on May 16
Hey, just a little update:
I feel like I'm starting to grow more and more attached/clingy to my boyfriend, but I feel like they're kind of drifting away a little bit. I don't know what to do, nothing seems to be a good answer for it. I don't know if they quite understand how much I actually love him. I really don't know if he loves me as much as I love him, sure, he gives me gifts and jokes with me, but he doesn't like it much when I touch him in public (Not sexually, that shits See More gross to do in public). Can I get advise or support for this? I suffer from extreme paranoia and I don't know if I'm just being paranoid or not, Thank you for reading.
- Ray
I feel like I'm starting to grow more and more attached/clingy to my boyfriend, but I feel like they're kind of drifting away a little bit. I don't know what to do, nothing seems to be a good answer for it. I don't know if they quite understand how much I actually love him. I really don't know if he loves me as much as I love him, sure, he gives me gifts and jokes with me, but he doesn't like it much when I touch him in public (Not sexually, that shits See More gross to do in public). Can I get advise or support for this? I suffer from extreme paranoia and I don't know if I'm just being paranoid or not, Thank you for reading.
- Ray
on May 16
Hold my hand
Oh, baby, it's a long way down to the bottom of the river
Hold my hand
Oh, baby it's a long way down, a long way down
If you get sleep or if you get none
(The cock's gonna call in the morning, baby)
Check the cupboard for your daddy's gun See More
(Red sun rises like an early warning)
The Lord's gonna come for your first born son
(His hair's on fire and his heart is burning)
So go to the river where the water runs
Wash him deep where the tides are turning
Hold my hand
Oh, baby, it's a long way down to the bottom of the river
Hold my hand
Oh, baby, it's a long way down, a long way down
The wolves will chase you by the pale moonlight
(Drunk and driven by a devil's hunger)
Drive your son like a railroad spike
(Into the water, let it pull him under)
Don't you lift him, let him drown alive
(The good Lord speaks like a rolling thunder)
Let that fever make the water rise
(And let the river run dry)
And I said
Hold my hand
Oh, baby, it's a long way down, a long long long way
Hold my hand
Oh, baby it's a long way down, a long way down
Hold my hand, hold my hand
Hold my hand (hold my hand)
It's a long way down, to the bottom
Hold my hand
It's a long way down, a long way down
To the bottom of the river
Oh, baby, it's a long way down to the bottom of the river
Hold my hand
Oh, baby it's a long way down, a long way down
If you get sleep or if you get none
(The cock's gonna call in the morning, baby)
Check the cupboard for your daddy's gun See More
(Red sun rises like an early warning)
The Lord's gonna come for your first born son
(His hair's on fire and his heart is burning)
So go to the river where the water runs
Wash him deep where the tides are turning
Hold my hand
Oh, baby, it's a long way down to the bottom of the river
Hold my hand
Oh, baby, it's a long way down, a long way down
The wolves will chase you by the pale moonlight
(Drunk and driven by a devil's hunger)
Drive your son like a railroad spike
(Into the water, let it pull him under)
Don't you lift him, let him drown alive
(The good Lord speaks like a rolling thunder)
Let that fever make the water rise
(And let the river run dry)
And I said
Hold my hand
Oh, baby, it's a long way down, a long long long way
Hold my hand
Oh, baby it's a long way down, a long way down
Hold my hand, hold my hand
Hold my hand (hold my hand)
It's a long way down, to the bottom
Hold my hand
It's a long way down, a long way down
To the bottom of the river
on May 16
Well
Reverend Reverend please come quick
'Cause I got something to admit
I met a man out in the sticks
A good old miss
He drove a series 10 cadillac
And wore cigar on his lip See More
Don't you know the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin' as he passed me by
And he said
I know you I know you, young man
I know you by the state of your hands
You're a six string picker
Just as I... I am
Let me learn ya some I know a few turns to make all the girls dance
Don't you know the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin' as he passed me by
Foolish foolish was I
Damn my foolish eyes
Cause that man's lessons had a price
Oh sweet price
My sweet soul
Everlasting
My very own
Eternal light
Don't you know the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin' as he passed me by
Well the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin'
As he passed me
By
Reverend Reverend please come quick
'Cause I got something to admit
I met a man out in the sticks
A good old miss
He drove a series 10 cadillac
And wore cigar on his lip See More
