MysteriousLiarBoy - Page 44

I want to take a break from drawing the zodiacs
But I want to draw people-

I want to be friends with as many people as I can.

If anyone has Hangouts I can audiochat-

I cry because I put more effort into the short stories I post on my wall than my actual stories.

The man looked into the mirror at himself. Pride swelled in his chest as he looked at his handy work. He did it. He did what other men are afraid to do.
He's being himself.
Dark eyeliner ran over the edge of his eyelids, making his eyes seem an even more vibrant blue than usual. Light blue eye shadow hung above his eyes. A cheerful blush clung to his cheeks as he continued to apply the cosmetics.
For the first time in weeks, he felt happy. He felt proud of himself. He felt like See More he finally found who he is.
He sighed happily as he finished. The brunette examined his handiwork. Everything was shaky and hesitantly made. But it made him happy.
The male decided it was time to wipe the cosmetics off, seeing how horribly done it was. He wet a cloth, and wiped the makeup from his face. And as it went, so did the feeling of happiness. The feeling of joy and pride was thrown away as the substance was wiped off his face.
By the time he was done, all he felt was emptiness. The same emptiness he was now trying to fill with strawberry banana Sobe and starbursts.

Okay
Time to wash it off because that was my first time doing that and it looks weird.
I'll have to work on that~

I did it
And I feel really great
I don't feel feminine at all
I feel super masculine and it feels amazing
I love it.
I love being Andrew!
There's no one I want to be other than myself!

ANDREW IS DOING MAKEUP AND HE LIKES IT

I want to learn how to do make up-
So I can be 'pretty'

With each name change I became a better person
Amanda- Was a cringey, creepypasta obsessed idiot. People liked her because she fit on with the crowd.
Harley- He was still cringe, he finally fell out of the creepypasta fandom and jumped into the Homestuck fandom. He was scum of the fandom, sexualizing aliens and young teens. People forgot him. He failed the people he loved. He hurt people.
Andrew- Has fallen deeper into the Homestuck fandom, but stopped sexualizing them. He sticks See More out like a sore thumb, but he'd have no other way. Some people know him. He's happier. He's confused sometimes and he is a little clueless, but is loved nonetheless. He gives amazing hugs and puts forth a ton of effort in everything he does. He knows he can't please everyone, but tries anyways. And he gets hurt because of that. But he stays happy through it all and continues believing in himself and who he is.

Wow
I suddenly feel like shit
There's times when I want to look as masculine as possible, to be a boy.
And then there's times when I want to be called pretty and learn to apply make up and wear feminine things
What am I?
I love being called he/him
I love being called Andrew See More
I don't want to be a girl
But I want to be pretty-
Jegus I'm weird-

Okay
Any drawings I have left to do I will do later
I've been drawing since I woke up this morning
I have no creativity left

Andrew's Grammar Lesson #5

I'll - conjunction of 'I' and 'will'
Ill - as in "he is Ill" its like being sickie.

Okay
I have the Leo and the Aquarius done
I'm working on the Scorpio and then the Aries

I'm personifying the zodiacs.
I have the Leo done.
Which one should I do next?

If Anthony doesn't get on today I will fly off the handle

On Friday in my Health class there was a visitor. From a rape crisis center.
And I am not very good at handling that topic.
So I cried basically the whole class period
And then there was a pep rally
And I hate loud noises
So I cried during that as well.