Today was absolutely awful. TheDoctorsQueen and all the people who sit with us at break and lunch were out on a trip, and I wasn't going on it because I was too scared. So I was on my own all day.
At lunch, I was sat on my own. I knew that nobody would sit with me, and I started to have a panic attack. I must have looked so stupid sitting on my own. Then, after what seemed like forever, some girls who I really don't like invited me to sit with them. I didn't want to, but I was See More really desperate and I didn't have anyone to sit with. So I went to sit with them, and they all started asking me if I could speak and telling me to say hello to them. That just made me panic even more. Then after a few minutes, they all just got up and walked away together, leaving me on my own again. So I just sat there, trying my hardest not to cry. Nobody even noticed that I was sat on my own, and that just made me realise that nobody actually cares about me. The bell didn't go for ages, and I must have just sat there on my own for about 20 minutes. When it finally went, I was so relieved.
In ICT, we got told to go on whatever we wanted. I got really anxious, because I was so scared of being judged if I went on what I wanted to go on. So I just sat there, staring at the screen and counting down the minutes to the end of the lesson. Then Badge Girl went to get some paper to draw on, and she asked me if I wanted some paper to draw too. I said yes, because I was so relieved to not have to go on the internet and get judged. I drew a picture of Ariana Grande and Mika as Jack and Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas, because I have been wanting to draw that for a long time but I never had the motivation to do it. While I was drawing it, Badge Girl asked me what I was drawing. I wouldn't tell her, and I covered it up, so she got mad at me and tried to force me to tell her what I was drawing. I still refused to tell her, and I started to panic. But she eventually left me alone when she saw that I was starting to shake and breathe heavily.
In Geography, the normal teacher was back. The creepy one had gone away, but he was teaching a different class. The normal teacher is just as bad, though. The teacher was taking the register, and he didn't hear me answer it. I got marked absent, and when Twerking Bat Boy pointed it out the teacher, he said that it was my fault for being so quiet. After that, the teacher was taking requests to play songs. He told everyone to pass a piece of paper around the room, and let everyone request a song. Nobody passed the paper to me, though. I was just sat on my own, and everybody was treating me like I didn't exist. Then when the teacher went out of the room, Owl Boy said, "We only have all the cool kids in this classroom. Everyone else is on the trip." and this other boy said, "Expect for Victoria, she's not cool." Then everyone in the room started laughing and shouting out that they agreed with him.
Today was just horrible. :/
At lunch, I was sat on my own. I knew that nobody would sit with me, and I started to have a panic attack. I must have looked so stupid sitting on my own. Then, after what seemed like forever, some girls who I really don't like invited me to sit with them. I didn't want to, but I was See More really desperate and I didn't have anyone to sit with. So I went to sit with them, and they all started asking me if I could speak and telling me to say hello to them. That just made me panic even more. Then after a few minutes, they all just got up and walked away together, leaving me on my own again. So I just sat there, trying my hardest not to cry. Nobody even noticed that I was sat on my own, and that just made me realise that nobody actually cares about me. The bell didn't go for ages, and I must have just sat there on my own for about 20 minutes. When it finally went, I was so relieved.
In ICT, we got told to go on whatever we wanted. I got really anxious, because I was so scared of being judged if I went on what I wanted to go on. So I just sat there, staring at the screen and counting down the minutes to the end of the lesson. Then Badge Girl went to get some paper to draw on, and she asked me if I wanted some paper to draw too. I said yes, because I was so relieved to not have to go on the internet and get judged. I drew a picture of Ariana Grande and Mika as Jack and Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas, because I have been wanting to draw that for a long time but I never had the motivation to do it. While I was drawing it, Badge Girl asked me what I was drawing. I wouldn't tell her, and I covered it up, so she got mad at me and tried to force me to tell her what I was drawing. I still refused to tell her, and I started to panic. But she eventually left me alone when she saw that I was starting to shake and breathe heavily.
In Geography, the normal teacher was back. The creepy one had gone away, but he was teaching a different class. The normal teacher is just as bad, though. The teacher was taking the register, and he didn't hear me answer it. I got marked absent, and when Twerking Bat Boy pointed it out the teacher, he said that it was my fault for being so quiet. After that, the teacher was taking requests to play songs. He told everyone to pass a piece of paper around the room, and let everyone request a song. Nobody passed the paper to me, though. I was just sat on my own, and everybody was treating me like I didn't exist. Then when the teacher went out of the room, Owl Boy said, "We only have all the cool kids in this classroom. Everyone else is on the trip." and this other boy said, "Expect for Victoria, she's not cool." Then everyone in the room started laughing and shouting out that they agreed with him.