Don't you know the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin' as he passed me by
And he said
I know you I know you, young man
I know you by the state of your hands
You're a six string picker
Just as I... I am
Let me learn ya some I know a few turns to make all the girls dance
Don't you know the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin' as he passed me by
Foolish foolish was I
Damn my foolish eyes
Cause that man's lessons had a price
Oh sweet price
My sweet soul
Everlasting
My very own
Eternal light
Don't you know the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin' as he passed me by
Well the Devil wears a suit and tie
I saw him driving down the sixty one in early July
White as a cotton field
And sharp as a knife
I heard him howlin'
As he passed me
By
on May 15
hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall
to remind me that i am a fool
tell me where i came from what i will always be
just a spoiled little kid who went to catholic school
when i am dead i wont join their ranks
cause they are both holy and free
and im in ohio satanic and chained up See More
and until the end that's how itll be
i said make me love myself so that i might love you
don't make me a liar cause i swear to god
when i said it i thought it was true
saint calvin told me not to worry about you
but hes got his own things to deal with
theres really just one thing that we have in common
neither of us will be missed
saint bernard sits at the top of the driveway
you always said how you loved dogs
i dont know if i count
but im trying my best
when im howling and barking these songs
to remind me that i am a fool
tell me where i came from what i will always be
just a spoiled little kid who went to catholic school
when i am dead i wont join their ranks
cause they are both holy and free
and im in ohio satanic and chained up See More
and until the end that's how itll be
i said make me love myself so that i might love you
don't make me a liar cause i swear to god
when i said it i thought it was true
saint calvin told me not to worry about you
but hes got his own things to deal with
theres really just one thing that we have in common
neither of us will be missed
saint bernard sits at the top of the driveway
you always said how you loved dogs
i dont know if i count
but im trying my best
when im howling and barking these songs
on May 15
Uh
Okay
Spinni— spinni—
Spinning inadvertently, grinning of no concern to me
Churning my gullet turns in me, burning
A metal furnace, earnestly I deserve it
I sit in silence 'cause my mind is lacking accurate wordage See More
Or maybe courage
With a flourish, writ it spit it
It finished and then release it
Plays increase it, rinse, repeat and don't be cheating
Deleting comments and buying interaction
By packing that on the back end
Impacting finances only through hacking
You [BLEEP]s wacker than a sack of some 'gnac
And Jack Daniels, in fact, throw it out
Slowing down, what is my plan of attack? Growing sound
Louder than a pound of that gasoline when it's slapping me
You lacking tree, passing these spliffies that I been packaging
And packing in wax, wack rappers eat crap
Flack jacketing in case he shat, plastering the wall
And splattering us all, it's happening
I smoke the shatter 'til I fall, bitch
I am addicted to drugs and I'm sick of it
Smoke away the stress and then roll up another stick of it
I am addicted to drugs and I'm sick of it
Needle full of happiness, I tap the skin and then stick it in
We all addicted to drugs and we wired
Johnny at work off a Xan-Xan-Xanax, tired
Yeah, motherf*cker
Coughing up black in the shower, motherf*cker
Pucker up and hock a loogie
Hopefully there's ruby in it, you diminish, truly finished
I got no time for that, [BLEEP]s whose rhymes are wack
And lines or crack in tiny sacks
Spit the facts that bit ya neck, a diamondback
Take a sec and check to see ya spine intact
Find the pack and tear it open, serotonin mind attack
Dopamine is soaking in like hocus pocus, take a toke again
And then rewind the track, rewind the track, rewind the track
When I was a youngin I suffered for being different
But isn't it funny how by sticking out, I'm fitting in?
I think it is indicative of solid qualities
And honestly, the flyest [BLEEP]s stick to shit (Tell 'em)
I like to knit a bit and sew a little, my flow is brittle
Where is D*rkie, [BLEEP]? Spit a riddle
F*ck with a fiddle like the name implies, patience high
Complacent eyes racing I, you'll never buy enough time
Rough riding tough hide or thick skin
"I stick my d!ck in a pig pen" and p!ss ya mom off
I tell her I'm soft, but I be at attention
Keep the tension in my trousers, I'll arouse her
Then allow her all my power in the shower, [BLEEP]
This is an elegy to celery, a tribute to the green
'Cause it's the only thing these motherf*ckers need is getting money
But ain't it funny that I like the veggie better?
