I literally don't know if I can take living another day in this world.
on February 02, 2015
Nobody actually cares about me.
Internet friends: They're on the internet, and I'll probably never get to meet them.
Friends: They don't care about me. If they really cared, then why would they ignore me and forget about me? They treat me like I don't even exist.
Other people at school: Literally all of them hate me. Not one person at school likes me.
Teachers: They purposely make me do things in lessons, even though they know about my disorder. They find it funny to watch See More me suffer, so why would they care?
My idols: They don't know I exist. I'm nothing to them at all. I'm just another username that comes up on their social media, so why would they want to help me?
Family: I'd probably scare them if they knew who I really was. I can't tell them about the things I'm going through.
Internet friends: They're on the internet, and I'll probably never get to meet them.
Friends: They don't care about me. If they really cared, then why would they ignore me and forget about me? They treat me like I don't even exist.
Other people at school: Literally all of them hate me. Not one person at school likes me.
Teachers: They purposely make me do things in lessons, even though they know about my disorder. They find it funny to watch See More me suffer, so why would they care?
My idols: They don't know I exist. I'm nothing to them at all. I'm just another username that comes up on their social media, so why would they want to help me?
Family: I'd probably scare them if they knew who I really was. I can't tell them about the things I'm going through.
First of all: Internet friends are real friends. Most people I know on the Internet are way better friends to me than my 'friends' in real life.
Echosmith know you exist. You're internet friends with them!!
Echosmith know you exist. You're internet friends with them!!
on February 02, 2015
on February 02, 2015
What's wrong? I am a friend that cares for others, please, tell me what's wrong.
on February 02, 2015
on February 02, 2015
A few bad things happened today.
Firstly, in Maths, this boy kept shaking the table and making fun of me because he 'wanted to see how I would react'.
Secondly, my fake friends promised to take me to the pastoral mentor to tell them about people making fun of me because I don't speak. Then they completely forgot about it and we never ended up going, and I was too scared to remind them.
Thirdly, they completely ignored me at lunch and left me behind in the corridors. I was so See More fed up of being ignored by people that I ran off to the classroom that my next lesson would be in, and I hid behind the door and gave myself another pinprick.
Also, in Food Tech, the same boy who was in Maths purposely knocked my bowl of ingredients out of my hands. All my flour spilled all over the floor, and then he laughed at me and said, "Ooh, you should be more careful!"
I am not in a good mood. ?
Firstly, in Maths, this boy kept shaking the table and making fun of me because he 'wanted to see how I would react'.
Secondly, my fake friends promised to take me to the pastoral mentor to tell them about people making fun of me because I don't speak. Then they completely forgot about it and we never ended up going, and I was too scared to remind them.
Thirdly, they completely ignored me at lunch and left me behind in the corridors. I was so See More fed up of being ignored by people that I ran off to the classroom that my next lesson would be in, and I hid behind the door and gave myself another pinprick.
Also, in Food Tech, the same boy who was in Maths purposely knocked my bowl of ingredients out of my hands. All my flour spilled all over the floor, and then he laughed at me and said, "Ooh, you should be more careful!"
I am not in a good mood. ?
on February 02, 2015
Well. Now Mika has a sign like the Hollywood sign outside his house that says MIKA WORKS HERE. ?
on February 02, 2015
Let's face it, the best thing about We Are Golden is the music video. ?
on February 02, 2015
Go on my Instagram (I'm just MikasPrincess on there) if you want to see my rubbish Mika video edits that I'm proud of. ?
Nobody probably wants to see them, but yeah. ?
Nobody probably wants to see them, but yeah. ?
on February 02, 2015
on February 02, 2015
on February 02, 2015
Person 1: I baked you a pie!
Person 2: Oh boy, what flavour pie?
Person 1: *evil voice* PIE FLAVOUR.
*pie flies out of a pie*
Person 2: Oh boy, what flavour pie?
Person 1: *evil voice* PIE FLAVOUR.
*pie flies out of a pie*
on February 01, 2015
"The fangirl life is the only life." ~ Taylor Swift
on February 01, 2015
I got really mad at myself for worrying when there is nothing to worry about, and I may have just given myself some more needle marks.
I wasn't even depressed. I was mad at myself for being anxious all the time. :/
I wasn't even depressed. I was mad at myself for being anxious all the time. :/
Hey, it's okay. I drive myself mental by worrying over really small and stupid stuff. ?
on February 02, 2015
on February 01, 2015
Ha. Nobody ships me with a Qfeaster. xD
on February 01, 2015
I told my grandma about my panic attacks, and she thinks I have anaemia.
I don't think I do, though. :/
I don't think I do, though. :/
on February 01, 2015
Noah Sierota in interviews: Shy, quiet, nervous to answer questions.
Noah Sierota on the internet: Randomly fanboys over stuff, purposely uses terrible grammar, obsesses over fruity pebbles and calls everyone 'playa'.
Noah Sierota on the internet: Randomly fanboys over stuff, purposely uses terrible grammar, obsesses over fruity pebbles and calls everyone 'playa'.
on February 01, 2015
I'm in a good mood, because something I was worried about got sorted out. ^_^
on February 01, 2015
21 more followers to 1000. . .
on February 01, 2015
on February 01, 2015
How? :/