Today was just horrible. :/
on March 27, 2015
5+ likes for:
A- Available: Yes.
B- Birthday: 5th September.
C- Crushing On: Nobody, really.
D- Drink you last had: A bottle of water.
E- Easiest person to talk too: I don't really have anyone who I find easy to talk to.
F- Favorite song: I have hundreds of favourite songs, don't make me choose just one. See More
G- Grossest memory: I don't really have one.
H- Hometown: Lancashire, in England. If I tell you exactly what town I live in, you've probably never heard of it. . .
I- In love with: Mika. ^_^
J- Jealous of: A lot of people, really. :/
K- Killed someone: No. . .
L- Longest friendship: TheDoctorsQueen, we've been friends since we were about 7.
M- Middle Name: Jayne.
N- Number of siblings: I have one 9 year old little brother.
O- One wish: To meet Mika.
P- Person who called you last: People don't call me. Nobody likes me.
Q- Question you're always asked: "Why do you look mad?" BUT IT'S MY FACE. -_-
R- Reason to smile: Mika and my internet friends.
S- Song you last sang: Talk About You by Mika.
T- Time you woke up: I get woken up every school morning at 7am. So that's when I woke up.
U- Underwear color: Why do you need to know this!? If you really need to know for some reason, it's pink.
V- Violent moment you had: I don't really remember my violent moments.
W- Worst habit: Biting my nails. :/
X- # of x-rays you had: I've never had an X-ray.
Y- Your last kiss: I've never had a kiss.
Z- Zodiac sign: Virgo.
A- Available: Yes.
B- Birthday: 5th September.
C- Crushing On: Nobody, really.
D- Drink you last had: A bottle of water.
E- Easiest person to talk too: I don't really have anyone who I find easy to talk to.
F- Favorite song: I have hundreds of favourite songs, don't make me choose just one. See More
G- Grossest memory: I don't really have one.
H- Hometown: Lancashire, in England. If I tell you exactly what town I live in, you've probably never heard of it. . .
I- In love with: Mika. ^_^
J- Jealous of: A lot of people, really. :/
K- Killed someone: No. . .
L- Longest friendship: TheDoctorsQueen, we've been friends since we were about 7.
M- Middle Name: Jayne.
N- Number of siblings: I have one 9 year old little brother.
O- One wish: To meet Mika.
P- Person who called you last: People don't call me. Nobody likes me.
Q- Question you're always asked: "Why do you look mad?" BUT IT'S MY FACE. -_-
R- Reason to smile: Mika and my internet friends.
S- Song you last sang: Talk About You by Mika.
T- Time you woke up: I get woken up every school morning at 7am. So that's when I woke up.
U- Underwear color: Why do you need to know this!? If you really need to know for some reason, it's pink.
V- Violent moment you had: I don't really remember my violent moments.
W- Worst habit: Biting my nails. :/
X- # of x-rays you had: I've never had an X-ray.
Y- Your last kiss: I've never had a kiss.
Z- Zodiac sign: Virgo.
on March 26, 2015
It was on the news this morning that Zayn left One Direction.
I was like, "Yes!" because I hate 1D. They are just fake and annoying, and are overly advertised to try and make every girl fall in love with them. I always knew that something was going to go wrong with them. It eventually does for every boy band.
But I do have a lot of followers on social media who are Directioners, and they aren't too happy about it. Neither is this girl from school, who is a huge 1D fangirl.
And See More I understand that some people might be really upset about it, but I think the 'cut for Zayn' hashtag is way too overdramatic. I knew this would happen as well, because the 1D fandom is insane. Self harming over a member of a boy band leaving is just stupid. There are people in the world who self harm because they actually go through horrible things. They don't do it for pathetic reasons like the 1D fandom.
I know a lot of people love Zayn and idolise him and stuff, but still! Gosh! O_O
I was like, "Yes!" because I hate 1D. They are just fake and annoying, and are overly advertised to try and make every girl fall in love with them. I always knew that something was going to go wrong with them. It eventually does for every boy band.