I be chilling off the marijuana bumping Eddie Vedder
Fed up with righty bozos and lefty h0mos
F*ck with 'em no mo', I go-go
No f*cking gadget, you get your bag yet?
So big you drag it, your heart has maggots
I'm eating celery, Lil D*rkie is a f@ggot magnet
This is an elegy to celery, a tribute to the green
Ride a stick of celery until you cream
This is an elegy to celery, a tribute to the green
F*ck your culture, what you say and how you mean to seem
I am addicted to drugs and I'm sick of it
Sick of it
Sick of it
Sick
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it
Okay
Spinni— spinni—
Spinning inadvertently, grinning of no concern to me
Churning my gullet turns in me, burning
A metal furnace, earnestly I deserve it
I sit in silence 'cause my mind is lacking accurate wordage See More
Or maybe courage
With a flourish, writ it spit it
It finished and then release it
Plays increase it, rinse, repeat and don't be cheating
Deleting comments and buying interaction
By packing that on the back end
Impacting finances only through hacking
You [BLEEP]s wacker than a sack of some 'gnac
And Jack Daniels, in fact, throw it out
Slowing down, what is my plan of attack? Growing sound
Louder than a pound of that gasoline when it's slapping me
You lacking tree, passing these spliffies that I been packaging
And packing in wax, wack rappers eat crap
Flack jacketing in case he shat, plastering the wall
And splattering us all, it's happening
I smoke the shatter 'til I fall, bitch
I am addicted to drugs and I'm sick of it
Smoke away the stress and then roll up another stick of it
I am addicted to drugs and I'm sick of it
Needle full of happiness, I tap the skin and then stick it in
We all addicted to drugs and we wired
Johnny at work off a Xan-Xan-Xanax, tired
Yeah, motherf*cker
Coughing up black in the shower, motherf*cker
Pucker up and hock a loogie
Hopefully there's ruby in it, you diminish, truly finished
I got no time for that, [BLEEP]s whose rhymes are wack
And lines or crack in tiny sacks
Spit the facts that bit ya neck, a diamondback
Take a sec and check to see ya spine intact
Find the pack and tear it open, serotonin mind attack
Dopamine is soaking in like hocus pocus, take a toke again
And then rewind the track, rewind the track, rewind the track
When I was a youngin I suffered for being different
But isn't it funny how by sticking out, I'm fitting in?
I think it is indicative of solid qualities
And honestly, the flyest [BLEEP]s stick to shit (Tell 'em)
I like to knit a bit and sew a little, my flow is brittle
Where is D*rkie, [BLEEP]? Spit a riddle
F*ck with a fiddle like the name implies, patience high
Complacent eyes racing I, you'll never buy enough time
Rough riding tough hide or thick skin
"I stick my d!ck in a pig pen" and p!ss ya mom off
I tell her I'm soft, but I be at attention
Keep the tension in my trousers, I'll arouse her
Then allow her all my power in the shower, [BLEEP]
This is an elegy to celery, a tribute to the green
'Cause it's the only thing these motherf*ckers need is getting money
But ain't it funny that I like the veggie better?
I be chilling off the marijuana bumping Eddie Vedder
Fed up with righty bozos and lefty h0mos
F*ck with 'em no mo', I go-go
No f*cking gadget, you get your bag yet?
