And there's a lot of things that I'm scared about happening tomorrow.
I have Drama, and TheDoctorsQueen and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl aren't in my class. Everyone in my class makes fun of me, and tomorrow we will probably have to sit in a circle and tell the rest of the class about ourselves, like we have to do on the first Drama lesson of every school year. I'm scared about that, because everyone will probably laugh at me and say that it's the first time they have ever heard me See More speak. We might also have to do partner work and group work, and I won't have anyone to be in a pair or a group with.
Also, my French book is still missing and the teacher will probably yell at me for it. I told my mum about it, and she wrote a note for me to give to the teacher saying that she was the one who lost my book, not me, and she needs to give me a new book as I am really stressed about it. But she might still refuse to give me a new book, and shout at me again.
And I had Science in a different classroom today, and I don't really know where I have to go tomorrow. It might be the same place that I had to go to today, but it could also be my normal Science classroom.
I'm just really stressed. :/
I have Drama, and TheDoctorsQueen and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl aren't in my class. Everyone in my class makes fun of me, and tomorrow we will probably have to sit in a circle and tell the rest of the class about ourselves, like we have to do on the first Drama lesson of every school year. I'm scared about that, because everyone will probably laugh at me and say that it's the first time they have ever heard me See More speak. We might also have to do partner work and group work, and I won't have anyone to be in a pair or a group with.
Also, my French book is still missing and the teacher will probably yell at me for it. I told my mum about it, and she wrote a note for me to give to the teacher saying that she was the one who lost my book, not me, and she needs to give me a new book as I am really stressed about it. But she might still refuse to give me a new book, and shout at me again.
And I had Science in a different classroom today, and I don't really know where I have to go tomorrow. It might be the same place that I had to go to today, but it could also be my normal Science classroom.
I'm just really stressed. :/
on September 14, 2015
My new RE teacher is really hypocritical. She told everyone not to make fun of people with mental disorders when we were learning about discrimination, but before she said that, she was being really offensive towards people like that.
When we were sticking some sheets in our books, she saw a girl trying to fold a piece of paper exactly and kept saying, "Some people here are a bit OCD." And when another teacher came into the classroom to tell her that someone in another classroom See More was misbehaving, she said, "Oh, I bet they have Down Syndrome."
I really hate people who make fun of mental problems. There could have been somebody in the class who had one of those disorders, and what the teacher said could have upset them. You don't know about people, and you don't know their lives, so you should never say things like that. And the teacher had never met any of us before, so she definitely wouldn't know anything about anyone.
It just makes me really angry when people say things like this. :/
When we were sticking some sheets in our books, she saw a girl trying to fold a piece of paper exactly and kept saying, "Some people here are a bit OCD." And when another teacher came into the classroom to tell her that someone in another classroom See More was misbehaving, she said, "Oh, I bet they have Down Syndrome."
I really hate people who make fun of mental problems. There could have been somebody in the class who had one of those disorders, and what the teacher said could have upset them. You don't know about people, and you don't know their lives, so you should never say things like that. And the teacher had never met any of us before, so she definitely wouldn't know anything about anyone.
It just makes me really angry when people say things like this. :/
on September 24, 2015
i absolutely hate when people make fun of mental illnesses or make them seem less than they are, it's so disrespectful and can be very hurtful.
on September 24, 2015
on September 14, 2015
Today was a bad day.
While I was waiting outside the Food Tech classroom, Smoking Boy and this new boy came over to me and lined up next to me. They kept making jokes about how I was their 'girlfriend' and making fun of me, and I nearly cried. When we went into the classroom, I had a really bad panic attack. I was hyperventilating and sweating, and it was awful. I was still shaking after it stopped.
In English, we had to do a test where we answered some questions and wrote a See More story at the end. I really wanted to do well on the test, because I want to be an author when I'm older and it would help me in the future. But everyone else in the class was messing around for the whole lesson, and the teacher didn't even tell them off. The other kids were screaming and shouting, eating crisps and throwing sweets at each other from across the room, and this boy who was sat next to me kept shaking the table and jokingly calling me a 'bully' when I tried to stop him. Everyone was talking really loudly as well, and tests are supposed to be done in silence. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was really annoyed with everyone being loud as well, so she kept asking the teacher to yell at the class. The teacher wouldn't do anything, so she asked if we could go and work in another classroom. The teacher said that we couldn't, so we got even more annoyed and just tried to do the test. But I can only think of my best ideas and work properly when everything is quiet, so I was finding it really hard to write a story. I eventually thought of a few ideas, but by then it was the end of the lesson. I only managed to answer four questions, and I really wanted to write the story. I ended up almost crying because I probably look really stupid from that test, and I won't get the levels that I know I'm capable of. I started thinking that I might not even get a future because of the school.
