on November 05, 2020
I already commented this but here’s why I may be infertile:
My DHEAS levels are about 250 something times higher than what it needs to be. Which means I either have a tumor on my pulitinary gland (I cant spell it but its the part of the brain that controls hormones) and I’ll have to get it out with surgery (through my nose not a long brain surgery thank god)
Or I have endometriosis which is what I more than likely have because my mom has it. But her levels are too low, which See More makes her body reject children without extra hormones, while mine is too high. So I may not even be able to have children at all and if I can its going to be hard and probably expensive.
My DHEAS levels are about 250 something times higher than what it needs to be. Which means I either have a tumor on my pulitinary gland (I cant spell it but its the part of the brain that controls hormones) and I’ll have to get it out with surgery (through my nose not a long brain surgery thank god)
Or I have endometriosis which is what I more than likely have because my mom has it. But her levels are too low, which See More makes her body reject children without extra hormones, while mine is too high. So I may not even be able to have children at all and if I can its going to be hard and probably expensive.
@MarichatPuns he’s the besttt. I just really want a child of my own. I’m in love with the idea of being pregnant and having a mini me or him and I’m just so utterly heartbroken.
on November 05, 2020
I’m so sorry to hear that ? I’m glad that your boyfriend is supporting you through all this though, he’s probably a keeper lmao
on November 05, 2020
on November 05, 2020
Ah yes i might not be able to have children
My DHEAS levels are about 250 something times higher than what it needs to be. Which means I either have a tumor on my pulitinary gland (I cant spell it but its the part of the brain that controls hormones) and I’ll have to get it out with surgery (through my nose not a long brain surgery thank god)
Or I have endometriosis which is what I more than likely have See More because my mom has it. But her levels are too low, which makes her body reject children without extra hormones, while mine is too high. So I may not even be able to have children at all and if I can its going to be hard and probably expensive.
Or I have endometriosis which is what I more than likely have See More because my mom has it. But her levels are too low, which makes her body reject children without extra hormones, while mine is too high. So I may not even be able to have children at all and if I can its going to be hard and probably expensive.
on November 05, 2020
on November 05, 2020
Why did I want to lose my virginity so bad when I was a SOPHOMORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. I’m glad I didn’t then but WHAT THE HELL.
on October 26, 2020
Tw: grooming realization
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Something about a just graduated 18 year old only sexualizing a 16 year old sophomore because she’s a virgin doesn’t sit right with me.
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Something about a just graduated 18 year old only sexualizing a 16 year old sophomore because she’s a virgin doesn’t sit right with me.
on October 26, 2020
on October 23, 2020
Btw I would just like to quickly note: when I rant on here its just how im feeling in the MOMENT. If I come on a few hours later and im not feeling the same way i just delete it. So I apologize to anyone it looks like I ignore. I just remove the negativity when its over with. :3
on October 17, 2020
on October 17, 2020
Changed my bio ??? just the age tho
This is surreal, you were my first internet friend and now ur an adult!! :D
Welcome to the club
Welcome to the club
on October 16, 2020
on October 16, 2020
“Just because you say shut up doesn’t mean you’re quoting Mean Girls”
“yes it does Regina says it two or three times”
“yes it does Regina says it two or three times”
on October 15, 2020
Alanis Morissette - Head Over Feet - Jagged Little Pill
Alanis Morissette - Head Over Feet (Track 8) - Jagged Little Pill (1995)
on October 15, 2020
on October 11, 2020
So far I got
Budget will be ~$400 biweekly.
1. Move in w/ *list of people I have who can help*
2. Get a job
3. Use 50 of your check to pay for gas money while you don’t have a license, or have grandpa take you too and from work and possibly pay him off so he doesn’t tell parents.
4. Driving lessons from bf instead of dad because he will cut you off if you leave the house before college.
5. Food pantries. See More
6. Get CNA and put 100 of your check into paying off classes unless you find a free program somewhere.
Budget will be ~$400 biweekly.
1. Move in w/ *list of people I have who can help*
2. Get a job
3. Use 50 of your check to pay for gas money while you don’t have a license, or have grandpa take you too and from work and possibly pay him off so he doesn’t tell parents.
4. Driving lessons from bf instead of dad because he will cut you off if you leave the house before college.
5. Food pantries. See More
6. Get CNA and put 100 of your check into paying off classes unless you find a free program somewhere.
I think I will be okay until I get married if I have a reliable roommate (which I should).
on October 10, 2020
on October 10, 2020