So big you drag it, your heart has maggots
I'm eating celery, Lil D*rkie is a f@ggot magnet
This is an elegy to celery, a tribute to the green
Ride a stick of celery until you cream
This is an elegy to celery, a tribute to the green
F*ck your culture, what you say and how you mean to seem
I am addicted to drugs and I'm sick of it
Sick of it
Sick of it
Sick
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it
@pans3xual_t3a_snak3 @MrewHaHa @AlienPlushie @kksokool2021 @RanbooSaysStuff @Sc3neC0r3 @AceyKitty
You guys know Rxindrop right? I didn't @ them on purpose DON'T @ THEM. Remember the picture they posted on their wall of 'them'? Check this: https://lens.google.com/search?ep=cntpubb&hl=en-US&re=df&s=4&p=AbrfA8rQRfAxTfSdsowikFOeV9OR6a6GHz4rQ9sX-F-mbUOdxfDgdrnatNoXLBFgJwTTdyOMXEVmhSu8oNas1fRis3xkpS3LtmqZ98UBeCWku8fylMAAxVe1eSn77IVC2Wun-GnIVGq3YtKocnk1gYaLKhrL4iaq-OAV45fLrNW8yDzF6hJNrT_ln9ZB0g9IffDLuk8a00PGGEsZ2U_U-2gXy3Z46M3LXSoRcU4azr3UNOnfVbhVIPlrl3FAvqcj7lZShyWwq_NfIPsneu8I1iPRgq9zHkOXTQ%3D%3D#lns=W251bGwsbnVsbCxudWxsLG51bGwsbnVsbCxudWxsLG51bGwsIkVrY0tKRFppTTJWaE9ERm1MVFl6TnpBdE5HTmxZeTA1T0RNeExUUmhZMkZqT0RNMk56QTNOeElmZHpOUFIxTnBZbWQ2YWpobGMwNXBYM3AxVm1GWlRWaE1ZVUpOWWkxQ1p3PT0iXQ==&safe=active&safe=active See More
It's FAKE!
You guys know Rxindrop right? I didn't @ them on purpose DON'T @ THEM. Remember the picture they posted on their wall of 'them'? Check this: https://lens.google.com/search?ep=cntpubb&hl=en-US&re=df&s=4&p=AbrfA8rQRfAxTfSdsowikFOeV9OR6a6GHz4rQ9sX-F-mbUOdxfDgdrnatNoXLBFgJwTTdyOMXEVmhSu8oNas1fRis3xkpS3LtmqZ98UBeCWku8fylMAAxVe1eSn77IVC2Wun-GnIVGq3YtKocnk1gYaLKhrL4iaq-OAV45fLrNW8yDzF6hJNrT_ln9ZB0g9IffDLuk8a00PGGEsZ2U_U-2gXy3Z46M3LXSoRcU4azr3UNOnfVbhVIPlrl3FAvqcj7lZShyWwq_NfIPsneu8I1iPRgq9zHkOXTQ%3D%3D#lns=W251bGwsbnVsbCxudWxsLG51bGwsbnVsbCxudWxsLG51bGwsIkVrY0tKRFppTTJWaE9ERm1MVFl6TnpBdE5HTmxZeTA1T0RNeExUUmhZMkZqT0RNMk56QTNOeElmZHpOUFIxTnBZbWQ2YWpobGMwNXBYM3AxVm1GWlRWaE1ZVUpOWWkxQ1p3PT0iXQ==&safe=active&safe=active See More
It's FAKE!
on May 16
on May 15
@pans3xual_t3a_snak3 How's that wallpaper going?
on May 15
What is everyone's role(s) in our friend group? (Everyone that's @'d) And mine! (In response, please assign everyone a role, at least for the people you know in the friend group and what role(s) you think you are! :})
( @MrewHaHa @RanbooSaysStuff @Sc3neC0r3 @pans3xual_t3a_snak3 @TinyGoat @StrawberryEspeon @AceyKitty @kksokool2021 @LilZeke2007 @AlienPlushie )
( @MrewHaHa @RanbooSaysStuff @Sc3neC0r3 @pans3xual_t3a_snak3 @TinyGoat @StrawberryEspeon @AceyKitty @kksokool2021 @LilZeke2007 @AlienPlushie )
on May 15
I MISSED U SO MUCH BBG, I ALMOST WROTE A MISSING PERSON REPORT!!!😟😟😟😟😟
on May 15
(THIS SONG IS THE BEST LIL D*RKIE SONG. CHANGE MY MIND. [Other than GOOD MOURNING])
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, who is that? I don't know (Ha)
Now you are the shit you feel you are instead of what you're told (Ha-ha)
Hold on to nothing because everything will fold, I'm so cold
(Uh, uh) Stand tall, would you be so bold?
(Uh) Stand tall, would you be so bold?
A man fall then call out, I'm in his mold See More
Like he was just in mind, his spirit trust in mine
I had to hold a [BLEEP] down when I crush his spine
I said that, uh, I said that war is raw
No matter how you flip it, I'm sure appalled
By how the blood is dripping, on sword he fall
He feel his stomach ripping, his mum is tripping, brother
Uh, never gon' forgive them
You create hate, make a son go missing
He wanna get revenge, avenge, the cycle never stop
How can you forgive the man that took the final shot?
