Today was absolutely terrible. I am feeling awful and I wish I could just die.
Firstly, I had a panic attack thing in the line outside my Food Tech classroom for no real reason. It was horrible. I felt dizzy, I had a headache, I couldn't stand straight and the world went different colours. It didn't feel like anything even existed, and it was so scary.
Secondly, we were doing group work in History and literally nobody wanted me in their group. I had to just sit there until the See More teacher noticed.
Thirdly, in History while I was being ignored in the group I got placed in, the group next to me started singing Cool Kids. Then they started saying awful things about Echosmith, and about Noah. They called him all sorts of things, and they made fun of him and the rest of Echosmith. They said that Noah was useless and that he was just a little kid who didn't belong in the band. I had another panic attack then, and the same things happened as the one outside Food Tech, but I felt like I was about to cry and I was almost sick. I was shaking for the rest of the lesson and I couldn't think straight. Echosmith mean the world to me, especially Noah, and they said that about them. Cool Kids helps me through so much. That song makes me feel a lot better when I'm crying, and it has become a part of my life. And they just insult my idols like that.
Also, near the end of lunch, a load of people crowded round me and they all kept asking me if I could speak. They kept asking me to say 'hello' to them because they wanted to hear what my voice sounded like, and then I had yet another panic attack, because I felt so intimidated and claustrophobic with everyone crowding around me like that. Then they made fun of me because I was shaking a lot.
Then in English, there was a new seating plan, and the teacher made me sit with the people who were in the group who made fun of Echosmith. They kept asking me why I didn't speak, and asking me if I hated them. They stressed me out so much, but luckily I didn't have another panic attack.
Then in Music, the whole class ruined the lesson and I was the only person who was actually behaving. The teacher was yelling at everyone, and we had to stop the lesson early. One of the pastoral mentors came in and yelled at everyone. The teacher said that we would have to copy things out from the board for the rest of the term, and that we wouldn't be doing any proper work.
I am so glad to be out of school, and I am still shaking and panicking a bit now.
Firstly, I had a panic attack thing in the line outside my Food Tech classroom for no real reason. It was horrible. I felt dizzy, I had a headache, I couldn't stand straight and the world went different colours. It didn't feel like anything even existed, and it was so scary.
Secondly, we were doing group work in History and literally nobody wanted me in their group. I had to just sit there until the See More teacher noticed.
Thirdly, in History while I was being ignored in the group I got placed in, the group next to me started singing Cool Kids. Then they started saying awful things about Echosmith, and about Noah. They called him all sorts of things, and they made fun of him and the rest of Echosmith. They said that Noah was useless and that he was just a little kid who didn't belong in the band. I had another panic attack then, and the same things happened as the one outside Food Tech, but I felt like I was about to cry and I was almost sick. I was shaking for the rest of the lesson and I couldn't think straight. Echosmith mean the world to me, especially Noah, and they said that about them. Cool Kids helps me through so much. That song makes me feel a lot better when I'm crying, and it has become a part of my life. And they just insult my idols like that.
Also, near the end of lunch, a load of people crowded round me and they all kept asking me if I could speak. They kept asking me to say 'hello' to them because they wanted to hear what my voice sounded like, and then I had yet another panic attack, because I felt so intimidated and claustrophobic with everyone crowding around me like that. Then they made fun of me because I was shaking a lot.
Then in English, there was a new seating plan, and the teacher made me sit with the people who were in the group who made fun of Echosmith. They kept asking me why I didn't speak, and asking me if I hated them. They stressed me out so much, but luckily I didn't have another panic attack.
Then in Music, the whole class ruined the lesson and I was the only person who was actually behaving. The teacher was yelling at everyone, and we had to stop the lesson early. One of the pastoral mentors came in and yelled at everyone. The teacher said that we would have to copy things out from the board for the rest of the term, and that we wouldn't be doing any proper work.
I am so glad to be out of school, and I am still shaking and panicking a bit now.
on January 26, 2015
The music channel: Meghan Trainor and Harry Styles will be releasing their collaboration soon!
Me: WHAT!? THIS CAN'T HAPPEN!!!
Me: WHAT!? THIS CAN'T HAPPEN!!!
on January 26, 2015
I should not be up at 2am on a school night. I'm only going to get 4 hours of sleep now. . . :/
on January 26, 2015
A fact about Mika: When Michael Jackson died, his manager tried to give Mika the shoes that Michael was supposed to wear on his next tour. Mika took the shoes, but he doesn't wear them out of respect.
on January 26, 2015
A random Cher Lloyd fact that not many people know:
The 'ugh' noise that she makes in Want U Back wasn't supposed to be part of the song. She was originally supposed to sing a certain note, but she couldn't do it. So she got mad and made the 'ugh' noise, and accidentally recorded it. And because she couldn't sing the note she was supposed to sing, she thought it would be funny to put it in the song.