But I do have a lot of followers on social media who are Directioners, and they aren't too happy about it. Neither is this girl from school, who is a huge 1D fangirl.
And See More I understand that some people might be really upset about it, but I think the 'cut for Zayn' hashtag is way too overdramatic. I knew this would happen as well, because the 1D fandom is insane. Self harming over a member of a boy band leaving is just stupid. There are people in the world who self harm because they actually go through horrible things. They don't do it for pathetic reasons like the 1D fandom.
I know a lot of people love Zayn and idolise him and stuff, but still! Gosh! O_O
@xxKatrinaxx
Yes, but not a lot of them have met him. Some lucky fans have, but what about the fans who never get noticed, but still take part in all of this?
Yes, but not a lot of them have met him. Some lucky fans have, but what about the fans who never get noticed, but still take part in all of this?
on March 26, 2015
@xxKatrinaxx
That's even worse. People shouldn't commit suicide because of it. I mean, it's not like they even know Zayn. They are fans, I get it, but killing themselves is really extreme.
That's even worse. People shouldn't commit suicide because of it. I mean, it's not like they even know Zayn. They are fans, I get it, but killing themselves is really extreme.
on March 26, 2015
@xxKatrinaxx
Okay, I know. But the #WeLoveYouZayn hashtag and the other ones are good, because they aren't hurting anyone.
Okay, I know. But the #WeLoveYouZayn hashtag and the other ones are good, because they aren't hurting anyone.
on March 26, 2015
on March 26, 2015
Today was okay, apart from one thing. It was a different Challenge Day, so I thought the whole day would be okay. But the third activity wasn't.
In the third activity, we were building a water tower from straws, and these Year 7 boys got put in a group with me. They kept saying hello to me over and over, and they kept asking me if I could speak. It was upsetting me so much that I had a panic attack. It was awful, because the lesson lasted for two hours. I panicked when they said See More something to me, then I calmed myself down, and then started panicking all over again. And to make it worse, they didn't let me do anything in the activity.
Yes, I know, I'm pathetic. I let myself get bullied by people younger than me. :/
In the third activity, we were building a water tower from straws, and these Year 7 boys got put in a group with me. They kept saying hello to me over and over, and they kept asking me if I could speak. It was upsetting me so much that I had a panic attack. It was awful, because the lesson lasted for two hours. I panicked when they said See More something to me, then I calmed myself down, and then started panicking all over again. And to make it worse, they didn't let me do anything in the activity.
Yes, I know, I'm pathetic. I let myself get bullied by people younger than me. :/
on March 26, 2015
I am trying to figure out a way to get Mika to knock on your door and give you a bouquet of roses. I can't think of any way I could do that yet, but I am going to keep trying. I'm imagining how happy that would make you. :)
Aww, that's so sweet of you. ?❤ If that happened, I would probably start crying happy tears and almost faint.
on March 26, 2015
on March 26, 2015
on March 26, 2015
Yesterday in Science, Sore Arm Girl said, "Are you scared?" and Smoking Boy said, "No, I'm terrified!"
I had to try not to start singing Relax (Take It Easy). ?
I had to try not to start singing Relax (Take It Easy). ?
on March 26, 2015
I'm going to do a countdown to No Place In Heaven on all of my social media accounts. But firstly I need to work out how many days there are until it's released.
on March 25, 2015
I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING.
Mika's fourth album isn't going to be called Talk About You like the single, that was just a rumour.
IT'S GOING TO BE CALLED NO PLACE IN HEAVEN, AND IT'S RELEASED ON 15TH JUNE.
I'm really glad that it was just a rumour that the album would be named after the single. When I heard that, I was sad because I wanted it to have a name like the first two albums. But No Place In Heaven is like that, and it's just such a perfect name for it. . .
I'M SO EXCITED. See More ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Mika's fourth album isn't going to be called Talk About You like the single, that was just a rumour.
IT'S GOING TO BE CALLED NO PLACE IN HEAVEN, AND IT'S RELEASED ON 15TH JUNE.
I'm really glad that it was just a rumour that the album would be named after the single. When I heard that, I was sad because I wanted it to have a name like the first two albums. But No Place In Heaven is like that, and it's just such a perfect name for it. . .
