injury from that because I was very thin and delicate back then...she even locked me in my bedroom when I was little, I was too scared to sleep on my own at night as I started crying within tears...not just only that but...my step dad was involved with this too as well...he was mean, disrespectful, gross, he abused my mother, he hit his toddlers across the face, he got drunk and got into jail for that...right before graduation...my mother's parents and my mother's sister came because they always wanted to see me but they never had a chance to do it though...until the next day...I started crying in tears as I left them there...because....
I was worried that my mother would do terrible things to me again...knowing how painful it really was back then....my mother and my step father are still forcing me to live with them...but...I didn't want to live with them...because the way they mistreated me from the past...that is why...I've been crying for so long, because of it...?
on October 29, 2018
on October 29, 2018
on October 29, 2018
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OF COURSE!
@sadlonelykitsune ,
you are my only friend who has depression like me, has this insane thought like me. I was afraid to ask this question as I will already know the answer. One boy in class betrayed me, he was the only boy in class that is my "friend". In the end, all I saw it was lies, he never liked me! I continued going to school like a soldier with a battle wound, my feelings were hurt! He made my depression worse, but I still loved him. I cry almost every night, See More I told myself i was alright but I was just lying to myself. I used to scratch myself, but I stopped because I read a comment on youtube:
"Your neck is not a shirt so don't hang it
Your skin is not paper so don't cut it
Your life s not a book so don't end it"
I then relised that commiting suicide is not the key. So I stopped having so much suicidal thoughts.
Yours,
@Sparkle_Heart
@sadlonelykitsune ,
you are my only friend who has depression like me, has this insane thought like me. I was afraid to ask this question as I will already know the answer. One boy in class betrayed me, he was the only boy in class that is my "friend". In the end, all I saw it was lies, he never liked me! I continued going to school like a soldier with a battle wound, my feelings were hurt! He made my depression worse, but I still loved him. I cry almost every night, See More I told myself i was alright but I was just lying to myself. I used to scratch myself, but I stopped because I read a comment on youtube:
"Your neck is not a shirt so don't hang it
Your skin is not paper so don't cut it
Your life s not a book so don't end it"
I then relised that commiting suicide is not the key. So I stopped having so much suicidal thoughts.
Yours,
@Sparkle_Heart
I understand how that feels...I've been through a lot of things too...my other friend named Kaylee was the same way...she didn't have any friends back then...till I showed up...I was her first friend when I first found her there...so I did everything I could to support her, especially the hard times that she's been through...knowing that life is a lot more painful See More than I could ever imagine back then...and I don't blame you from that...suicide is not the answer...just like what Markplier said...never give up...not without hope...because life is not over yet...you just have to carry on....till you succeed within joy...Faith...and peace...the more positive you are....the more you'll rejoice from the inside is what matters the most from the inside... ?
@Sparkle_Heart
@Sparkle_Heart
I see, you're not the only person that is like that...because I imagine things differently too sometimes... ?
@Sparkle_Heart
@Sparkle_Heart
on October 30, 2018
Many people make fun of me because I'm different. I have a wild imagination and I often see things others don't. You see, most girls are not as girly as me, they like stuff I don't. Boys just don't understand me sometimes, they don't appreciate my crazy imagination. Another reason is because my voice is high like I just took in plenty of helium, others are lower.
on October 30, 2018
The reason why the boy and some other people like to make fun of me, is because I have a mental disorder, I got confused easily and I never knew what life was like back then...not just only that..but...I'm also weird and shy to them sometimes when I meet them in person...I'm kinda like Ticci Toby for an example...but...a little bit different...
on October 30, 2018
It's ok...I know how that feels...when I was a little kid...I've always wanted a friend...there was a boy that I wanted to be friends with, he said that if I wanted to be his friend then I have to eat a worm in real life...so I rip half of it, put it in my mouth...then I accidentally threw up...which I failed when the bell rang...but what's really nice is that See More I met different kinds of friends from all over part of the state...I had so much fun with them ever since then...sadly...I ended up living my father....which there wasn't any other friends that live here...it...made me feel lonely...I felt bad for leaving my other friends there from where my mother lives....it just feels like that I didn't have any other choice because of that...
on October 30, 2018
My first friend was in kindergarden, I only had friends when I was 5, the second last year in kindergarden. I only had 2 back then. I was sad when I had to leave and go to primary. In primary, I had plenty of friends, nearly the whole class was my friend! But on the second year, a boy called Kennard stole my class journal and drew on it and tore out the pages. See More I was the leader of the group back then. He did that when I gave the homeworks to the teacher. I was confused when I went back to my seat. Where was my journal? I stood silent, thinking I already put it in my bag. The next day, my friend June saw it on Kennard's table, so she passed it to me. I was delighted-until I opened the journal. Instead of entries, it was just my customized cover with scribbles and "i love Sophia" inside. I then helplessly cried.
on October 29, 2018
on October 28, 2018
on October 28, 2018
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People are going to miss you. Committing suicide will not get rid of your pain, it will only pass it on to others. Life is worth living, even if it doesn’t seem like it. You are loved by people around you. I encourage you to tell someone that you’re considering this, or calling a hotline.
I know that it may not get rid of pain...but I am always trying the best as I could to not do it in real life...even though I couldn't commit suicide...knowing that it didn't seem right...but always feel lost from the inside...
on October 19, 2018
on October 19, 2018
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You deserve to live
Like all
And of course people would miss
I would too
Don't do it please
You may think no one cares but
There are people who would
Like all
And of course people would miss
I would too
Don't do it please
You may think no one cares but
There are people who would
Thank you for supporting me...I'm trying not to...but I've been feeling depressed lately...I just couldn't help it...but I really appreciate you helping me though...
I will do whenever could to love myself...even when life is hard on me...I'll keep trying to continue on...hoping that I might find a better life sometime soon...I just don't know when exactly...but will try the best as I could...I'm just glad that there are some people that understand how I truly feel from the inside from part of it...that's all I could think See More of now...
on October 19, 2018
on October 19, 2018
on October 19, 2018
Part:1
No...I would never hate you...because I care for you...not just only that but...there are some others who would've cared for you too as well....knowing that you mean a lot to them dearly...but whenever people say negative things to you...it's not true...because there are beloved people out there....knowing that you mean a lot to them as See More much as you do to them...it may be hard to believe in...but it takes time realize that....life is a lot more different than you can ever imagine...but know that...deep down inside...beloved people will always be there to guide you...the long as you're ok...especially the hard times like this...
Part:2
The reason why I care for you...is because you've been through a lot of pain like I have...and I wanted to do what's best for you...you're not the only person like this...there are some others that would've felt the same way...knowing that you're never alone...I wanted to help you...because I look up to you...just like what I would do See More for the Creepypastas...even if the Creepypastas were real...they would've felt the same way...and know that we're never alone...after all this pain that we all have been through...I don't blame you from that...because I have been through a lot of things that was hard on me too once...
Part:3
Knowing that you're never alone...because people who have been through a lot of pain...deserves to be cared for a reason...and I will always care for you...even if they didn't care for me back...I would still be there for you the long as you're ok...