The 'ugh' noise that she makes in Want U Back wasn't supposed to be part of the song. She was originally supposed to sing a certain note, but she couldn't do it. So she got mad and made the 'ugh' noise, and accidentally recorded it. And because she couldn't sing the note she was supposed to sing, she thought it would be funny to put it in the song.
on January 26, 2015
I wish I had 1000 followers.
I would make a million fake accounts and do it myself, but that's not being honest and it makes me look like a needy little brat.
Ehh, I'm already halfway. I'll get there in a few weeks.
I would make a million fake accounts and do it myself, but that's not being honest and it makes me look like a needy little brat.
Ehh, I'm already halfway. I'll get there in a few weeks.
on January 25, 2015
I may or may not have just helped you reach a certain amount of followers. ???❤?????????
on January 25, 2015
2 to 1000! ??
on January 25, 2015
You probably know this already, but I'm going to say it again.
I adore Mika more than words can say. He is my perfect golden boy, and I love him more than I love myself. I would honestly take a bullet for him if I had to.
I also love Echosmith so, so much. I can relate to all of their songs so much, and Cool Kids has helped me a lot. They are all my angels.
I adore Mika more than words can say. He is my perfect golden boy, and I love him more than I love myself. I would honestly take a bullet for him if I had to.
I also love Echosmith so, so much. I can relate to all of their songs so much, and Cool Kids has helped me a lot. They are all my angels.
on January 25, 2015
on January 25, 2015
There's another line that I really love from Love Me For Me (Yes, I really love a lot of lines in that song.) that goes, "No more wondering what if, that ain't the way you ought to live."
This basically describes my life so well. I never actually do what I want to do, because I don't have the courage and I'm always terrified of being judged for what I want to do. So I live my life just wondering what would happen if I had the confidence to go for what I want.
This is why I love See More Cher Lloyd so much. I can relate SO much to a lot of her lyrics.
This basically describes my life so well. I never actually do what I want to do, because I don't have the courage and I'm always terrified of being judged for what I want to do. So I live my life just wondering what would happen if I had the confidence to go for what I want.
This is why I love See More Cher Lloyd so much. I can relate SO much to a lot of her lyrics.
on January 25, 2015
I'm still waiting for someone to see me in the street and yell, "OH MY GOSH, IT'S MIKASPRINCESS FROM QFEAST!"
Sadly, I don't think that will ever happen. ?
Sadly, I don't think that will ever happen. ?
on January 25, 2015
on January 25, 2015
I started my first Instagram war and now everyone hates me. Whoop de doo. ?
@Eridan_Ampora
Well, basically, this girl on Instagram posted a picture of a conversation between her and Mika. She doesn't even have a Twitter, and Mika hardly ever notices fans. In one of the comments, she said that it was fake, but she said that she wanted to see everyone's reactions and get attention. So then it made the whole Mika fandom cry, and I was See More mad at her for being an attention seeker. So I told everyone that it was fake, and nobody believed me. Now everyone is mad at me.
Keep in mind that this girl has done some bad things to me before, like forcing me to delete my fanfiction because apparently I was 'copying her', when I had never read her story, and later she told me that she had never even read my story and just felt like judging me.
Well, basically, this girl on Instagram posted a picture of a conversation between her and Mika. She doesn't even have a Twitter, and Mika hardly ever notices fans. In one of the comments, she said that it was fake, but she said that she wanted to see everyone's reactions and get attention. So then it made the whole Mika fandom cry, and I was See More mad at her for being an attention seeker. So I told everyone that it was fake, and nobody believed me. Now everyone is mad at me.
Keep in mind that this girl has done some bad things to me before, like forcing me to delete my fanfiction because apparently I was 'copying her', when I had never read her story, and later she told me that she had never even read my story and just felt like judging me.
on January 25, 2015
on January 25, 2015
Turns out that she didn't get noticed by Mika, and she made an edit for attention. What a fake. -_-
on January 25, 2015
*sobs because that annoying fake girl on Instagram got noticed by Mika on Twitter and they were joking together about getting married*
on January 25, 2015
To all my followers:
In case nobody could be bothered to tell you today, you're beautiful and amazing. Keep being awesome!
~ MikasPrincess
In case nobody could be bothered to tell you today, you're beautiful and amazing. Keep being awesome!
~ MikasPrincess
on January 25, 2015
I just noticed how perfect Mika's eyebrows are. . . ?
Sorry, that was strange. ?
Sorry, that was strange. ?
on January 25, 2015
I have a ton of homework due in tomorrow and I seriously don't want to do it. :(
on January 25, 2015
Yeah, even though I'm not really any of those. . .
Thanks. ?