on October 08, 2019
I THINK I will visit LA in December and it would be first time ever going there, actually going anywhere out of my country।
I wish I can. My dad said I can go if my cousin goes with me and they have a small bb in house so idk if they're willing to travel. God pls this is the first time I would go out of the country make it happen lol
on October 08, 2019
on October 08, 2019
Tw?
Me and my mom are on good terms
Me: okay now everything is fin-
Academic problems and anxiety: b�tch u thougHT ?
Me and my mom are on good terms
Me: okay now everything is fin-
Academic problems and anxiety: b�tch u thougHT ?
on October 08, 2019
Tw
My life is messed up?. I'm failing grades. No friends. No social life. My mom thinks I'm so bad and she needs to correct me that's why she's doing all this. This is so fuucking stupid. She's crazy. She's one of the reasons why my life is like this . I have some anxiety issues but everyone my parents think I'm faking it. Literally no one irl loves me. Can anyone tell me what's the reason I'm alive
My life is messed up?. I'm failing grades. No friends. No social life. My mom thinks I'm so bad and she needs to correct me that's why she's doing all this. This is so fuucking stupid. She's crazy. She's one of the reasons why my life is like this . I have some anxiety issues but everyone my parents think I'm faking it. Literally no one irl loves me. Can anyone tell me what's the reason I'm alive
Cus I love you
Cus I said so
And cus fucck people who don’t care count the ones that do
They actually have value
The others are just zeros See More
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Cus I said so
And cus fucck people who don’t care count the ones that do
They actually have value
The others are just zeros See More
Place holders
on October 08, 2019
She makes fun on how I can't make any friends. ..she doesn't understand it's hard for me. She doesn't get that I feel anxious around people and isolate myself.
on October 08, 2019
She keeps comparing me with my sister and she always brags how about how much a great child she was.
on October 08, 2019
on October 08, 2019
She actually said I had no place in her heart like I care
on October 08, 2019
At this point I don't even know why everything's turning like this. But I guess I gotta go and apologize for the peace of the house even if it isn't my fault like any FUUCKiNG DAY
on October 08, 2019
Tw
Her logic:let me end the argument I am losing by calling my daughter names and become the victim of the situation by choking myself and crying for an apology . Ew ew
Her logic:let me end the argument I am losing by calling my daughter names and become the victim of the situation by choking myself and crying for an apology . Ew ew
on October 08, 2019
My mother is so toxic
Thankyou so much. To be honest, I'm unsure if I will find someone who actually shows the love for me but right now I am dying to get independent and run away from here. But thankyou for all the support ?
on October 08, 2019
on October 08, 2019
Todays not that disappointing. I'm not in a bad mood :-*
on October 07, 2019
on October 06, 2019
Vent
I don't know how much I can take this pain but I'm thankful for all the support and love this site or other online friends could give which my parents never did. I don't know if I'll make it out alive but I am wishing for another life, a fresh life, where I could start everything again with hopefully no family as family is just a name but no real bonds . It's trash . My "mother" told me to kill myself so many times but I think she really means it now u realise . U am a See More burden so why nit end it all. It's not like I want to live
I don't know how much I can take this pain but I'm thankful for all the support and love this site or other online friends could give which my parents never did. I don't know if I'll make it out alive but I am wishing for another life, a fresh life, where I could start everything again with hopefully no family as family is just a name but no real bonds . It's trash . My "mother" told me to kill myself so many times but I think she really means it now u realise . U am a See More burden so why nit end it all. It's not like I want to live
Tysm . It is tiring but I think I overreact but I guess it's a natural reaction. My parents get normal and so do I but the pain at that moment is so much. I hope to get independent as soon as possible. Again tysm for all the kind words . I appreciate it a lot ??
on October 06, 2019
on October 06, 2019
I tried to make a clay doll and pressing clay seems to relieve some stress for some reason and i love it
on October 05, 2019
Tw
Must feel good to fall from a high cliff with the wind caressing your cheeks with tears falling down and saying farewell to the world
Must feel good to fall from a high cliff with the wind caressing your cheeks with tears falling down and saying farewell to the world
@Friday_Im_In_Love honestly .. tysm ?? love u too ? and I am happy to hear that I am one of your best friends. Means a lot ??
on October 05, 2019
on October 05, 2019
im ok now . I talked to my parent and hopefully getting some mental health help
@M.andrews1
@Friday_Im_In_Love
Sorry for worrying you guys . Felt (tw)
suicidal but im kinda okay . My father talked to me about it. Im trying to get help irl
@M.andrews1
@Friday_Im_In_Love
Sorry for worrying you guys . Felt (tw)
suicidal but im kinda okay . My father talked to me about it. Im trying to get help irl
on October 05, 2019
on October 05, 2019
Four days to face hell
on October 05, 2019
on October 05, 2019
When someone tries to do something for you , be nice to them or atleast don't make a fuss about what they could have done . Try to be a little grateful and kind , unlike my mother
@Aureospace thanks ! I'm actually doing okay tbh my mother feels bad about the whole thing finally so I'm happy she did realise our efforts. We were out to get her a dress.and tbh I never was a good kid. I rarely do the chores so probably there's a point in why she'd dislike me
on October 04, 2019
on October 04, 2019
Thinking of creating something. Feeling artsy ?
on October 04, 2019