on October 15, 2020
on October 15, 2020
I may actually make a quiz cause I'm bored and plus I don't really care what I do anymore as long as I can just relax later
on October 15, 2020
Falling down
Getting back up
Both simple yet scary
Knowing one misstep
Could make me plunge
Down in the darkness and despair
But somehow I can hear See More
A voice that is pushing me onwards
To keep going and get back up
To put a bandage on the scrape
Yet it's still scary to hear
And be too afraid to do so
It feels much more comfortable here
Down and alone again
But you offer me your hand
I hesitantly took it in hopes
I could trust again
You told me to keep going
You told me to live my life
But how could I if I'm so scared
Afraid of everything and everyone
Even you and myself
But you took my hand
And lead the way to show me strength
You said it would be okay
And that you'd always be there
When I needed you to be
You made me smile
Even though you couldn't see
Yet I still can't keep my promise
I still fear your judgement
I still keep my feelings pushed down
I need help and I wanna teach
Yet you're too far ahead
I'm trying to catch up
Falling down again and again
I fear I can't reach you
So I stopped and curled up
Hoping you wouldn't see
Or hear the fear in my eyes and voice
I still want you here
But we're growing up
And you can't be here forever
I want to tell you everything
I want to cave and cry tell you the problems
But my voice fails me
And I put up a happy facade
So I could offer what you gave me
So I could try and lead the way
I wanna help you like you did me
By staying where I am
And moving to you baby steps at a time
Getting back up
Both simple yet scary
Knowing one misstep
Could make me plunge
Down in the darkness and despair
But somehow I can hear See More
A voice that is pushing me onwards
To keep going and get back up
To put a bandage on the scrape
Yet it's still scary to hear
And be too afraid to do so
It feels much more comfortable here
Down and alone again
But you offer me your hand
I hesitantly took it in hopes
I could trust again
You told me to keep going
You told me to live my life
But how could I if I'm so scared
Afraid of everything and everyone
Even you and myself
But you took my hand
And lead the way to show me strength
You said it would be okay
And that you'd always be there
When I needed you to be
You made me smile
Even though you couldn't see
Yet I still can't keep my promise
I still fear your judgement
I still keep my feelings pushed down
I need help and I wanna teach
Yet you're too far ahead
I'm trying to catch up
Falling down again and again
I fear I can't reach you
So I stopped and curled up
Hoping you wouldn't see
Or hear the fear in my eyes and voice
I still want you here
But we're growing up
And you can't be here forever
I want to tell you everything
I want to cave and cry tell you the problems
But my voice fails me
And I put up a happy facade
So I could offer what you gave me
So I could try and lead the way
I wanna help you like you did me
By staying where I am
And moving to you baby steps at a time
on October 15, 2020
How can I be so good with talking to people here but everywhere else it feels like my chest is gonna explode. I hardly even know a good bit of y'all but I feel somehow familiar with everything here. It's weird..
Me on here: OMG hey guys let’s see what’s going on
Me in real life: *dodge people and someone starts talking to me and ask me what I think* oh yeah totally umm I have to go now
Me in real life: *dodge people and someone starts talking to me and ask me what I think* oh yeah totally umm I have to go now
on October 16, 2020
@Lil_Blossom that's nice and all for you I bet that's awesome I just want awnsers I know I have social anxiety but this feels beyond social anxiety at this point mom tells me I'm being dramatic but my heart tells me it's for my safety
on October 15, 2020
@Lil_Blossom I literally don't get it how can everyone else be so comfortable in places with a bunch of strangers but I can't even function right if I'm in the wake of strangers thousands upon thousands
on October 15, 2020
on October 15, 2020
Mal would never be a good innocent, why? She dances on dead bodies before making a report (When the lights are off anyway)
on October 15, 2020
Nobody:
Not a soul:
Seriously no one:
Not even Slenderman:
Jeff to his victims: Close your eyes, shut your mouth, dream a dream and Ill let you out
Not a soul:
Seriously no one:
Not even Slenderman:
Jeff to his victims: Close your eyes, shut your mouth, dream a dream and Ill let you out
on October 15, 2020
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Long time ago but still applies, HOW DID I MANAGE TO ACCIDENTALLY KICK SOMEONE IN THE BALLS WHILST ON A SWING?!!
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Long time ago but still applies, HOW DID I MANAGE TO ACCIDENTALLY KICK SOMEONE IN THE BALLS WHILST ON A SWING?!!
on October 15, 2020
on October 15, 2020
and since i have nothing to catch up on im out of school until next thursday
on October 15, 2020
@janethekiller2134 yea but depending on where you live they may have to shutdown school's again if the numbers keep rising
on October 15, 2020
@janethekiller2134 not really to be truthful school's kinda fun for me, I'm glad to have a break from blankly staring at a screen all day but I do that mindlessly anyways haha ^^;
on October 15, 2020
on October 15, 2020
20 mins and then i go to class,,
on October 15, 2020
on October 15, 2020