I'M SO EXCITED. See More ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
on March 25, 2015
I have good news, though.
Challenge Day isn't scary tomorrow, because I found out that it's a different kind of Challenge Day!
The teacher told everyone their groups and where they're going, because it's not the normal kind of Challenge Day. It's also just for Year 7 and Year 8 kids this time, so I'm not with any older kids. And the groups don't go in alphabetical order, so I'm in a group with TheDoctorsQueen.
This version of Challenge Day sounds a lot more fun than the other See More version. I think we only get these ones about twice a year, though.
Challenge Day isn't scary tomorrow, because I found out that it's a different kind of Challenge Day!
The teacher told everyone their groups and where they're going, because it's not the normal kind of Challenge Day. It's also just for Year 7 and Year 8 kids this time, so I'm not with any older kids. And the groups don't go in alphabetical order, so I'm in a group with TheDoctorsQueen.
This version of Challenge Day sounds a lot more fun than the other See More version. I think we only get these ones about twice a year, though.
on March 25, 2015
Today was okay, apart from two bad things.
In English, this boy jokingly said he loved me, then he started laughing and said, "I'm joking, who would love her?" That just made me really upset.
And after lunch, on my way up to form, this Year 9 boy went up to me and asked me if I was from Star Wars. I said no, and I was creeped out. Then he said I looked like Chewbacca, and he asked me for my autograph. I was even more creeped out, so I ran up the stairs to form. The boy chased See More me and yelled, "I know your name! You're that Victoria girl who doesn't speak!" Then I started to have a panic attack and ran through the door of my form so he couldn't chase me anymore. Then he was yelling after me calling me Victoria Plum.
Why does everyone hate me? :/
In English, this boy jokingly said he loved me, then he started laughing and said, "I'm joking, who would love her?" That just made me really upset.
And after lunch, on my way up to form, this Year 9 boy went up to me and asked me if I was from Star Wars. I said no, and I was creeped out. Then he said I looked like Chewbacca, and he asked me for my autograph. I was even more creeped out, so I ran up the stairs to form. The boy chased See More me and yelled, "I know your name! You're that Victoria girl who doesn't speak!" Then I started to have a panic attack and ran through the door of my form so he couldn't chase me anymore. Then he was yelling after me calling me Victoria Plum.
Why does everyone hate me? :/
@Number1Arianator
Exactly, but people spread rumours about me and everyone automatically thinks that it's true without speaking to me.
Exactly, but people spread rumours about me and everyone automatically thinks that it's true without speaking to me.
on March 25, 2015
Most of them don't speak to you - they don't know you. They have no reason to hate you.
on March 25, 2015
@Number1Arianator
They do. Literally everyone hates me, and most of them have never even spoke to me. They just call me ugly when they see me. :/
They do. Literally everyone hates me, and most of them have never even spoke to me. They just call me ugly when they see me. :/
on March 25, 2015
on March 25, 2015
wtf people r jerks in this world but u gotta make tu:)hem feel like it don't bother u bluff your way out p.s. I don't hate
on March 25, 2015
on March 25, 2015
I just realised something.
Mika has music videos for all of his singles, and only his singles.
This means that there will more than likely be a music video for Talk About You.
Oh my gosh.
Mika has music videos for all of his singles, and only his singles.
This means that there will more than likely be a music video for Talk About You.
Oh my gosh.
on March 25, 2015
TODAY IS THE RELEASE OF THE NEW SINGLE. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
on March 25, 2015
Now the whole of the Mika fandom is claiming to be having a stroke and dying because of the fourth album. . .
on March 25, 2015
OH. MY. GOSH. I'M NOT OKAY.
THE NAME OF THE FOURTH ALBUM AND THE RELEASE DATE HAS BEEN REVEALED.
IT'S GOING TO BE NAMED TALK ABOUT YOU, LIKE THE NEW SINGLE.
AND IT'S GOING TO BE RELEASED ON 18TH MAY.
I'm slightly disappointed about the title of the album, because I wanted it to be like Life In Cartoon Motion and The Boy Who Knew Too Much, not named after one of the singles.
But I'm sure that it will be LITERAL PERFECTION, because it's Mika and every song he makes is amazing. See More
I'M CRYING. ?????????????????????????
