If...there's anyone that can help calm me down...please help me...if you were on kik with me you already know but...I need some help calming down...pm me if you can...
on August 09, 2015
Silent_Scarlet added a new chapter to Insanity (1)
Mad World
I feel a continuous growl in my throat as I wander aimlessly through the woods, aware I'm wanted.
I don't know who I am...or what I'm doing.
I'm just walking...
Taking lives...
Breathing...
A waste of space...
Surely the world would be better off without me.
No one would miss me so why not?
I can't though...
The scars on my neck have thick scar tissue now... almost impetrible.
I don't know where I'm going...or what I'm doing.
I feel like I should be looking for something, but I for... Read Full Chapter
I don't know who I am...or what I'm doing.
I'm just walking...
Taking lives...
Breathing...
A waste of space...
Surely the world would be better off without me.
No one would miss me so why not?
I can't though...
The scars on my neck have thick scar tissue now... almost impetrible.
I don't know where I'm going...or what I'm doing.
I feel like I should be looking for something, but I for... Read Full Chapter
on August 09, 2015
on August 09, 2015
We've all had it happen...the nailed it moment!! Where you aim for a simple task and you fail.
Here's mine...it happened at school X)
Ethan (my boyfriend) had taken me to go and get a soda from concession place. He was walking as he put his wallet back in his pocket while I was attempting to open my soda while walking. He put his wallet back in and reached his hand back towards me to grab it. I chased after him and extended my hand but...I accidentally poked his butt. His reaction... See More
Ethan- *holds back chuckling* did you just touch my butt?
Me- *blushes and looks down* no...
Ethan- *chuckles and puts an arm around my neck, says softly* you're a terrible liar...I don't mind if you did it again though *pecks my lips with a smile*
Me- *blushes more and hugs him tightly, clears my throat* thank you for the coke
Ethan- *smiles and strokes my hair* anything for my beautiful angel
X3 what was your nailed it moment? :3
Here's mine...it happened at school X)
Ethan (my boyfriend) had taken me to go and get a soda from concession place. He was walking as he put his wallet back in his pocket while I was attempting to open my soda while walking. He put his wallet back in and reached his hand back towards me to grab it. I chased after him and extended my hand but...I accidentally poked his butt. His reaction... See More
Ethan- *holds back chuckling* did you just touch my butt?
Me- *blushes and looks down* no...
Ethan- *chuckles and puts an arm around my neck, says softly* you're a terrible liar...I don't mind if you did it again though *pecks my lips with a smile*
Me- *blushes more and hugs him tightly, clears my throat* thank you for the coke
Ethan- *smiles and strokes my hair* anything for my beautiful angel
X3 what was your nailed it moment? :3
on August 07, 2015
Standing where the mirror is I stare at me,
Others see reflections but that's not what I see,
The eyes are crimson,
Inside I see a man,
I feel like crying but I must offer his demand,
I feel like dying but I must fulfill his mission,
He drives me crazy, See More
He drives me insane,
He makes me blind to see,
He blinds my pain,
Blocking all emotions,
Refusing any hope,
Wiping all my devotions,
With the opposite of soap,
His eyes burn mine with an intense stare,
He tells me to never care,
I stumble around with a heart that's numb,
Begging for a savior for what's to come,
Sleepless nights of suicide,
No one to be there by my side,
No one else can see,
He's taking away my sanity,
This is for that demon in my head,
Please...
Take my life instead...
(Made this last year)
Others see reflections but that's not what I see,
The eyes are crimson,
Inside I see a man,
I feel like crying but I must offer his demand,
I feel like dying but I must fulfill his mission,
He drives me crazy, See More
He drives me insane,
He makes me blind to see,
He blinds my pain,
Blocking all emotions,
Refusing any hope,
Wiping all my devotions,
With the opposite of soap,
His eyes burn mine with an intense stare,
He tells me to never care,
I stumble around with a heart that's numb,
Begging for a savior for what's to come,
Sleepless nights of suicide,
No one to be there by my side,
No one else can see,
He's taking away my sanity,
This is for that demon in my head,
Please...
Take my life instead...
(Made this last year)
on August 07, 2015
"Jenny"
A little sleep, a little slumber
A little folding of the hands
Left you weak, left you hungry
When there's supply you still demand
You're beginning to drag the ones you love down See More
Will this phase ever end?
A thousand arms to hold you
But you won't reach for any hands
Cause
I don't feel like I'm getting through to you
Let me paint this clear, life is short, my dear
See your mother here, her last painful year
I wish you only knew...
She stuck around for you
She stuck around for you
Maybe you should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I'll be with you through it all
Bring on the pills, roll the dollar bill
Medicating will never heal
Relapse, rehab, repeat
Always thinking about the me, me, me
Self-destruct, spiral down
Until your want becomes your need
Please get up like I know you can
Or forever love the fall
Cause
I don't feel like I'm getting through to you
Let me paint this clear, life is short, my dear
See your mother here, her last painful year
I wish you only knew...
She stuck around for you
She stuck around for you
Maybe you should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I'll be with you through it all (I'll be with you through it all)
I can't stand to see you down
Strung out, off the wagon, and undwound
But steady, steady, Oh God, Jenny, Jenny
I can't bear to hear the sound
Of your body, body hitting the ground
[x2]
Oh, Jenny, Jenny, Jenny
She stuck around for you (She stuck around for you)
She stuck around for you
Maybe you should just fall
Leave the world and lose it all
If that's what you need
To finally see, she loved you through it all
[x2]
I'll be with you through it all
A little sleep, a little slumber
A little folding of the hands
Left you weak, left you hungry
When there's supply you still demand
You're beginning to drag the ones you love down See More
Will this phase ever end?