I don't f*cking know (Brrt, uh)
I'm hanging with my friends inside the vinyl shop
Don't ask me, I guess you could become a cop
Or forgive the man that got your f*cking brother popped
Uh, overseas or something
For God knows what f*cking reason, pumping
Oil abundant, funding hunting
Of human people to sell more guns in the hundreds (Brrt)
Mom, who's bombing London? A c*nt did
You don't gotta think it's okay to move on
You don't gotta move on if you want dude gone
Figure out the masterminds and then shoot them (Brrt, brrt)
Ain't no reason (Yuh, yuh)
Learn how to grow your own food
Before they stop feeding you
Needing you alive
Your survival is nigh (Yuh)
Too p*ssy to burn your own paper (Check it)
You see in this number that it somehow makes you greater, check it
Blood money, dollar dripping, falling in the water
You ain't make a son or a daughter
Bringing up a lamb for the slaughter
Woah, or a man for the armada, lady
Give all of ya babies to the navy
The army's starving, cry as they departing
Embarking on a journey, end up on a gurney (Brrt, brrt)
Yuh (Ha-ha, ha-ha)
Disarm, one bomb wrong for a dumb bitch
Don't injure me, don't imprison me
Spinning my innards turn liver to chitterlings
Flip it to the bigger beings
Dump the rest and then come collect
When the sun descends, farm your organs
They all have significant importance
You can hold a couple mill today for a heart
Don't worry bout the page you tore apart
All the marines do it, I can see through it
Children bleed moving thru the streets, stupid
Know you need to do it, that's some clean shooting
Toe tag another bone bag that ain't had no chance, dumb muddy
War time, I gotta store mine, I wanna soar high, blood money
(Blood money)
Brrt
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, who is that? I don't know (Ha)
Now you are the shit you feel you are instead of what you're told (Ha-ha)
Hold on to nothing because everything will fold, I'm so cold
(Uh, uh) Stand tall, would you be so bold?
(Uh) Stand tall, would you be so bold?
A man fall then call out, I'm in his mold See More
Like he was just in mind, his spirit trust in mine
I had to hold a [BLEEP] down when I crush his spine
I said that, uh, I said that war is raw
No matter how you flip it, I'm sure appalled
By how the blood is dripping, on sword he fall
He feel his stomach ripping, his mum is tripping, brother
Uh, never gon' forgive them
You create hate, make a son go missing
He wanna get revenge, avenge, the cycle never stop
How can you forgive the man that took the final shot?
I don't f*cking know (Brrt, uh)
I'm hanging with my friends inside the vinyl shop
Don't ask me, I guess you could become a cop
Or forgive the man that got your f*cking brother popped
Uh, overseas or something
For God knows what f*cking reason, pumping
Oil abundant, funding hunting
Of human people to sell more guns in the hundreds (Brrt)
Mom, who's bombing London? A c*nt did
You don't gotta think it's okay to move on
You don't gotta move on if you want dude gone
Figure out the masterminds and then shoot them (Brrt, brrt)
Ain't no reason (Yuh, yuh)
Learn how to grow your own food
Before they stop feeding you
Needing you alive
Your survival is nigh (Yuh)
Too p*ssy to burn your own paper (Check it)
You see in this number that it somehow makes you greater, check it
Blood money, dollar dripping, falling in the water
You ain't make a son or a daughter
Bringing up a lamb for the slaughter
Woah, or a man for the armada, lady
Give all of ya babies to the navy
The army's starving, cry as they departing
Embarking on a journey, end up on a gurney (Brrt, brrt)
Yuh (Ha-ha, ha-ha)
Disarm, one bomb wrong for a dumb bitch
Don't injure me, don't imprison me
Spinning my innards turn liver to chitterlings
Flip it to the bigger beings
Dump the rest and then come collect
When the sun descends, farm your organs
They all have significant importance
You can hold a couple mill today for a heart
Don't worry bout the page you tore apart
All the marines do it, I can see through it
Children bleed moving thru the streets, stupid
Know you need to do it, that's some clean shooting
Toe tag another bone bag that ain't had no chance, dumb muddy
War time, I gotta store mine, I wanna soar high, blood money
(Blood money)
Brrt
on May 15
DUDE WHO LISTENS TO LIL D@RKIE?
on May 15
Hang on I'm gonna be gone for a bit!
on May 15
