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j got a new tattoo 🤫

started writing the cutest little love song 4 the person i’m seeing:3 i used my favorite riff that i came up with and every line in it is a reference to things we did. planning on keeping this one unreleased at the very least until they hear it for the first time (we’re only j getting to know eachother so i’m gonna give it some time before i show them, i’ll prob take them 2 one of the places we went on our first date and play it for them 1 on 1

let’s bring back :3

absolute shit week i’m stuck in ohio until next weekend and my other cat bit my finger badly (like her tooth went through my finger) and i can’t play my guitar and that’s like,, literally my only hobby

today has been utter shit. j got bit by my other cat (accidentally, she was chewing on my bracelet and i was trying to stop her) and her tooth went through my finger????? wtf

found my cat. he’s hurt tho:/

creep radiohead

relationship dynamic: emetophobic x sensory issues (can go out for lunch and neither one of us has to feel bad about being picky and consuming only beige foods)

back in ohio for a bit + might go to florida n then i’ll b back in chi permanently 😁😁

mean girls by bladee is unironically so fire

things kinda went to shit today. gotta go back to ohio for two weeks. pissed ab that. uhhhhah major fight w parents. got a little roughed up in that one ngl.

i hate un-friending people over different beliefs but one of my friends has been like,, mildly transphobic towards the person i’m seeing (like she said it’s not really queer bc they’re AMAB even though they’re literally not a man and they also keep using the wrong pronouns) and idk she’s not being aggressive but it doesn’t sit right.

a man just told me i look like i lack object permanence and i can’t even be upset bc he is so right

wednesday updates bc i had fun and i forgot to post ab it
-they were real quiet at first and i was scared they were uncomfortable or smth tbh
-within 5 minutes of meeting up we got caught in rain and we had to take shelter in a record store and they were playing bjork over the speakers there bc it was the anniversary of debut
-we’d originally planned on going to an art museum but it was closed so we went to a library
-they showed me a bunch of kafka quotes that were on the See More walls
-i found a book ab feminism and weed farming (fine literature)
-we went to a rose garden and i accidentally swallowed a bug which was gross
-we sat by the harbor and watched boats and chatted ab stuff and then a goose came up to us which was sorta scary
-we went to the museum campus (3 miles south of where we were) and they got a hotdog from a hot dog cart (i didn’t get anything bc i’m vegetarian) (earlier i mentioned that and they teased me 4 being a vegetarian smiths fan)
-we found a cool garden and trespassed on do not enter property but it was ok
-we sat down again n talked ab stuff
-they caught a firefly and gave it to me and then a i looked away for .5 seconds and they had a ladybug????
-we were walking to the beach but there was a thunderstorm so we started walking back bc we didn’t wanna get rained on again
-we got rained on again (a lot.)
-we took shelter under a thing but it didn’t help we were already soaked and they were freezing but i couldn’t give them my flannel bc 1. it was soaked too and 2. i was wearing a white shirt so it was clear and,,
-finally found a train n parted ways at my station

overall very kool we’re gonna do it again soon

follow up ?we had to change our plans completely thanks to both of us being bad at planning (the living queer tragedy) but it worked out kinda perfect, they were really shy at first but we ended up hitting it off great, we ended up getting caught in a storm in the evening and having to wade several miles in ankle deep chicago sludge water but even that was sorta a fun bonding experience ?

gonna b a good day!! missed the breakfast rush at my hotel, i look real cool, goin out in a few hours:) fun times!!