So, yeah. :/
While I was waiting outside the Food Tech classroom, Smoking Boy and this new boy came over to me and lined up next to me. They kept making jokes about how I was their 'girlfriend' and making fun of me, and I nearly cried. When we went into the classroom, I had a really bad panic attack. I was hyperventilating and sweating, and it was awful. I was still shaking after it stopped.
In English, we had to do a test where we answered some questions and wrote a See More story at the end. I really wanted to do well on the test, because I want to be an author when I'm older and it would help me in the future. But everyone else in the class was messing around for the whole lesson, and the teacher didn't even tell them off. The other kids were screaming and shouting, eating crisps and throwing sweets at each other from across the room, and this boy who was sat next to me kept shaking the table and jokingly calling me a 'bully' when I tried to stop him. Everyone was talking really loudly as well, and tests are supposed to be done in silence. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was really annoyed with everyone being loud as well, so she kept asking the teacher to yell at the class. The teacher wouldn't do anything, so she asked if we could go and work in another classroom. The teacher said that we couldn't, so we got even more annoyed and just tried to do the test. But I can only think of my best ideas and work properly when everything is quiet, so I was finding it really hard to write a story. I eventually thought of a few ideas, but by then it was the end of the lesson. I only managed to answer four questions, and I really wanted to write the story. I ended up almost crying because I probably look really stupid from that test, and I won't get the levels that I know I'm capable of. I started thinking that I might not even get a future because of the school.
So, yeah. :/
@Galactic_Noodles
Yeah, except that I don't really spend as much time on here as I used to anymore, because not many people actually talk to me.
Yeah, except that I don't really spend as much time on here as I used to anymore, because not many people actually talk to me.
on September 15, 2015
on September 14, 2015
on September 14, 2015
on September 14, 2015
So apparently Mika is going to be releasing a new song soon. It's going to be called Beautiful Disaster, and it features Fedez, an Italian rapper who is one of his closest friends from X Factor Italia.
I don't know if this is true, though. A lot of people are tweeting about it, and Fedez said that he was 'working on a new song with a good friend of his'.
If it's true, I'm not sure if I will like it or not. I love Mika, but I don't like Fedez very much. I hate most rap music, See More and it just sounds awful to me. But maybe it will be a good song, because all of Mika's songs are amazing.
I don't know if this is true, though. A lot of people are tweeting about it, and Fedez said that he was 'working on a new song with a good friend of his'.
If it's true, I'm not sure if I will like it or not. I love Mika, but I don't like Fedez very much. I hate most rap music, See More and it just sounds awful to me. But maybe it will be a good song, because all of Mika's songs are amazing.
on September 13, 2015
Mika is trending on Twitter again for the third time this week, and I don't even know why. ??
on September 12, 2015
Guys, I ruined my one month and twenty days of being clean. I'm sorry. . . :/
on September 24, 2015
on September 11, 2015
on September 11, 2015
Today in Geography we were learning about the waterfall Victoria Falls, and TheDoctorsQueen turned round to me and said, "Victoria Falls. . .in love with Mika." ?
on September 11, 2015
Today was okay. ?
on September 11, 2015
Today was mostly okay, but I lost my book in French and I cried because the teacher yelled at me. :/
on September 10, 2015
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on September 09, 2015
Guys, something crazy happened this morning.
I was just scrolling through Twitter before school, and I decided to look at what's trending. And guess what was at number three on the list.
MIKA WAS TRENDING. IN ENGLAND. THAT RARELY HAPPENS. AND THAT MEANS HE'S PROBABLY BECOMING MORE POPULAR.
I actually cried because he hasn't been popular since 2007, and he only really trends in Italy and France now because of The Voice France and X Factor Italia. It's so rare nowadays for him See More to trend here. I actually kind of felt like a proud mother or something.
I was just scrolling through Twitter before school, and I decided to look at what's trending. And guess what was at number three on the list.
MIKA WAS TRENDING. IN ENGLAND. THAT RARELY HAPPENS. AND THAT MEANS HE'S PROBABLY BECOMING MORE POPULAR.
I actually cried because he hasn't been popular since 2007, and he only really trends in Italy and France now because of The Voice France and X Factor Italia. It's so rare nowadays for him See More to trend here. I actually kind of felt like a proud mother or something.
that's great! there were so many times with me and my celebs that I felt like a proud mother...and not-so proud mother! XD :3 but that's great!
on September 09, 2015
on September 09, 2015
on September 09, 2015
Someone in the Mika fandom put everyone in our group chat into the Hunger Games Simulator, and the results were actually really funny.
In the simulator, I got a rope from the Cornucopia and then went hunting with some of my friends and Mika. I eventually died when someone used me as a shield to protect themselves from the monkey mutts. ?
In the simulator, I got a rope from the Cornucopia and then went hunting with some of my friends and Mika. I eventually died when someone used me as a shield to protect themselves from the monkey mutts. ?
on September 08, 2015
Today was mostly okay, but I almost had a panic attack in Art because these boys were making fun of my hair, and another boy who was sat next to me kept talking to me as if I was stupid and telling me what to do. :/
on September 08, 2015
Today was a bad day.