A thousand arms to hold you
But you won't reach for any hands
Cause
I don't feel like I'm getting through to you
Let me paint this clear, life is short, my dear
See your mother here, her last painful year
I wish you only knew...
She stuck around for you
She stuck around for you
Maybe you should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I'll be with you through it all
Bring on the pills, roll the dollar bill
Medicating will never heal
Relapse, rehab, repeat
Always thinking about the me, me, me
Self-destruct, spiral down
Until your want becomes your need
Please get up like I know you can
Or forever love the fall
Cause
I don't feel like I'm getting through to you
Let me paint this clear, life is short, my dear
See your mother here, her last painful year
I wish you only knew...
She stuck around for you
She stuck around for you
Maybe you should just fall
And leave the world and lose it all
And if that's what you need
To finally see
I'll be with you through it all (I'll be with you through it all)
I can't stand to see you down
Strung out, off the wagon, and undwound
But steady, steady, Oh God, Jenny, Jenny
I can't bear to hear the sound
Of your body, body hitting the ground
[x2]
Oh, Jenny, Jenny, Jenny
She stuck around for you (She stuck around for you)
She stuck around for you
Maybe you should just fall
Leave the world and lose it all
If that's what you need
To finally see, she loved you through it all
[x2]
I'll be with you through it all
on August 07, 2015
on August 05, 2015
I found my favorite junk food combination... Dewshine and Biscolata Starz :3
on August 04, 2015
Silent_Scarlet added a new chapter to Eyes of the Shadows
She Kills Again
I go back up to the room where I reside.
This abandoned school...the floors were cement, the lights always flickered...paint was peeling off the walls...lockers were off their hinges.
'The only way visitors will come...is if they're dared...come in if you dare...you'll be dying to meet me...'
I look at my bloody hands, my bloody knife as well.
'Is killing always the answer?'
'It's the only way to let them know you can't be messed with!'
'You're taking lives...you must stop this mad... Read Full Chapter
This abandoned school...the floors were cement, the lights always flickered...paint was peeling off the walls...lockers were off their hinges.
'The only way visitors will come...is if they're dared...come in if you dare...you'll be dying to meet me...'
I look at my bloody hands, my bloody knife as well.
'Is killing always the answer?'
'It's the only way to let them know you can't be messed with!'
'You're taking lives...you must stop this mad... Read Full Chapter
on August 03, 2015
*big gasp* I just remembered... my Panda Bear (my boyfriend Ethan...i call him my panda X3) is coming back to me tomorrow!! :'3 he left May 30th and I haven't seen him since... I'm just... I'm so freaking happy!!!!! :'3
on August 03, 2015
My hair will be chopped off Tuesday at 1:00...sadly I can't get what I'm going for yet, so in the meantime...I must get my hair cut a bit above my shoulders...I must enjoy the last few hours with my hip length hair...maybe my neck will feel better though XD I'm gonna miss my long hair T~T
I bet, I haven't felt my head light like that in 4 years...but I'm anxious to see how it'll look on me, I hope it won't make my face look fat, long hair usually makes my face look thinner...I'm just really worried about how I'll look, I haven't seen myself with short hair in so long ^_^"
on August 03, 2015
on August 03, 2015
on August 03, 2015
Silent_Scarlet asked a question
Q&A Number One Ask me anything! Shout outs, random questions, truth or dare (don't go w...
on August 01, 2015
Silent_Scarlet added a new chapter to Insanity (1)
Picture Memories
Scarlet's P.O.V.
I did it...
I killed her...
She hurt me...
I hurt her back...
Lucky for her parents she was 18 and didn't live with her.
I went into her room and went through everything of hers...then my sanity snapped back seeing a picture.
A familiar picture...
When she had seen me as the best friend in the world.
I was 10 and she was 11.
~Flashback~
I was walking home with her and she had gotten a new camera.
"I wanna try out my camera with my bestest friend," she said suddenl... Read Full Chapter
I did it...
I killed her...
She hurt me...
I hurt her back...
Lucky for her parents she was 18 and didn't live with her.
I went into her room and went through everything of hers...then my sanity snapped back seeing a picture.
A familiar picture...
When she had seen me as the best friend in the world.
I was 10 and she was 11.
~Flashback~
I was walking home with her and she had gotten a new camera.
"I wanna try out my camera with my bestest friend," she said suddenl... Read Full Chapter
on July 31, 2015
Today's my birthday ^_^)/ heheh
@Musical_insanity XD indeed so young one. Thou art thy wisest among mankind. XD (I'm being weird...I'm weird when I'm happy XD)
on July 31, 2015
@Musical_insanity it has been decided!!! >XD you speak with the wisdom of the spirit realm, tis what i shall do XD (I haven't a clue why I said that XD)
on July 31, 2015
@Musical_insanity XD yeah, but it will be a toughie... Taco Bell or haircut XD hmm...very tough decision, I haven't been to Taco Bell since March XD I'll more than likely probably get my hair done though, I'm very curious ^_^
on July 31, 2015
on July 31, 2015