THE NAME OF THE FOURTH ALBUM AND THE RELEASE DATE HAS BEEN REVEALED.
IT'S GOING TO BE NAMED TALK ABOUT YOU, LIKE THE NEW SINGLE.
AND IT'S GOING TO BE RELEASED ON 18TH MAY.
I'm slightly disappointed about the title of the album, because I wanted it to be like Life In Cartoon Motion and The Boy Who Knew Too Much, not named after one of the singles.
But I'm sure that it will be LITERAL PERFECTION, because it's Mika and every song he makes is amazing. See More
I'M CRYING. ?????????????????????????
on March 25, 2015
Today in Maths, we got to go up to the ICT block and go on whatever we wanted on the internet. I didn't, though, I was too anxious that I would be judged.
This is what happened:
Me: I don't know what to go on.
TheDoctorsQueen: Look at Mika stuff or whatever.
Me: But people will judge me.
TheDoctorsQueen: People won't judge you.
Me: They probably will, though. . . See More
TheDoctorsQueen: *looks at a picture of Alex Kingston*
Everyone on the same side of the room as us: Ew, who's that? She's ugly! She looks like she tries too hard to look young!
Me: Well, they judged you.
This is what happened:
Me: I don't know what to go on.
TheDoctorsQueen: Look at Mika stuff or whatever.
Me: But people will judge me.
TheDoctorsQueen: People won't judge you.
Me: They probably will, though. . . See More
TheDoctorsQueen: *looks at a picture of Alex Kingston*
Everyone on the same side of the room as us: Ew, who's that? She's ugly! She looks like she tries too hard to look young!
Me: Well, they judged you.
on March 24, 2015
I've said this many times, but I have to say it again.
Mika is becoming too popular on Qfeast, and certain people think that they are bigger fans than me. I'm losing my title as MikasPrincess, and I don't like it.
What especially upset me was that some people on here knew about his new single before I even found out about it. That was such a big event in the fandom, and I didn't even get to find out about it myself. And certain people on here keep telling me about everything See More that Mika does. I mean, let me find out myself.
I'm so used to being the one who tells everyone when he makes something new. Now I'm not the person who does that anymore, because everyone already knows when I try to tell people.
I was honestly starting to consider leaving the Mika fandom because of some people on here, but the thought of it hurt too much and I ended up crying. It's not his fault, and I shouldn't leave a fandom that I absolutely love just because of some people.
I don't think you guys actually understand how much I actually love Mika. I can relate to his lyrics more than any other songs, and he helps me through so much. His songs have stopped me from killing myself so many times, and he reminds me that things might get better one day.
I know that I sound like a horrible person when I post things like this, but I don't think that anyone ever actually listens. I come on the internet to get away from people in real life. I don't need people on the internet starting to treat me like people from school do.
Mika is becoming too popular on Qfeast, and certain people think that they are bigger fans than me. I'm losing my title as MikasPrincess, and I don't like it.
What especially upset me was that some people on here knew about his new single before I even found out about it. That was such a big event in the fandom, and I didn't even get to find out about it myself. And certain people on here keep telling me about everything See More that Mika does. I mean, let me find out myself.
I'm so used to being the one who tells everyone when he makes something new. Now I'm not the person who does that anymore, because everyone already knows when I try to tell people.
I was honestly starting to consider leaving the Mika fandom because of some people on here, but the thought of it hurt too much and I ended up crying. It's not his fault, and I shouldn't leave a fandom that I absolutely love just because of some people.
I don't think you guys actually understand how much I actually love Mika. I can relate to his lyrics more than any other songs, and he helps me through so much. His songs have stopped me from killing myself so many times, and he reminds me that things might get better one day.
I know that I sound like a horrible person when I post things like this, but I don't think that anyone ever actually listens. I come on the internet to get away from people in real life. I don't need people on the internet starting to treat me like people from school do.
I don't think you sound like a horrible person. This stuff is your opinion, and you're entitled to it. If someone says you're not then I'd say they're just a butthead.
on March 24, 2015
on March 24, 2015
Aww, someone made a fan video of Mika with Boom Clap by Charli XCX. :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUDNW8m9TuY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUDNW8m9TuY
Mika Boom Clap
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on March 24, 2015
Well, I'm glad someone stuck up for you. ?
Aww, I'm sorry. Poor you. ?❤