When I got to school this morning, I went to see if the school website was right and if my form room was in the Science classroom. I got there, and the room was completely empty. I didn't know where to go, and I was really scared. Eventually I forced myself to ask a teacher where my new form room was, but I was almost crying. It turned out that my form room wasn't the Science classroom, and the website was wrong. It was in the Art classroom, and when I got See More there I was so relieved.
And while I was waiting outside my English classroom before the lesson, this boy walked past me and was singing Lollipop. I was really anxious, because I knew that someone would hear him and start saying horrible things about Mika. One of his friends heard him singing, and they started making fun of Mika and talking about him. I almost started crying, and when we went into the classroom the boy sat in the seat behind me. I was scared that he would start singing and saying things again, but luckily he didn't.
So, yeah. :/
When I got to school this morning, I went to see if the school website was right and if my form room was in the Science classroom. I got there, and the room was completely empty. I didn't know where to go, and I was really scared. Eventually I forced myself to ask a teacher where my new form room was, but I was almost crying. It turned out that my form room wasn't the Science classroom, and the website was wrong. It was in the Art classroom, and when I got See More there I was so relieved.
And while I was waiting outside my English classroom before the lesson, this boy walked past me and was singing Lollipop. I was really anxious, because I knew that someone would hear him and start saying horrible things about Mika. One of his friends heard him singing, and they started making fun of Mika and talking about him. I almost started crying, and when we went into the classroom the boy sat in the seat behind me. I was scared that he would start singing and saying things again, but luckily he didn't.
So, yeah. :/
on September 07, 2015
I just remembered that I go back to school tomorrow.
My school put my timetable online and I know where my new form room will be now. It will be in one of the Science classrooms, and my form tutor is going to be the new Art teacher. But I'm still worried that it might be wrong and I'll get lost.
I'm scared. :/
My school put my timetable online and I know where my new form room will be now. It will be in one of the Science classrooms, and my form tutor is going to be the new Art teacher. But I'm still worried that it might be wrong and I'll get lost.
I'm scared. :/
on September 06, 2015
7 Likes and I'll post my:
Top Internet Friends: My best internet friends on Qfeast are @jenesaispas and @Galactic_Noodles.
Favorite Band: My favourite band is probably Years and Years.
Favorite singer **Can't be someone in a band like Billy Joe Armstrong.**: Mika.
Best friend(s) In real life: TheDoctorsQueen and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl.
Things that annoy me: A lot of things annoy me, to be honest. . .
Insecurites: I'm insecure about a lot of things, but mostly what I look like See More and what people think of me.
Personality: I'm not good at describing myself. . .
Song stuck in my head: Black Magic by Little Mix.
Height: I don't know, but I'm over 5"0.
Weight: I don't know that, either.
Favorite TV show: I don't really have a favourite TV show, I just watch whatever I think sounds interesting.
Favorite movie: Either Inside Out or Radio Rebel.
Favorite book **Can't be off of a movie made.**: This Song Will Save Your Life by Leila Sales.
A band I hate: One Direction.
A person I hate: People I know in real life? Well, I hate everyone at my school.
Favorite story online **Fanfics, webcomics, ect.**: A Mika fanfic by one of my internet friends in the fandom called We Were Kids.
Favorite animals: Red panda.
Favorite food: Probably chicken noodles.
Favorite character(s): I don't really have any favourite characters.
~ST4RT3D BY: @K4RK4T_C4NT_S1NG~
Top Internet Friends: My best internet friends on Qfeast are @jenesaispas and @Galactic_Noodles.
Favorite Band: My favourite band is probably Years and Years.
Favorite singer **Can't be someone in a band like Billy Joe Armstrong.**: Mika.
Best friend(s) In real life: TheDoctorsQueen and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl.
Things that annoy me: A lot of things annoy me, to be honest. . .
Insecurites: I'm insecure about a lot of things, but mostly what I look like See More and what people think of me.
Personality: I'm not good at describing myself. . .
Song stuck in my head: Black Magic by Little Mix.
Height: I don't know, but I'm over 5"0.
Weight: I don't know that, either.
Favorite TV show: I don't really have a favourite TV show, I just watch whatever I think sounds interesting.
Favorite movie: Either Inside Out or Radio Rebel.
Favorite book **Can't be off of a movie made.**: This Song Will Save Your Life by Leila Sales.
A band I hate: One Direction.
A person I hate: People I know in real life? Well, I hate everyone at my school.
Favorite story online **Fanfics, webcomics, ect.**: A Mika fanfic by one of my internet friends in the fandom called We Were Kids.
Favorite animals: Red panda.
Favorite food: Probably chicken noodles.
Favorite character(s): I don't really have any favourite characters.
~ST4RT3D BY: @K4RK4T_C4NT_S1NG~
on September 06, 2015